I followed him quietly, and as I walked, I would stop and look up at his back.
Thinking of him, with his back to me, looking into the distance, smiling, sweet, and a little bit ruffian, waving his sleeves carelessly under the moonlight.
"Hey, what kind of wind finally brought you here? Why, Chu Yuniang and Fourth Brother's Red Boat Embroidery Workshop made you happy?" Walking to him, he was so tall, a head taller than me, he
Her shoulders seemed much wider than before. The soft black gauze band on her head fluttered gently, her black hair was as crystal clear as silk, her white robe had a faint glow, her nose was high, and her lips were plump and tangible. She felt a little disappointed in her heart.
, in fact, if you can't own it, then just regard it as a beautiful scenery and look at it alone from a distance.
"Hey, I feel sour when I hear it." He played with the fan, lifted my chin frivolously, and imitated my tone.
"Tch, I'm too lazy to tell you." She turned her face away from him, tried to move but couldn't move, and said stiffly: "How is my fourth brother? It's been more than three months, and you haven't seen me.
"
"Liu Laosi is fine, but I'm not." His tone changed and he lamented in a low voice.
She glanced at him incomprehensibly, but there was nothing wrong except that her fair skin had turned a lot darker. She pursed her lips and walked up to him to open the door.
After opening the door, I felt that the fight with Jingyuan just now took some effort. I sat down at the table and poured a glass of water for Ning Yuanjue and myself. I handed the water glass to him, but he looked at it and said quietly.
Sentence: "The edges are torn and dirty."
I opened my mouth wide and wanted to scold him, but I couldn't catch my breath, so I took a cup in one hand and drank it in two sips. I rolled my eyes at him and stopped looking at him.
"Don't you really want to know what I did during this time?" He opened the folding fan, closed the door sharply, and sat on my bed, as if to test the softness of the bed, and then sat down next to me, staring intently.
look at me.
"What are you going to do?" He swallowed his saliva and moved back uncomfortably. He followed closely and moved towards me. He shouted with some embarrassment: "Go away, open the door for me! This man and a woman alone are still closed.
Close the door, this is the pure place of Buddhism!"
"Then ask me." His eyes are actually very beautiful, as bright as black jade, and his eyes are like eyes.
My heart skipped a beat and I lost my rhythm. I used a bad voice to cover up my guilty conscience and said: "What are you asking!?"
"Ask me where I've been?" He looked at me funny, kept firing at me, stretched out his hand to hold my hand, waved his arms conditionally, and when it reached his hand, he covered it in pain.
Stop and groan.
He quickly got up, turned to the door, opened it wide and said angrily: "I don't...well, let me ask you, where have you been?"
"Then come over and sit down." Pain flashed across his eyes for a moment, and he said calmly: "I'm going to fight."
puff!
The newly imported tea sprayed all over him. He wiped his mouth with his sleeve, glanced at it lightly, and said, "You should find a suitable partner to brag, right?"
"Haha, it's not like girls don't understand these things." He picked up the teapot and pointed it at the spout and drank the tea.
I couldn't help but sarcastically said: "I don't mind being dirty now."
He generously wiped away the water stains on his lips and said: "Prince Hao rebelled and established the Western Jin Dynasty in the desert. I thought that I was not young, and it was time to make contributions and find a wife, so I took the initiative to go. Ha,
It’s so exciting, I can’t even mention the feeling of killing someone for the first time.”
"What the hell, I've experienced my brain being splattered all over the place." Suddenly he realized that he had said something wrong, and continued: "Is the war ahead serious?"
"Huangfu Hao can't be impressive, but he is a talented person, but he is too arrogant and cannot bear this tone."
"Then what's the situation like now?" There is my elder brother's ranch in the desert. I have been clamoring to go there. I don't know if I will have the chance to ride a horse and sing songs in this life.
"You are stubbornly resisting." Ning Yuanjue stood up and flipped through my wooden cabinet to check the Chinese medicinal materials inside: "When did you help others look at this?"
"Those medicines can't kill you. Oh, why are you like an eight-clawed octopus, with many hands and many legs!" He said angrily, closing the cabinets he had opened and opened one by one.
"By the way, how are you doing?" He suddenly turned around, and I was concentrating on cleaning up the mess, but accidentally bumped into his chest.
The flow of time stopped, and Ning Yuanjue's sonorous and powerful heartbeat hit my heart one after another. I felt that my face was very hot, but I didn't want to move at all, or I didn't want to leave his chest at all.
He murmured softly in his mouth and said: "The path that fate has destined me to take, I can only persist in. No matter how hard this journey is, I can only persist in it. There is no way back, let alone a compromise, only this
One thing. No matter what, you can't look back and go to the end. At the end of the road, maybe happiness will appear."
He hugged me and touched my head with his hand, like stroking a child. He hugged me very lightly, for fear that I would break if he used too much force. He put his chin on the top of my head and said, "Zipei, you are really only fourteen."
How old are you? I always feel that you shouldn't have been born here or you don't look like a fourteen-year-old girl."
I leaned on his chest with peace of mind and punched him: "I'm almost fifteen, okay!" She pursed her lips and snickered. I have a fifteen-year-old body and a twenty-something mind.
"Do you think so too? You are the second person to say that." She shyly left his arms and looked at the door nervously. Although she was practicing with her hair on, it was a pure place of Buddhism after all.
"Who is the first one?" He grabbed me and said with a smile, "See, I'm not the only one who thinks something is wrong with you."
"You! I won't talk to you anymore. How is daddy recently?" After all, daddy is a big tree. Mom is relying on him now, so she still hopes that he will be well.
"Prime Minister Liu is the core figure of the dynasty, but he is stubborn and stubborn. Now, as the head of the state, he has reached the pinnacle of power, but he does not know how to hold back. Although he speaks sincerely, the emperor has to be afraid. If things go on like this, the situation is at the cusp of the storm.
, The fish dies first." Ning Yuanjue spoke softly, but his words were dignified.
"It seems that it is better for the eldest brother and the fourth brother. Even if the prime minister's palace collapses, they will still have a place to stay. But if one day the emperor is offended and the nine tribes are implicated, no one will have any good fruits to eat. This man will fight for his life while he is alive.
Being strong and competitive and not leaving a way out for yourself is better than having nothing." He felt slightly uneasy in his heart and whispered to himself.
Ning Yuanjue gave me a surprise and said: "I just told you that you don't look like a fourteen-year-old girl, so you just pretend to be mature and mature! Who in the prime minister's house can overthrow him if he wants? It's too much."
Are you looking down on the Prime Minister?" He seemed to be addicted and hit me again, covering his head in pain and gouging out his eyes.
"Do you know that even if the servants of your Prime Minister's Mansion go out and say the word "Liu", no one will give way."
"Isn't that what you call a dog fighting against the power of others?" I hate such people the most.
"It doesn't matter, as long as you remember, as long as it concerns you, it's my business."
"Is it because I'm your cousin?" Damn it, my face turned red again, and my heart was pounding.
"Stupid! Three years, oh, no, two years and nine months, very soon." He held my hand, but I shyly shook it off. He touched his nose and walked to the door with his hands behind his back: "I want to protect you.
The person I want to protect must become strong enough. I will go to the desert tomorrow. I don’t know when I will come back this time, but it will definitely not be more than two years and nine months." He took out a jade pendant from his waist.
Put it in my hand: "Put it away."
Something was boiling in my chest, and it rushed to the tip of my nose. It was so sore that tears rolled down my face. I squeezed the jade pendant tightly and said, "I'll give it to you."
He shook his head and said, "I don't like seeing you off. I'm afraid I'll kidnap you while we're seeing you off."
"Thank you for Wang Shuhe, please ask Fourth Brother to take good care of them." Yingying smiled and said with pear blossoms in the corners of her eyes: "I will help you keep the jade pendant. You must take it back after two years and nine months."
, otherwise I’ll pawn it off to buy wine.”
Ning Yuanjue was startled, and the black gauze ribbon floated up and touched my face. It was very itchy, but I couldn't laugh.
Standing at the door of the nunnery, I stared blankly at his disappearing figure, turned around lonely, suddenly thought of something, ran up to the wooden tower, looked over the railing, and saw his figure faintly in the forest.
In the days that followed, I would sometimes think of what he said, and even wonder a little bit about the deeper meaning of his words.
I closed the door, savored the short time we spent together and some fragmentary fragments, and recalled them over and over again. I regarded them as idle and boring spiritual sustenance, smiled silly, and kept myself in high spirits every day, silently counting the years. I had never been right
It's hard to mention the deed, but he can see it, he will smile at me, and then he will work with the stone chisel.
A few years later, I will still remember these years from time to time and reminisce about the emotions I felt at that time. However, I have hidden these youthful and frivolous emotions in my heart. I am no longer willing to be peeped by anyone, and I cannot tell too many people.
At that time, I was not happy, but I didn't have much sadness either.
Being alone is a trick of fate.
For him, I was like a lonely boat drifting in the vast sea, missing the land, far away and worrying about loss, but there was still the slightest trace of enthusiasm.