I was walking in a daze, feeling depressed, and the faint smell of green grass came, flowing in the clear tranquility after the rain. I took a deep breath, but my mind was still very confused. No matter how hard I breathed, I felt a slight sting.
I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to cry, and I squatted on the ground. A wave of sadness was suppressed in my heart and my waist hurt so much that I couldn't straighten up. Fortunately, I held back the tears and refused to let them overwhelm my only defense line.
Click click click.
It’s the sound of scissors!
Looking up, I saw a white figure in the prosperous grass forest, concentrating on pruning a towering cypress tree. He faced the light, and the golden silk threads were faintly gleaming. I seemed to see his light and elegant face, and felt
With his extraordinary temperament, most of the haze in his heart was swept away.
Walking to him silently, Fufu leaned over and said, "Master, what are you doing?"
When he heard my footsteps, Qinan did not turn around and was not disturbed by me at all. But when he heard my voice, he froze and looked at me without knowing what to say.
What's good, my eyes wander, there's so much contained in it.
"Jingyun..." He called out my Dharma name uncertainly.
I lowered my head and chuckled. He was really surprised to be dressed like this. When I touched my face with my hands, I realized that the makeup on my face had been dampened by the rain and was graying unevenly. No wonder he was like this.
He took the handkerchief handed over by Qi Nan and carefully wiped his face and said, "If I had known I couldn't escape, I wouldn't have escaped. After going around in a circle, I still returned to the starting point. Is it fate?"
"Karma will not disappear on its own. When the cause and conditions are mature, it will take effect immediately." He put down the scissors. It turned out that he was pruning the cypress and poplar tree that was coiled into two dragons playing with pearls. He waved his hand, refused me and pointed the handkerchief at me.
He gestured with his chin that there were still stains there, and then said: "Nothing happens by chance. There is a cause and effect. The seeds you plant, no matter how long they lie dormant, once the right causes and conditions such as soil, water, and sunlight come together,
, it will sprout.”
I smiled bitterly and said, "The master is the master, so just say it's all your own fault. Why are you talking about so many Buddhist teachings that you can't even understand?"
"Since it has sprouted, you must water it well. Since it is unavoidable, you must try to change it. At least you can feel better." I like to see Qi Nan smile the most. His smile is different from Ning Yuanjue's. It has a soul-cleansing quality.
The power to calm and soothe the mind.
"Haha, that's right. Why didn't you ask me where I went after I left? How did I end up here?" I fiddled with Bo Yang intentionally or unintentionally.
Qi Nan picked up the scissors and said to himself: "Buddhism often mentions karma. Any behavior initiated by expecting a certain result, that is, any behavior caused by greed, hatred, and ignorance, will produce karma. You must understand
The nature of impermanence and changeability allows us to consciously create good karma, weaken or destroy bad karma, and not fall victim to events that we blindly create.”
"Master, I don't understand!" There were big question marks in his eyes.
"As you said, after escaping for a while, you still returned to the starting point. Your karma has sprouted. Think of it as this poplar tree. In order to make it more valuable, I constantly restrain it and prune it. When
When it takes shape, it will be priceless." Qi Nan pointed at Bai Yang and said: "If you create a specific cause of karma or karma, whether it is good or evil, as long as there is no other karma of the opposite nature to offset it,
It, it will inevitably have corresponding consequences. For example, the pain of anger brings the experience of hell, the pain of jealousy brings the experience of asuras, and the accumulation of good deeds brings the experience of the Pure Land."
"I understand a little bit of what Master said. It's nothing more than taking care of things as they come. If you want to live in peace, you must have a kind heart. You must not let your mind be blinded by bad karma and constantly prune your desires." He breathed a sigh of relief.
I'm really afraid that I won't understand and will make him feel stupid.
"Jingyun is really smart." Qi Nan smiled as bright as the snow in spring.
"Call me Zipei. As you said, since it has sprouted and grown, we must face it well. I am really grateful to the master for saving my life that day." There were tears in his eyes again, and I felt as if I was tense recently.
I couldn't help but feel a little bit moved and excited. Looking at him, I felt a little warmer in my heart, thinking, at least this world is not so cold...
At least, I still love that person.
Maybe, he hates me now.
Who didn’t arbitrarily prevent him from letting go of his hand:
Who bit him hard, full of jealousy:
Who forcibly kissed him...
Oh my God, it seems like the wrong key has been pressed in my brain. Everything I said I wanted to forget and everything I had to return still jumped out and turned into gibberish.
He shook his head hard, hugged Qi Nan hard, and whispered in his arms: "What should I do... What should I do... I can't do it, I have no desires or extravagances at all... What I want...
...It's so simple...I only want him...as long as his...we agreed..."
Qi Nan was startled by my actions. He froze and felt the trembling all over my body. His hands stayed in the air for a long time. Finally, he sighed and put his hands on my head.
It’s like we were separated into a whole universe, and our goodbyes turned into nothing:
We promised never to let go of each other's hands, but the reality is that love is not enough:
When we reach the forked intersection, you go left and I go right...
We agreed to watch the small water flow together forever, but we will become someone else's so-and-so:
At the forked intersection again, you go left and I go right...
We all endured it and never looked back:
We agreed to meet again in the next eternity:
Love will survive when time fails:
Next time if we meet, don’t be so thin:
I want to fall into your eyes all the time:
This is the absurdity of hopeless love...
-------------We agreed that
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