I forgot how Huangfu Zhi took me to the room. Did he drag me? Did he hug me? Or resisted?
It felt like his whole body was slowly dying as he swayed. He sat stupidly on the shoe couch beside the bed, his hands covered with blood, he hugged himself tightly, and cried out.
"I didn't mean it, I'm not... I'm just angry, they are so stupid... Why... I... I would rather be blind than have anything from her... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Feeling that my own
My hand hurt very much, as if I had lost consciousness. The blood stains burned my hand so much that it hurt.
Huangfu Zhi walked up to me, knelt down, gently brushed the messy hair from my forehead with his hand, and said softly: "She has gone to the medical clinic, and she will get the best treatment."
"But her eyes will go blind! With so much blood, even if the eyeball is not injured, the cornea must be injured! I don't want it, Your Majesty, please save Li'er..." He held Huangfu Zhi's hand tightly.
Yijin begged, feeling that he was so hateful like this, why was he so impulsive, and why did he vent his temper on others.
"Zipei, she is just a slave." Huangfu said coldly: "Even if she is really blind, a generous reward will be enough for her to live a good life."
His words were like a basin of cold water pouring down my heart. Even though I cried heartbrokenly and cried until the pear blossoms were wet with rain, thinking that I really loved these girls, Huangfu Zhi’s words were still in my mind.
It happened. When I saw Li'er's blood, I thought, I must give her more money...
Chaos, chaos, chaos!
Gradually he calmed down, but his legs had lost strength and his eyes were dry and painful.
After taking off the basin filled with warm water, Huangfu Zhi silently washed the blood off my hands with very gentle movements, as if I was fragile and would break if I exerted too much force.
"Thank you, Your Majesty!" She put on her mask again, because she could only be Concubine Liu Shu.
bump!
The basin of water dyed red fell to the ground. I shuddered and faced Huangfu Zhi's anger in fear.
"If your heart is sincere, I would rather see your uncontrollable crying and unreasonable anger!" Huangfu Zhi grabbed my arm and dragged me onto the bed. The hard edge of the bed hurt my back. Such pain,
I was already on the verge of crying without tears.
He pressed on my body, grabbed my lips fiercely, sucked and crushed me domineeringly, as if he wanted to suck all the air out of my chest. He didn't let go until he felt the taste of blood in his mouth.
He drove me, panting slightly, as if he was looking for something on my face.
"Zipei, do you mean you don't have to be influenced by anyone if you don't care?" Huangfu Zhi stood up with one hand and looked directly at me and said.
I don’t know why he said such a thing. He smiled weakly and said, “Your Majesty, I will not...”
"That's enough!" His eyes turned sinister and he interrupted me and said, "You..." He wanted to say something but didn't know what to say.
"Your Majesty wants to say why Liu Zipei doesn't look like the Wang Shuhe you saw outside the palace, right?" He straightened up, looked at him resentfully and said, "Your Majesty, Zipei is simply a liar, and has always been
People are different from each other. Also, people will always change. They only change after going through some things. It’s just those changes. I don’t know whether they are good or bad. Just like Zipei now, it’s not good, it’s very bad.
"Your Majesty, do you know? It hurts here. This pain never stops. I don't know what's wrong with me. I always feel something is suppressed in my heart." He poked his chest hard with his finger.
Seeing that Huangfu Zhi's face was as dark as Bao Gong, he quickly shook his head and explained: "Your Majesty, Zipei may have just entered the palace, and he is not used to this kind of life where he must be polite wherever he goes. I am used to it.
Nothing else, I just don’t like..."
"It's just that you don't like this kind of life, you don't like staying by my side, or in other words, I'm not the person you thought!" Huangfu Zhi took out the white jade in his arms and threw it to the ground, breaking the jade into pieces.
Looking at the broken white jade in shock, he stretched out his hand to grab something, but found that his hand had no strength at all.
"If I hadn't cared, I wouldn't have been so confused that I couldn't even recognize the mutton-fat warm jade I gave to Prince Ning's Mansion. If I hadn't cared, you wouldn't have treated an unfinished wood carving like a treasure, and even injured it.
Other people's eyes!" Huangfu Zhi squeezed my arm tightly. He was shaking. Was he angry? What was he angry about?
I continued to shake my head, thinking about explaining: "Your Majesty, Ning... Prince Ning and the fourth brother are good friends, so there seems to be nothing wrong with giving his son a jade pendant, right?"
"There's nothing wrong with that. Wang Shuhe should be in Prince Ning's palace! If you don't like it, you should be afraid of seeing it!" Huangfu Zhi's anger was chilling. Under his gaze, I wanted to hide but could not.
There is nowhere to hide.
"Your Majesty, now that Zipei has entered the palace, she is the Emperor's woman. Zipei swears that she will never have second thoughts about the Emperor! Your Majesty, do you really believe in Zipei? What happened before entering the palace, if the Emperor really wants to know, Zipei
I will definitely tell you the truth. Please don’t doubt Zi Pei’s other thoughts.” Maybe many things are getting darker and darker. The more I want to explain, the darker and darker Huangfu Zhi’s face becomes.
Ugly.
Some feelings are so direct and cruel that they cannot tolerate any twists and turns of warmth. In this case, I choose to remain silent.
"I ask you, what do you think of me?" Huangfu Zhi asked in a deep voice with a soft tone.
There were complex emotions in his eyes, and even a little bright light flashed in his eyes.
They say that a man cries because he really loves; and a woman cries because she really gives up.
I cried and hugged Huangfu Zhi, and kissed the corners of his eyes hard and hard. It was salty. I said to him intermittently: "Huangfu Zhi, I like you. You are my man. I hate my sister. I hate being with him."
I don't want those women competing for favor, Huangfu Zhi, I'm not happy because I long for freedom, I feel uncomfortable because I think that if I leave you, I will be even sadder..."
If sincerity is a kind of harm, I choose lies...
When Huangfu Zhi heard this, he looked at me with a complicated expression for a long time. It was an expression of excitement and fear, wanting to deny but longing for affirmation. There was also a kind of emotion, which came from feelings. It was true, at least for me.
feel.
I took the initiative to kiss him, lay under him, and invited you to take pity on me with a smile on my face. Looking at his handsome face and clinging to his strong shoulders, I smiled charmingly.
A woman's loneliness is so vulnerable. If a man reaches out to me, if his fingers are hot.
Who he is is actually not important to me anymore.
Maybe I fell in love with Ning Yuanjue just because I was lonely and needed to find someone to love, even if there was no ending. When I was passionately entangled with Huangfu to the climax, I still couldn't help crying because I found that I could only love one person.
In an instant, it gradually became selfish.
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