She opened the envelope with trembling fingers, feeling vaguely uneasy.
Opening it, the letter is full of handsome and powerful fonts, with a touch of softness.
Dear Xuan'er:
^_^Haha, as soon as you see this letter, you will know who it is.
That's right, I am your evildoer.
When you read this letter, you are safe and sound, and I feel relieved. Don't rush to find me, because I left secretly while you were sleeping. Don't be angry that I didn't tell you.
That's because you sleep like a pig and I can't bear to wake you up.
Well - as for the engagement, just treat it as a joke. I quit because I want you to be happy. During the time when you fell asleep, I thought about it carefully and found that what I did was always wrong.
Yes, I haven't been able to make you fall in love with me in a year. What's more, now. I am the one who wants you to be happy, so how did I become the one who hurt you?
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Seeing this, Xixue pursed her lips and felt dissatisfaction in her heart. How could this kid leave like this without telling her. Engagement?! What a joke?! Ha!
Thinking of this, Xixue couldn't help but twitch her lips in a self-deprecating tone, Xun, do you regard this happiness as a bargaining chip in the game? You bastard! Since you don't want to hurt me, you should say goodbye to me properly. Since you want to leave, you should
Walk well and don't say a word.
do you know……
This is a harm.
…
Do you still remember the first time we met? Ha, you were really embarrassed. Even I couldn’t believe that you were the feared mysterious killer princess in the underworld—Xi Zixuan. At that time I
I just thought, my fiancée is just like this? But I still endured it and took you into the car. I obeyed the order~~
As it turns out, as your grandfather said, you are not what you appear to be. What surprises me is that you, an idiot with no brains, actually called me a monster.
Uh, okay. I admit, I'm a little prettier, so I have nothing to say, but - Miss, you don't have to think that I'm a shemale. It's really very blood-curdling. So, I endured it.
I can't help but want to make you angry.
At that time, I suddenly felt that you were so cute when you were curious, angry, and blushing...
It all makes my heart move...
Unexpectedly, I have said so many words of praise for you.
After getting along with you, I feel that you are really interesting. I can't help but want to make you my own. Moreover, the flower guardian around you is also very challenging, so I secretly wait for the opportunity.
Because there was a time when my grandfather said that my sister had been found, I had to go abroad. When I saw Xu Yue for the first time, I felt that she was not my sister, so I investigated her secretly and found that she was very fond of you.
Dangerous. So I secretly investigated everything about her.
But, why did you look so scarred when I rushed back?
That hateful woman actually hurt you behind my back. It is absolutely unforgivable.
Do you know how anxious and scared I am when I see you being taken into the operating room?
Finally, this nightmare is over. But news comes that you have lost your memory.
At that time, I was really worried and happy at the same time.
Looking at your smiling face, I suddenly felt that nothing in this world is more precious than you. I don't want to see your sadness or your despair. What I want to see is your smile.
Therefore, I boldly proposed to your grandfather that I would take you away.
Over the past year, I have been really happy to be by your side, but I am also very worried. I am always afraid that you will think of everything. Will you still want me then? Yes, you won't. I'm afraid you will then
You will hate me...
Stolen happiness is not eternal, after all, everything still happened. You think of everything, and the fear from a year ago strikes again. I suddenly realized that loving someone means letting go, and happiness cannot be forced.
Even though I knew you were engaged to me because of guilt, I still deceived myself.
Finally, I figured everything out.
so--
Goodbye, Xuan'er!,
Stop feeling guilty, let go of everything, and work hard to find your freedom and happiness. And I will wait for you forever, forever...
(If the person you are looking for doesn’t treat you well, I will fly back at any time~)
The monster who is always waiting for you --- Xun
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When Xixue finished reading, tears had mottled the writing and made it blurry...
Xixue put away her tears and put the letter away like a treasure.
Stupid Xun, Stupid Xun,
Wait for me all your life? I don’t want it, I just want you to live a good life. Maybe life without me will be more exciting for you. I will let it go, I have already let it go, so you must be happy in the distance...