He is still there! He is not dead! He has not left...
He is always there...
As Xixue ran, these words kept echoing in her mind.
Echoing, echoing...
There is a buzzing sound. How do you feel in your heart? Can't wait, expect, worry? And that deep yearning?...
…
Finally we came to the flower field. It was March and the cherry blossom trees were in full bloom.
Xixue slowly put down her steps and looked at the cherry blossoms dancing in the air, feeling a sense of desolation in her heart.
It's been a year.
I still remember that a year ago, they were still here making promises, and they were still here recalling the good things in the past. But now, those have become memories and have become the past.
Xixue gently stretched out her hand to support the tree trunk, but the roughness of the bark made her feel extremely warm. The thick feeling was so warm.
Once upon a time, they were leaning under this cherry blossom tree, chatting and laughing.
The figure of the past is still there.
It's just that things are different now...
Xixue gazed sadly at this beautiful rain of cherry blossoms.
The surroundings became dreamy and hazy.
Falling, falling...
It's so beautiful, so sad...
In the dream, I vaguely saw a tall and straight figure.
Xixue opened her eyes in disbelief, and what appeared in her eyes was heartache, joy, and longing...
She slowly walked over and stretched out her hand to grab his shirt.
That's a real touch, is it him? Is it him? Ying...
The young man trembled all over and turned his head slightly. His starry eyes were as dark as obsidian, and his lips were as thin as red maple. Those were those exquisite facial features, how beautiful they were, and what a familiar handsome face they were.
Xixue opened her lips tremblingly, "Is it you? Is it you? Ying..." You are back, right...
"..." He quickly turned back, lowered his head slightly, and said in his deep and magnetic voice, "No, you...recognized the wrong person..."
You got the wrong person……
You got the wrong person……
How can it be!
Xixue hugged him and breathed in the scent of him. The faint fragrance of cherry blossoms wafted over, and it felt so familiar. "Why don't you dare to turn your head, why don't you dare to admit... you are him
,,”
His body trembled slightly, but Xixue still clearly felt it. "You really have the wrong person." He forcefully pulled her hand away and left with his back to her.
With Xixue's keen hearing, it was not difficult to hear the vibrato in his voice that he was trying to restrain.
Looking at the empty hands, I felt uncontrollable sadness and loss in my heart.
"Gao Zeying! Stop!"
He paused, either because of her words or because he didn't want to leave at all.
"Why don't you dare to admit it? You are Ying, why don't you dare to meet me, why are you avoiding me like this? You bastard, why did you lie to me a year ago, why did you abandon me and leave alone."
The voice was loud, but it was choked with sobs. Tears slid down her face unconsciously, crystal clear, dripping on the cherry blossom petals like morning dewdrops.
There are so many reasons why even he himself doesn’t know...
He smiled bitterly, raised his head and closed his eyes. The pain in his heart spread. He knew that the person behind him was crying. How much he wanted to hold her in his arms, but he couldn't...
"You said that the angel is only leaving temporarily. I believed it and I waited. Now, you are finally back. Why did you give me hope and then despair? You are an out-and-out bastard!!" Tears
Her beautiful little face has been mottled. His promise, which he said was forever, was just to coax her.
"Forget it..." She murmured to herself, bitterly, "Since you don't want to see me, why bother." Then, she turned and left.
But he was grabbed by someone and pulled into his arms.
Xixue was stunned, raised her head, and saw the face she missed.
"Ying..."
"Stop crying, Xuan'er..." Gao Zeying wiped away her tears and hugged her tightly, "Xuan'er... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I shouldn't let you cry, I said
I want you to keep smiling, but I didn’t expect that the person who made you cry was me...
This long-lost embrace...
"Ying..." Xixue buried herself deeply in his arms, "Why didn't you dare to see me just now?"
"I..." Gao Zeying let go of Xixue and hesitated to speak. He smiled bitterly and said, "It's nothing." Then, sitting down under the cherry tree, Xixue walked to him and leaned in his arms.
.
"Xuan'er..." Gao Zeying stretched out his slender white fingers to smooth the hair from her forehead. His dark eyes were still as affectionate as ever, but with a deep sadness. Xuan'er... In the past year, you
Do you know how much I want to see you? Do you know? I have been waiting for you, waiting for you to come back. But, do you know? The moment you appeared, I regretted it...
Regret appears in front of you.
How sad you will be when you know that the happiness you grasped turns into smoke and disappears...
I can't bear to make you cry...
【If you could still see him, but couldn't be with him forever, would you be willing? 】
Xuan's words suddenly popped into his mind. What did he mean...
Xixue looked at Gao Zeying's sad face and suddenly understood...
My heart hurts so much, I feel suffocated by the pain...
She said she was willing...
If you are willing, you must accept the punishment...
"Xuan'er, if I leave, don't cry or be sad. There is still a lot of love around you waiting for you to discover. You must remember that Gao Zeying's love for Xi Zixuan is a promise for life...
"
"Ying... don't worry, I know you are leaving again... I will, I will find happiness, don't worry..." Xixue said softly, very softly.
"Okay..." Gao Zeying looked at Xixue, as if he wanted to carve it into his heart. Then, he closed his eyes with peace of mind, and his breathing became a little quick. She already knew, so he could also feel at ease.
He left. This time, he would not leave without saying something, "Xuan'er, you must live with a smile. You must know that your love has not left yet. He must be... somewhere in the world, look.
You smile, look at you...happy..."
Xuan'er, I will definitely find you in the next life...
Always by your side...
After saying that, Xixue seemed to feel something. The surroundings were so quiet and terrifying. The cherry blossoms were flying and how sad it was. It was so silent. Xixue just lay quietly on his knees, trying to smile.
, smiled without blinking, because she was afraid that tears would roll down if she blinked.
He said that if he wanted her to keep smiling, then she would keep smiling...
Don't cry, don't cry...
However, at that moment...
Tears still rolled down disobediently...
…
There seemed to be a voice echoing under the cherry blossom tree.
…
[Gao Zeying’s promise to Xizixuan will never change for life after life...]
…
After he left, Xixue buried him under the cherry blossom tree. There were still many beautiful memories there, which would not make him lonely. After he left, she just felt depressed for a while, because he said that he wanted her to smile.
Life, want her to be happy...
Now she returned to the flower field again, and was suddenly attracted by a burst of beautiful music. Clusters of gorgeous flowers were opened, and she looked at the center. There was a white piano placed there, and a young man was sitting there.
, handsome facial features, silver hair, silver-gray eyes so gentle, fingers flying on the black and white keys.
"Hao..." she called softly.
The young man looked back with so much affection.
The coldness of previous years no longer exists.
A warm smile appeared on his lips, he pulled Xixue on his knee and continued to play.
The beautiful music and the happy figure are so dazzling in the sun.
"I want to see him." Xixue said with a smile.
"Okay." He nodded slightly. Gao Zeying, this young man, was indelible in her heart no matter who he was.
…
Xixue gently placed a bouquet of white flowers under the tombstone and looked back at the cherry blossom tree, which was no longer lush. However, he was still there, he was still looking at her, she knew...
Ling Shenghao, who was standing behind her, gently held her in his arms and said softly, "Girl, if you want to cry, just cry. Don't be depressed."
"No." Xixue said stubbornly, Ying was looking at her, how could she cry...
"Okay." Ling Shenghao sighed softly. Then he sat back at the piano and continued to fly with his fingers.
Happy music suddenly flowed around.
Xixue looked up and seemed to see his gentle smiling face in the blue sky.
"Ying... I am... really happy now..."
Ling Shenghao smiled faintly, held her in his arms, and raised his head.
Gao Zeying, please rest assured, I will protect the girl for you, prevent her from crying, prevent her from being sad, and I will make her happy forever...
The sunshine of happiness shines on them...
That love song continues to echo...
【over】
(This article is about Hao and Xuan. I prepared three endings and wanted to publish them together, but you are all pushing me, so I have no choice but to post this first. There are two more endings, one is about Ying He
Xuan. There is another one, np. If you don’t like this ending, please ignore it. I would like to choose the one you are most satisfied with among the three endings as the end of this article.)