When I understood things, I suddenly discovered that I never seemed to know who my parents were or where I came from. I heard that when I was born, I was left at the door of the hospital.
It was an old man who rescued me, and this old man was Yue Yu, the leader of the Shenzi Gang and the only overlord in the underworld.
And his purpose of saving me was not out of sympathy, but for another purpose. Partly because of my amazing appearance, and later he discovered my unusual mind, which is calm and deep, which is my character.
.And this is an important condition for being a killer and managing a gang.
There is one word to describe the place where I grew up, and that is - darkness.
Yes, the reason why the underworld is a underworld is because it is dark, dirty, and full of killing and blood. Screams, cries, and begging for mercy fill my ears every day. So, I became even more silent,
I hate this world more and more, and the more I want to escape, the less I can leave.
If you want to survive here, you must be stronger than others. You cannot rely on others, but on yourself. This is what I have realized over the years. Because I have been hurt before because of my weakness.
A major turning point occurred in my life. It was that day when I met the princess whom I wanted to protect for the rest of my life.
It was when I was eight years old that I met that girl. She was very cute, very beautiful, like an elf. When I saw her at that time, she was being whipped with a whip in the corner, and I frowned and walked away.
In the past, this girl seemed like this was not the place she should stay.
When I saw the bloody whip being swung again, I caught it steadily. Those who only bullied the weak left immediately when they saw me. I didn't glance at them, but just hugged them gently.
That girl.
Looking up close, she is really beautiful, with a face as delicate as a porcelain doll, long eyelashes with some tears hanging on them, and her eyes watery and red. She...couldn't be what grandpa said he was.
Granddaughter——Xizixuan.
I was immediately surprised and couldn't help but feel distressed. She was only an eight-year-old girl...
She hugged me back tightly and sobbed slightly in my arms.
I stroked her gently and asked softly: "Is your name Xuan'er~"
I saw that her mood calmed down a little, and at the same time I saw a flash of surprise in her eyes, but she still hugged me with peace of mind. I saw this series of actions, her glazed eyes.
The clarity and cleverness in her made me clearly feel that this girl was extraordinary.
Suddenly, there was a strange feeling in my heart. What was it? It wasn't until much later that I realized that at that time, a slight feeling for her had gradually grown and sprouted in my heart.
I don’t know what kind of power it was that allowed me to say to her firmly, "Don’t be afraid, Xuan'er. I am here. From now on, I will be your brother and protect you, okay?"
Seeing her nodding slightly, I smiled, the first smile since I grew up. For the first time, I felt that in this dark world, there was still a touch of warmth and a touch of beauty. I didn't want her to be tarnished.
I tried my best to protect her. Perhaps from then on, I became determined to protect this girl forever.
That year was the best year in my memory. I would train with her every day, and when we were tired, we would go to our secret base under a cherry blossom tree with her. That year, I made a promise - I would accompany her for the rest of my life.
beside her.
"Ying, it's so beautiful here!" She exclaimed when she saw it for the first time.
"Yes. It's very beautiful!" I glanced around slightly and said with a smile. I suddenly felt that it was so relaxing here. There was no cruelty or blood. The cherry blossoms were flying slowly and spread on the ground. It was such a beautiful pink carpet.
"However, after it blooms, it will fade away. This is only a short-term beauty..." Xuan'er's small voice suddenly came out, full of disappointment.
"Xuan'er, no." I smiled and shook my head and explained, how could I make my little princess sad? There was a cherry blossom petal lying quietly in my hand, and I handed it to Xuan'er, "Sakura, although its
Beauty is very short-lived, but it was once beautiful and gorgeous, and its beauty will always be treasured in people's hearts and will not be lost..."
"Really? Forever?" Xuan'er raised her head in surprise and asked innocently.
"Yes. It's forever." I said with certainty, then hugged her gently and whispered softly, "Xuan'er, we will be together forever. I will always guard you and protect you! Because you will always be in my heart.
The most precious little princess. Even if we will be separated in the future, you have to know that Gao Zeying's promise to Xi Zixuan will never change..."
She smiled so happily, that smile was so warm, so pure, without any impurities, it was simple happiness, a simple smile.
I really don’t want her innocence and beauty to be changed, and I want her to retain that joy and happiness forever. You know, that is impossible. When she was nine years old, she suddenly underwent a huge change and became silent.
He remained silent, but there was still resentment hidden in his eyes.
There was a sudden click in my heart, as if something was about to be lost.
Afterwards, I found out that Xuan'er's mother was dead and was killed by her father. Somehow, I suddenly felt that this matter was not simple and there was something fishy about it, but I never said these words.
This was enough to completely change her, that's what I thought at the time.
Silence, silence all around, the silence is terrifying.
Suddenly, Xuan'er stood up, held my hand and said firmly, "Ying, I want to become stronger." It seemed that this was a decision she made after hesitating for a long time.
My eyes flickered but I didn't speak.
She lowered her eyes and then whispered, "I want to avenge my mother."
I looked at her deeply, but still said nothing.
Xuan'er suddenly raised her head, looked at me and begged, "Ying, help me."
Three words.
Ying, help me...
Touched my heart.
At that moment, I knew that hatred had planted seeds in her heart, and it was impossible to change it. Xuan'er, my princess. She was no longer simply happy, no longer purely happy, sadness and hatred were gone.
It gradually enveloped her.
I sighed and nodded slightly.
So, since it cannot be changed, no matter what happens to him, I will do everything I can to protect her, in my own way...