There is such a girl, when you see her for the first time, you will know for sure that she is your guardian in this life, your only guardian. Whether she loves you or not, whether she accepts you or not, you
They will all stand behind her, watching silently. For her, they will do whatever it takes...
And I, Mo Jinxuan, am just such a person. My fate is neither safe nor pathetic.
Since I was a child, I have been with my mother because I don’t have a father. My mother took me around alone, moving around and living in no fixed place. Finally, when I was three years old, I settled down in a villa area.
That empty house was gorgeous and lonely.
It turns out that before I was three years old, my mother was always with me, which made me feel that I was not alone and that I still had a mother. But that year, I knew that I had lost my mother...
I don't hate her...
I don't hate her...
I kept saying this to myself secretly.
I have to understand that my mother's job is not an ordinary job. She is a secret agent, so she has to put aside everything in the family. In order not to bother me, my mother simply moved out. We can only see her once in a few years.
I don’t know how many days and nights I have spent in the past ten years or so. Who can know how lonely I was playing the violin alone in the dark.
In this new life, although I am alone and lonely, I have no regrets because, here, I met a girl who had an important influence on my life. Her name is Gong Xixue.
What kind of girl that is, I don't know how to describe it.
She has a delicate little face, large wavy brown hair draped over her small shoulders, and a pair of large, glass-colored eyes that are extremely clear and flow with an indescribable aura.
When she smiles, you will feel a different kind of warmth. Whether the smile is faint or showing white teeth, you will feel that her smile is the most beautiful in the world.
Maybe it was at that time that I fell into it unknowingly.
She is just such a girl.
Time passed like this unknowingly for five years. The four of us, me, Xixue, brother Yufeng, and Ye, during those five years, perhaps this was the happiest time in this life.
At that time, we knew nothing and we were carefree.
Xixue has not replaced her brother as a killer, Yufeng has not disappeared, and I have not become the master of the underworld.
In the past few decades, I have been running around, sometimes dealing with things on the road, and sometimes looking at her, the princess I want to protect, and watching her to prevent her from getting hurt at all.
When I was 17 years old, I met him for the first time, Gao Zeying. This calm and unpredictable boy was cold and steady in front of outsiders, but gentle as water in front of Xixue. The first time I saw him
When we met, my heart skipped a beat unconsciously. I could feel an inexplicable familiarity about him.
So, I launched an investigation.
An investigation was launched into his life experience. Of course, while investigating this matter, I did not ignore the matter that I had been investigating in the past few years - Xixue’s hatred for her father, Xi Qinyan’s (Xixue’s mother)
Cause of death, and...
The disappearance of Yufeng...
On that day, we hid behind a tree and heard the conversation between Xixue and his grandfather, but unexpectedly we made a noise and were discovered. Yufeng pushed me away, but he was caught by Grandpa Gong. That incident caused
Xixue lost her memory about him, and because of this time, a bigger conspiracy also unfolded in Grandpa Gong's heart. What I never expected was that the victim this time was Aunt Xi...
…
That day, on the way to school, I followed Xixue as always, but I didn't expect to see him - Gong Yufeng, who had disappeared for ten years.
Because of that time, I knew that Xixue had no memory of him. If I forced her to remember him again, it would hurt her even more. I couldn't do it. I had to prevent this from happening. No matter how suddenly he suddenly
What is the purpose of appearing? I will never let her get any harm...
This is my mission...
I am the angel who silently protects her...
No matter what, I will never give up...
…
Finally, my investigation came to fruition.
He——Gao Zeying...
Turns out to be my brother!!
That's right...
When I met him, the results of this investigation had already emerged in my heart. I didn't expect it to be true. He is my long-lost brother. We both deeply love that girl, that girl is called Gong Xixue, also named Xi.
Zixuan's girl.
That day, I saw them matching each other under the cherry blossom tree, and lying in the middle like this would just ruin the scenery. That necklace, "Star of the Ice Night", has not been given to me for more than ten years.
Go out, and now, you can only be held tightly in my hand. She will never know...
There is such a person who has been behind her, silently...
The moment before my brother left, I understood that he already knew that I was his younger brother...
Take good care of her...
This is what he said to me. I know that even if he doesn't say it, I will protect her well.
However, watching her cry for her brother and watching her get hurt for her brother, there was nothing I could do.
What can I do like this? The so-called protection is just watching silently in the corner.
During the year when she disappeared, I searched for her crazily. Of course, I also knew that I was not the only one looking for her.
In order to find her, Qi Yichen left the shackles of his family and was willing to be a glamorous star in the dark entertainment industry, giving up his freedom. In order to find her, Ling Shenghao quickly seized the power in the gang. For this reason, he lived for many days.
In the bloody night, it becomes more and more cruel, and the remaining trace of tenderness in the past has disappeared without a trace. Only we know that his tenderness only exists for her alone...
I smiled bitterly, there were so many guardians around her, and everyone's contribution was never less than mine, and their love for her was never less than anyone else.
When I found her, I was very surprised. I didn't expect that she had lost her memory and forgot about each of us...
The confused look on her face when she saw me deeply hurt my heart.
She thinks of me as her older brother, right...
Whatever...
Xixue baby, that sad arc at the corner of my mouth is reserved for you. When will you know? I have been standing there waiting.
Ya'er said to me, love must be pursued bravely. You also have rights, don't just be silent behind the scenes, you will never get happiness...
Well, dear Xixue baby,...
Whether it is a guardian angel standing behind you, or an angel bravely standing up to protect you...
I will always protect you like this...
Although it is a silent life...
——by Xuan
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I was originally going to post it together with the last article, but the save of that article is not on this computer, dear friends, so I’ll come back next time...