At night, when Simiao woke up from a coma, the first thing she saw was Ouyang Ji standing by her bedside. His handsome face held her delicate hand with worry. She subconsciously took out her delicate hand, sat up, and put her face
Don't turn to one side.
"Honey, you're awake." At this moment, Ouyang Ji didn't know what to say. He knew that he did not protect this little lamb that had finally accepted him, and he hurt her too seriously. Although he was not directly hurt,
To be indirect, he lowered his eyes and said in a deep voice, "Honey, I'm sorry."
"Please, don't tell me you're sorry again. I'm tired of your mother saying 'I'm sorry' to me. If being sorry can make Tongtong return to his former self, I am willing to say sorry to people all my life, but
Is it useful?" Simiao burst into tears as she spoke, pursed her delicate lips and said, "If my life is miserable, then Tongtong's life is even more miserable. He follows a mother like me who cannot give him a complete family.
, he followed me to a foreign country as soon as he was born. He has been very sensible since he was a child. Even when he was a few months old, I would carry him behind my back while washing dishes in a restaurant. He would only cry when he was hungry or peed...
…When he was two years old and hobbling around, what surprised me the most was that the first thing Tongtong could say was not ‘mommy’ but ‘daddy’. His words ‘daddy’ made me hold him.
I cried all night. I hated myself for being pregnant with him under such circumstances, and hated myself for not being able to give him a bright identity, but to be called an illegitimate child by outsiders, even his grandfather." Scenes of Tongtong's well-behaved appearance appeared in
In Simiao's mind, she sobbed, "When Tongtong was three years old, I took him to a cake shop to buy a birthday cake. He chose the smallest one. I asked him why, and he said it could save money, Mommy.
You don’t have to work so hard. Every time, every time I can’t hold on any longer abroad, he is my pillar and the motivation to persevere, Tongtong, Tongtong.”
Simiao had cried so much that her pretty face was covered with tears and she was speechless. Ouyang Ji couldn't help it anymore and hugged Simiao. Tears quietly covered his handsome face, "Wife, please stop talking.
, every time you say something, my heart aches. That night eight years ago, I'm sorry that we met each other in such a situation. And eight years later, in such a bad situation, we got to know each other again. It makes you suffer.
I have suffered too many grievances. Finally, in the vast sea of people, you finally came back to me. However, what I brought you was hurt again and again. I hate myself and my own incompetence. I regret it.
My intestines are almost green, but it doesn't help. I feel sorry for all the grievances you and the little one have suffered, and your heart aches."
"What's the use? Tongtong is stupid now. He's so stupid that he even beats me, my mother. Do you know? It doesn't hurt at all when he hits me, but what hurts is my heart, which is bleeding.
I am so well-behaved and sensible, and Tongtong, who has never even quarreled with me, is now hitting me?" Simiao sighed deeply and pushed Ouyang Ji away, "I really don't understand, what's wrong with Tongtong?
Your mother wanted to do this to Tongtong. I could have ignored it before, but this time, I will never forgive your mother!"
"I, I know." Ouyang Jiru has a lump in his throat. Although he is not usually eloquent, his words have never been so slow. However, at this moment, he can only say again, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Although
I really don’t want to admit that that person is my mother, but she is the mother who gave birth to me after all. She has caused this to my own flesh and blood, and she blames herself to death." She sighed and said, "As for the little guy, since I saw him
From the first moment I saw him, I had a special feeling for him. I love him and have always loved him. No matter whether he is my biological flesh and blood or not, please believe me, I feel the same pity as you!".
"I'm thinking, maybe we are both wrong. It was wrong for us to meet, to be acquainted, and to be together was a big mistake!" Simiao looked at Ouyang Ji with tearful eyes, "If I were not with you,
If I hadn't returned to China with you, if Tongtong and I were still living in that simple little fishing town, wouldn't Tongtong be like this? What's funny is that without if, people would regret it.
At that time, I thought that what I regret must be a mistake, let's end this mistake." He held up Ouyang Ji's handsome face with delicate hands, looking at his every line, which was almost perfect, and looking at his bright blue eyes.
The noble and proud and apologetic eyes looked at his high bridge of nose and the straight line formed by the sexy thin lips. She looked at him carefully and intently, as if she wanted to engrave him in her heart, "
Hey, not every pair of people who love each other can be together forever. The passing of two lives has created a difficult step between us. Now Tongtong has become like this because we are together again. Tongtong's illness has caused
There is an unbridgeable gap between us. I don’t want to put Tongtong’s life in danger anymore. Please forgive me for my selfishness, as a mother’s selfishness. I choose Tongtong to grow up peacefully from now on and give up.
We have experienced all kinds of love that we can be together, please, let’s break up.”
While Simiao was in coma, Ouyang Ji had already expected the breakup, but when he really heard these words, his heart ached as if being whipped. The corners of his lips raised, wanting to make a very chic arc, but he couldn't.
There was a bitter taste on the corners of the tears' lips. His big hands gently helped away the broken hair next to Simiao's cheeks, and gently wiped away her tears. Gently, gently, so lightly that it seemed to be speaking with lips.
He said, "In the past eight years, I have made your mother and son suffer countless grievances, but I have never fulfilled my duties as a husband or a father. If this is the best outcome you think, then let me take this step now."
"I want to fulfill my duties as a husband and father in a special way, because I love you deeply, and because I also love the little one deeply, so I choose to break up with you."
Breakup, a simple eight strokes, is the two most difficult words for lovers to say. It is like a huge stone, which makes it difficult for Ouyang Ji and Simiao to breathe.
Tonight, he and she hugged each other on the hospital bed*, just hugging each other, listening to each other's heartbeats, closing their eyes, pretending to have a peaceful sleep, hoping that when they opened their eyes again, everything would be just...
A dream, you wake up very soon, the nightmare disappears, and the sweet life remains.
However, if God has feelings, he will also grow old. How can we, even ordinary living beings, always be favored by God? So, when the morning sunshine shines on the hospital bed, when Simiao and Ouyang Ji stay up all night, they close their eyes.
When he and she opened their eyes, nothing had changed, nothing had changed...