This is Gu Yuexuan’s diary. Last time someone asked Xiaotian to write from Xuan’s perspective, so Xiaotian wrote the extra in the form of a diary! I hope you will continue to pay attention, Xiaotian thanks everyone!
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Heavy snow on December 24, 2008
Shuo said that I was in a coma for more than a month. In the car accident a month ago, I thought I was dead, but I didn't expect that I survived. But at that time, I was very satisfied to die in her arms. Now I can
When I woke up, it was all because of her. Shuo told me that I had been diagnosed as a vegetative state and might never wake up, but I lay in bed every day and subconsciously I always felt like someone was talking to me, but I couldn't move.
, that feeling is very uncomfortable.
Tomorrow is Christmas. I didn’t tell her about my waking up. I don’t know what kind of expression she will have when she sees me. I wonder if she will be scared? I can’t wait to see her.
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December 25, 2008 Snow
I went to the hospital today to go through the discharge procedures, and I was waiting for her arrival outside the ward. I kept looking at the time, and I always felt that time seemed to pass so slowly.
I don’t know how long I waited, but footsteps finally came from the other end of the corridor. I looked over happily, and it was her. Shuo was right, she had really lost a lot of weight, and her frail look was very heartbreaking. Before she saw it,
I quickly hid before she came to me. After she entered the ward, I returned to the door of the ward.
Sure enough, she found that I was not lying on the bed. She was very anxious and looked for me like crazy. Haha, she was still looking under the bed. She cried, and I suddenly felt that I was evil. I called her, and she still said "Long-haired girl"
", I like to call her that.
She turned around hesitantly, and when she saw me, she looked at me with an unbelievable expression. It was exactly what I thought, but she kept crying desperately, which was heartbreaking. I held her in my arms and told her
, I don’t want to be separated from her anymore.
Today is Christmas. She gave me a gift. I didn’t open it on the spot because she was the best gift. I took her to the restaurant. In fact, she was uneasy the whole time. Is it because of him?
She didn't know how to drink, but she mistakenly thought the wine was water and drank it down. I looked at her in surprise. Her cheeks turned red and her body began to shake. After I helped her, she called his name and her head began to tremble.
The pain was the sequelae of the car accident. Looking at her in front of me, she still kept calling his name. My heart suddenly hurt so much that I couldn't breathe...
Long-haired girl, I won’t let you go this time!
December 26, 2008 sunny
I sent her home yesterday. On the way, she kept saying "in the middle of the lake and by the river" and "I'm sorry". I think I have guessed a thing or two. I don't know why, but it was very foggy today, and the lake was covered with mist.
Shrouded, I looked around, and my eyes stopped under a maple tree. There was a person standing there, with some crystal dewdrops on his hair. He seemed to have been standing for a long time! That person was-Ouyang Luo.
I figured it out. It turned out that she apologized yesterday because she didn't come to the appointment, and he waited here all night. All this was because of me. I was about to walk over, but she also appeared, and she didn't seem to notice us.
, she stood by the lake, very disappointed, maybe because she didn’t see him! I saw him walking over, but I couldn’t hear what they said. When I walked over, he was holding her, and I felt that she was just
She was about to leave me. But to my surprise, she actually chose me. Although I know she feels she owes me for being with me, but I believe that one day, she will accept me.
one year later
December 25, 2009 Snow
I have been dating her for about a year. In the past year, although she never mentioned anything about him, I know that she misses him very much. I often see her crying secretly alone, and every time I see her crying
, I felt a strong sense of guilt. But I never imagined that she was really going to leave me.
Today is Christmas again. Shuo and the others decided to go to KTV. Everyone was very excited. Except for her, she has really changed a lot. She no longer wants to be the simple and carefree she was before. Lin Weier and the others forced her to sing, and she chose
After singing the song "Maple", she really never forgot him, and she never took off the bracelet he gave her.
She sang very well. I don’t know if it was because of the song itself or something else, but I always felt sad when listening to her singing. Her voice became softer and softer, and she cried. Soon, she dropped the microphone and ran out.
.I thought it would be good for her to vent now, but he didn’t come back for a long time. I went out to look for her uneasily, but found him in the corridor—Ouyang Luo! He’s back! There was someone standing next to him.
A girl who looks very similar to a long-haired girl would probably admit her mistake if she didn't look at the front. She is actually Ouyang Luo's girlfriend. What on earth is going on?
The original eight people suddenly turned into ten, and the atmosphere was not as lively as before. She looked at him from time to time, and he looked at her from time to time. I tried my best not to care, because she is my girlfriend now
!
Lin Weier suggested playing a game, which was obviously aimed at him. He was punished to kiss anyone present. I was very nervous because he kept looking at her. But later, to my surprise, he kissed his girlfriend.
I saw her turning her face away without looking, and tears fell down. My heart tightened, she really cared about him!
I pulled her out and gave her the necklace I didn't give away last year. - Now that he is back, she should return to him. She chose me a year ago. She is not happy. I
She shouldn't be so selfish. The person she loves is him. I really should let go.
I looked at the edited text message on my phone. I don’t know how long it had passed, but the screen was already stained with tears. I closed my eyes and pressed the send button.
Long-haired girl, you are free from now on. I hope to see your smile and tears on your face. Goodbye!
December 27, 2009 Snow
It’s been 2 days, and I told myself I couldn’t regret it, but I still went to many places, places I walked with her. I didn’t expect that I would meet her at Qiguang Square at night. They should be together, because I saw her smiling.
, smiling happily. I think my decision was not wrong, she is very happy, and that is enough.
My headache came back and I didn't want her to see me like this. I found a reason and was about to leave, but he stopped me and gave me back the necklace I gave him. I thought, it didn't belong to her in the first place.
, what she liked was the bracelet on her hand. He kissed her forehead when she wasn't paying attention, and then left quickly.
Before I walked out of the square, gorgeous fireworks bloomed in the sky. Looking at the fonts displayed by the fireworks in the sky, I looked back at them standing in the middle of the crowd. I smiled. Really, they were very happy!