It's winter already, the snow has been falling since the morning, and everything outside the window is completely white. I reached out and picked up a snowflake, but before I could take a closer look, it melted away. Maybe it melted away.
The heater must be on in the ward!
Tomorrow is Christmas. Ye Zi and Zhimo were also discussing this just now. They seemed to have planned how to spend it. I turned around and looked at Gu Yuexuan who was sleeping on the hospital bed. I will spend Christmas with him tomorrow.
Festival.
Suddenly a cold gust of wind blew by, and I couldn't help but shiver. I was about to close the window, but a familiar figure downstairs caught my attention. It was him, Ouyang Luo. He was looking at me. It was raining so hard.
It was so snowy that he didn't bring any rain gear. His heart tightened a bit.
I turned around suddenly, grabbed my coat, and ran out of the ward... It has been a month. I miss him so much... I miss him so much...
The snow was still falling heavily. I panted heavily and came to the hospital lawn. Ouyang Luo was standing opposite me. He was wearing a pure white sweater and his eyes were always looking at me. He was still so handsome, but,
He has lost weight and hasn't eaten for a month?
The two of us just kept looking at each other, as if we only had each other in the world...
After a long time, Ouyang Luo finally spoke first and said, "Is he okay?"
"Well, it's okay, but it's still the same! What about you? How are you?" Although I have occasionally heard little things about him from Ye Zi's mouth for a month, I want to know about him for a month.
How did he live, and why did he lose so much weight?
"I'm fine!" He replied calmly.
I nodded, "Don't you want to go up and sit?" He should have come to see Guyue Xuan, why didn't you go up?
"I'm here to find you!"
"Well?"
"Tomorrow night, I will wait for you by the river in the middle of the lake. I have something to say to you!"
Tomorrow night? Tomorrow is Christmas, and I promised to spend it with Gu Yuexuan, "What can't you say now? I'm not free tomorrow night!" Even a fool knows that I am refusing, Ouyang Luo's eyes flashed
A hint of disappointment, even the maple leaf-shaped earrings on her left ear have lost their former brilliance.
Sorry, Ouyang Luo...
"I will wait for you over there until you show up!" Ouyang Luo said firmly.
"Didn't I tell you that I'm not free? I won't go!" Tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn't cry. I turned around and turned my back to him, "It's time for Xuan to change his dressing now. I have to inform the doctor."
Goodbye!" I just found an excuse, and after saying that, my eyes were like broken faucets, and tears kept flowing down. I'm sorry, Ouyang Luo, even though I like you so much, we can't be together, we can't, I already
It hurts Xuan so much, I don’t want you to do the same...
Ouyang Luo, I'm sorry, I love you...
I jogged all the way to the boulevard of the hospital, sat on a stone bench and cried loudly... God, please accept my prayer. I hope Xuan can wake up and Luo can be happy...
"Do you want a tissue?" A pleasant female voice appeared in my ear. I sniffed and raised my head. I saw a white hand holding a tissue in front of me. She was very beautiful, and her
Her hair is very long, almost like mine. Her appearance makes people feel like she is an angel. The only drawback is that she is in a wheelchair. She is a patient...
"Huh?" She waved the tissue in front of me. I was dumbfounded, so I sheepishly took the tissue from her hand and said thank you!
"You all love each other, right?" she said suddenly. I looked at her a little doubtfully.
"The boy who was with you just now! Haha, sorry, I didn't mean to look at it, it was because I was watching the snow over there too!" She reminded me, and I suddenly realized that she was talking about Ouyang Luo. She
He said with an apologetic smile, very cute.
"It can be seen from the way you have been looking at each other just now that you both love each other deeply! But why are you crying?"
I smiled at her and said, "Yes, I like him very much, but we can't be together!"
"So you cried?" I was a little surprised by her answer, because I thought she would ask me why.
I didn't answer her. She raised her head and looked at the sky and said, "Actually, I'm really happy to know that the other person loves me deeply!" A trace of desolation flashed across her face. Suddenly she felt heartache.
"You also have someone you like, right?" I asked.
She smiled at me, "Yeah, but I don't even remember what he looks like. Isn't it funny?"
I was surprised, and she continued: "You know what? I'm about to die, but I really want to see him again, even if it's just for a glimpse!" As she spoke, two drops of crystal tears fell from her eyes.
About to die? It turns out that there are such pitiful people in this world. She must love that person very much.
"So much love... so much love... I love you so much..." A cell phone rang, and I touched my pocket. Before I even touched the phone, I heard "Hello!". It turned out that it was not my cell phone that was ringing.
, it’s hers, she actually got the same ringtone as me.
"Okay, I'll be here soon, um!" As she said that, she turned off the phone and said to me: "I'm leaving. I don't know why you can't be together, but I hope you can catch it."
Happiness, because it will slip away from you silently, and it will be too late to regret it by then, so you have to seize it!"
I knew she was encouraging me, but Ouyang Luo and I really couldn't be together. Even though I thought so, I still nodded towards her.
She waved her hand to me with satisfaction, pushed the wheelchair and left. She stopped halfway and said, "I wish you happiness!" After that, she smiled and left.
Happiness? I have already taken away Gu Yuexuan’s happiness. I don’t want to take away Ouyang Luo’s too...
After sitting there alone for a long time, my clothes and head were covered with snowflakes. I stood up, patted the snow on my body, and returned to the ward.
The temperature difference was really big, so I took off my coat after entering the house. Gu Yuexuan was still asleep. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him sleeping. I said: "Xuan, tomorrow is Christmas, I want to send
What gift should I give you? What a failure, I don’t know what you like, strawberry ice cream? But it’s winter now, we can’t eat it! Ah! I thought of what to give you, but I can’t tell you now! I’ll give you a surprise tomorrow
oh!"
"..." Although he didn't move, I still liked talking to him.
"What about you? Do you want to give me anything? In fact, as long as you wake up, it's enough... I really hope to see you get up when I come tomorrow, and then call me "Long-haired Girl". I haven't heard you say that for a long time.
Called!
I chatted with him for a long time, huh, I should say to myself. I got up and helped him straighten the quilt, "Xuan, I'm going home. I'll see you tomorrow!" I glanced at him who was sleeping soundly and turned around.
Left the ward.
My Christmas wish is that Gu Yuexuan can wake up and Ouyang Luo can be happy...