"If you hadn't made your own decisions, I would still be the simple Zhu Xiyou I was before, but now you make me feel messed up, bad, and shameless."
"What do you mean?"
"It's not interesting. I have to leave. Goodbye."
Xu Weimeng tried to stop Zhu Xiyou, but she glared hard and shrank back.
Zhu Xiyou came out of Xu Weimeng's house, went to a convenience store and bought a bag of beer, then went to the bench where she got drunk last time, crossed her legs and started drinking.
She was so angry not because Xu Weimeng and Su Ruining lied to her, but because she couldn't forgive herself.
She couldn't forgive herself for turning into a half-hearted person.
She couldn't forgive herself for having expectations for Xu Weimeng and being nostalgic for Su Ruining.
She couldn't forgive herself for harboring two men in her heart and turning into a shameless bad woman.
But how did things develop step by step to this chaotic state today?
Why couldn't she see her own feelings clearly at all? Why did she obviously say she wouldn't accept Xu Weimeng, but she actually brought out the bunch of sunflowers when she left?
Zhu Xiyou, Zhu Xiyou, what do you want to do?
She couldn't see clearly what she was thinking, she could only drink one drink after another.
It only took half an hour to finish the five cans of beer and grapefruit. She was so dizzy from drinking that she felt as if she had dialed a phone number and the person asked her: "Where are you?"
She said harshly, "You don't care where I am!"
"Are you drunk?"
"You don't care if I'm drunk or not!"
The other party hung up the phone with a click. She laughed at her victory, then leaned back on the chair and fell asleep with her arms stretched out.
When she woke up, she found that she was sleeping on a bed, and it was a very strange bed. She looked around and saw that the decoration in the room was also very strange.
She sat up, and as soon as she moved, she felt a tearing pain in her head, so she raised her hand to rub her head. The more she rubbed her head, the more painful it became, and she couldn't help but let out an "ouch".
Immediately, someone pushed open the door and entered, holding a large porcelain spoon in his hand, and asked in a panic: "What's wrong?"
"Su Ruining, why am I at your house?"
"You were drunk last night, so I carried you back."
Zhu Xiyou remembered that she had indeed called someone. She thought it was Xu Weimeng, because she only used that quarrelsome tone when talking to Xu Weimeng, but it turned out to be Su Ruining.
There was an inexplicable feeling of loss in her heart, but it was quickly replaced by a surge of calmness.
It is said that one speaks the truth when drunk, so she must be sure of her own feelings. When she was drunk, she chose Su Ruining instead of Xu Weimeng, which means that she has always loved Su Ruining, and her love for Xu Weimeng
The feeling is just an illusion.
Then she smiled, very relieved.
"Are you okay? I remember you didn't drink before."
"It's okay, I just have a little headache." Zhu Xiyou said sheepishly, "Did I act like a drunkard when I was drunk? Did I show my ugly face?"
Su Ruining deliberately held back her laughter and said: "You are not beautiful when you are awake, so you don't have to be ugly."
Zhu Xiyou was startled. Maybe she didn't expect that Su Ruining would joke with her, so she was very uncomfortable seeing him like this. More importantly, his tone really sounded like Xu Weimeng.
Zhu Xiyou shook her head, trying to expel Xu Weimeng from her mind. She liked Su Ruining! She had liked him for three years and confessed eight times. How could she be swayed by someone she had known for less than half a year? This is absolutely
impossible!
When Zhu Xiyou was fighting with the gods in her heart, Su Ruining went out with a porcelain spoon. Before leaving, she said to her: "Wash up and come out to eat."
What is the most wonderful thing in the world? It is sleeping in the bed of the person you like after sobering up, smelling the unique smell of his room, and eating the sober-up breakfast he personally prepared for you!
Zhu Xiyou looked at the delicious food on the table and really wanted to burst into tears. Su Ruining turned out not only to be handsome and have a good temperament, but also to cook! She is really the best in the world!
Su Ruining served the porridge for her, "I made the millet porridge specially for you. It is light and nourishing for the stomach. This is the most comfortable thing to drink after a hangover."
Zhu Xiyou, a carnivore, only wanted to eat meat. She looked at the bacon sandwich on the plate with shining eyes, immediately reached out to grab it on her plate, and then took big bites.
"Yuzu, are you hungry?"
"Um."
"Eat slowly." Su Ruining stood up, bent towards her, and wiped the crumbs from the corners of her mouth with a tissue. "Eating quickly will make you choke, and it is not conducive to digestion."
Zhu Xiyou's heart was beating fast. Su Ruining's face was so close, looking at her with a gentle smile, that she couldn't resist.
Zhu Xiyou didn't even dare to make any big chewing movements. He swallowed the sandwich he just took a bite and almost choked to death.
She drank the porridge with all her strength, her face turned red from holding back.
Su Ruining poured a glass of water for her, handed it to her hand, and said angrily, "Look, I told you that you might choke if you eat too fast."
After Zhu Xiyou calmed down, she nodded in agreement, and decided to be a lady in front of Su Ruining from now on, chewing carefully and slowly when eating, although she still felt that food should be eaten in large gulps.
Tasty enough.
"Yuzi, you are so cute." Su Ruining leaned over and kissed Zhu Xiyou's forehead gently without any warning.
Zhu Xiyou was unable to move as if he had been electrocuted. He just looked at Su Ruining stupidly.
Su Ruining took advantage of the victory and took advantage of Zhu Xiyou's hand, saying affectionately: "Youzi, when are you going to give me the answer?"
"I...I..." Zhu Xiyou's face was even redder than when she was choked just now, and she couldn't speak. She was so strange, what happened to her? Hasn't she already made up her mind? No.
Do you only like Su Ruining? Why can't you say it happily now?
Su Ruining thought she was shy, so she deliberately said: "Do you want me to answer it for you?"
"What's the meaning?"
"That's what I mean." Su Ruining leaned forward again. This time, his target was no longer her forehead, but her lips.
Zhu Xiyou took a step back when his lips were about to touch hers, and said seriously: "If you have something to talk about, men and women cannot kiss each other. If you kiss me, you will marry me."
"Really? I wish I could."
"Su Ruining! Keep your cool and calm image! If you are always joking, what's the difference between you and Xu Weimeng?"
The smile on Su Ruining's face slowly faded, "Do you care about Xu Weimeng? I thought you two were just acting in the pedestrian street that time."
Zhu Xiyou took a breath, Su Ruining actually saw that they were acting, they were indeed masters!
"I don't care about him, I hate him, so I don't want you to become like him." Not wanting to see Su Ruining's disappointed expression, Zhu Xiyou mustered up the courage to say, "Su Ruining, I will give you the answer now - please follow
I'm going to marry a close relative!"
Su Ruining couldn't help but laugh, "Do you remember that grapefruit and lemon are close relatives?"
"Of course, I've been worried about it for three years!"
"I will make it up to you." Su Ruining hugged her gently and said with regret, "I also regret that I missed three years with you."
"I'm going to eat, please let me go first."
The roots of Zhu Xiyou's ears were red, and Su Ruining thought she was shy and let her go.
As soon as Zhu Xiyou escaped from the confinement, he buried his face in the bowl, wishing he could dig through the bottom of the bowl and hide under the table.
She doesn't know whether she is right or wrong, she only knows that she will not regret it, because she wants Su Ruining to be happy and hope that he can be more relaxed. She wants to help Su Ruining, and Xu Weimeng, without her, his life should be no worse.
.
After breakfast, Su Ruining asked Zhu Xiyou what she planned to do today. After some careful consideration, Zhu Xiyou decided that she was going to sell the bed in Xu Weimeng's house. It would be better to resolve some matters as soon as possible.
So, she lied and said: "I want to see an elder."
"Elder? Do you know anyone else in City S?"
"Well, we met by chance. He treats me like his granddaughter. We have a good relationship." Zhu Xiyou was talking about Grandpa Xu.
"Can I come along?"
Zhu Xiyou said awkwardly: "This... is not good... I'm afraid it will be embarrassing."
"I understand, then go ahead." Su Ruining touched her head, "Do you want me to see you off?"
"No, I have to go to a friend's place to pick up my luggage first."
Zhu Xiyou was talking about Wei Qin, but Su Ruining thought she was talking about Xu Weimeng. Her eyes dimmed instantly, but she still smiled and said, "Go and come back soon."
Zhu Xiyou agreed obediently, but Su Ruining was still in a state of confusion.
Although Zhu Xiyou agreed to be with him, he still felt uneasy. Xu Weimeng's provocation last night was like a knife hanging on the tip of his heart, as if it would fall at any time.
He really regrets that he was too self-righteous in the past and allowed Zhu Xiyou and Xu Weimeng to slowly develop feelings.
But he also knew that regrets were useless. He didn't want to give up Zhu Xiyou, so he had to treat Zhu Xiyou better and even better to make her reluctant to leave him.
He wanted to heal all the hurt he had caused her over the years.
After coming out of Su Ruining's house, Zhu Xiyou suddenly felt relaxed all over her body. Although she would definitely have a head-on conflict with Xu Weimeng when she went to sell beds, and she might even fall out with him, she had no stage fright at all.
She didn't realize at all that she had never been nervous when facing Xu Weimeng.
Zhu Xiyou went to Wei Qin's house to pick up her luggage. When the door opened, she saw that Wei Qin's face was haggard and his eyes were red. It seemed that he had not slept well all night.
Zhu Xiyou felt a sense of guilt in her heart. If she hadn't been nosy and provoked Wei Qin, she wouldn't have been hurt because of Xu Weimeng.
"Wei Qin, I'm sorry, I didn't know that you and Xu Weimeng's sister have the same name." Zhu Xiyou blamed herself and told Wei Qin the misunderstanding, "It's all Xu Weimeng's fault for not learning Chinese Pinyin well when he was a child!
"
Wei Qin shook her head, "It doesn't matter, I'm not very involved anyway."
"Let me introduce you to someone. I still have a few things on hand. Although they are not as good as Xu Weimeng, they are still impressive!" Zhu Xiyou was talking about He Zheng and Li Zheng. They are now Very familiar with it.