Zhu Xiyou suddenly became enlightened and his mood became unusually clear.
She finally understood what she should do.
Some mistakes have just started and it's not too late to stop them now.
I missed something, I just started, it’s not too late to catch up now.
Zhu Xiyou decided to explain everything to Su Ruining the next day, and then returned to S City to find Xu Weimeng.
The next morning, Zhu Xiyou was waiting for Su Ruining outside his door early in the morning. Because he was about to say something hurtful to him, Zhu Xiyou held his hand tightly and walked around anxiously.
Su Ruining opened the door and was surprised to see Zhu Xiyou, "Are you eager to see me so early?"
Zhu Xiyou mustered up the courage and said, "I have something to tell you."
"Let's go to a place first and you can talk later."
Su Ruining pulled Zhu Xiyou and walked quickly to the orchard, "I have always wanted to know how tall the lemon tree has grown, and whether it has surpassed the grapefruit tree. Let's go and take a look quickly.
"
He walked so fast that Zhu Xiyou found it difficult to keep up with him, so he didn't say anything on the way.
When she arrived at the orchard and saw that the lemon tree was indeed growing very high, Su Ruining smiled, "I really want to carve my name on this tree."
"Su Ruining..."
"You said that if we have a child in the future, what kind of tree should we plant for him the year he is born? How about we name him Orange, and then plant an orange tree. Oranges, grapefruits, and lemons are all the same
It's so cool, you look like a family at first glance..."
"Su Ruining..."
"I think both grapefruit and lemon are a bit sour, but orange is the best and sweetest..."
"Su Ruining!!"
Su Ruining was talking excitedly when she was suddenly interrupted by Zhu Xiyou loudly, who looked at her in shock.
The air suddenly became quiet, and Zhu Xiyou didn't have the courage to say what he had prepared.
So the two of them remained silent with their own thoughts.
As time passed, Su Ruining had an ominous premonition. He turned around and left, "Your mother must have prepared breakfast. If we run out like this, she will definitely scold us if she can't find us for breakfast."
Zhu Xiyou knew that he wanted to escape, so she said it regardless, "Su Ruining, I'm sorry, I can't marry you."
Su Ruining stopped, turned her back to Zhu Xiyou, and involuntarily clenched her hands into a fist.
"I don't want to lie to myself anymore. I keep forcing myself to move forward. I am not allowed to look back or even think about it. But in the end, I find that the farther I go, the more mistakes I make." Zhu Xiyou said sadly, "I once
I thought that I would only like you in this life, and even if I lose you, I would wait without any regrets. As long as you are in this world with me, I will like you, and I will like you unyieldingly. But I don’t know what
Since then, my feelings for you have gradually faded. I no longer pay attention to your every word and deed, and follow your every expression as before. I still care about you, but in this care,
I no longer have the piety I once had.”
Su Ruining turned around and smiled hard: "Yuzi, I know I rejected you too many times before, so you want to get back all of them before getting married? It doesn't matter, you can reject me, and I will come back after you reject it.
I'll confess my love to you, and then you'll reject me again until you calm down, okay?"
"Su Ruining, you know I'm not joking." Zhu Xiyou felt that the feeling of rejecting someone was more uncomfortable than being rejected. "I don't want to lie to you, nor do I want to lie to myself. I don't love you anymore. This lemon tree will never grow again."
No matter how tall and lush it is, it has no other meaning in my heart. It is just an ordinary lemon tree."
"Actually, I've already felt it." Su Ruining smiled bitterly, "It's my own problem. I was too extreme and self-righteous in the past. It was me who gave up on you and gave others a chance. This is my own fault and I will not survive.
, No wonder you, you have never apologized to me in any way. If you want to say sorry, it should be me. "
"Su Ruining, you're not sorry for me, it's because I didn't think about it well..."
"It was my selfishness that made you suffer for so long. Xu Weimeng was right what he said at the beginning. I have never completely rejected you. Instead, I have used various vague reasons to reject you. This is basically leaving a way out for myself.
, I don't want to choose you, and I don't want to give up on you, so I want to tie you with an empty thread." Su Ruining took a deep breath, "Yuzi, the only thing I'm happy about is that you and Xu Weimeng met because of me.
This can be considered as a kind of compensation from me."
"Su Ruining..." Zhu Xiyou didn't know what to say. She felt so sad. She originally thought that she would protect Su Ruining from harm by agreeing to Su Ruining's proposal in court, but she didn't expect that she was the one who hurt him the most now.
Own.
"Youzi, needless to say, I understand everything." Su Ruining smiled self-deprecatingly, "Actually, I have always understood that Xu Weimeng loves you more than I love you, and he is willing to give everything for you, even risking being punished.
I'm afraid I can't do this if you dare to fight with me in the street. So I believe that you and Xu Weimeng will be very happy together, and I feel relieved. Yuzi, as long as you can be happy, I will feel relieved."
Su Ruining's last words made Zhu Xiyou shed tears. He came over, gently wiped her tears, and then hugged her, "Yuzi, be more confident in yourself. You are good and you deserve the best."
happiness."
Zhu Xiyou nodded desperately, "Thank you..."
Su Ruining left without breakfast that day. Zhu's mother was so angry that she scolded Zhu Xiyou, "You are not young anymore, why are you bothering with it? Little Su is such a good child! You are also causing harm to others, be careful you will
You will be punished!"
Zhu Xiyou lowered her eyebrows and allowed her mother to scold her endlessly. Suddenly Zhu's father said quietly: "Damn it, Dahei just went out with a skirt in his mouth. Is it yours?" Dahei is from the Zhu family.
big black dog.
When Zhu's mother heard this, she no longer cared about Zhu Xiyou and ran out after Dahei.
Zhu Xiyou and her father looked at each other and smiled.
Zhu's father said to her: "Hurry up and pack your things before your mother comes back, and I will take you to the airport."
"Thanks dad!"
As soon as Zhu Xiyou got off the plane and turned on her mobile phone, she received a call from a colleague in Beijing asking for help, "Youzi, the facial masks you purchased for us this time are all fake! What's going on!"
"Fake? How is that possible? There was no problem last time."
"If you don't believe me, I'll send it to you. This one looks like it's made of flour, it's very fake."
"Obviously I bought it from the same place, how could there be a problem..." Zhu Xiyou suddenly remembered that the last facial mask was bought by Xu Weimeng. That guy must have gone to the counter to buy the genuine product and mailed it to them, but online
The one sold by that store was fake, so she quickly said, "Since it's fake, don't use it. I'll give you your money back."
After hanging up the phone, she immediately called Xu Weimeng, wanting to catch him and scold him. There was something wrong. The counter sold a facial mask for twenty-five yuan. He bought it and sold it to them for ten yuan. It was money.
Too much or what?
She dialed more than a dozen numbers, but Xu Weimeng's phone remained unreachable.
So she went to his house to look for him, but no one came to open the door after ringing the doorbell for a long time.
Zhu Xiyou guessed that he might have gone on a mission, so he wanted to wait and wait in front of his house.
She used to come and go here often, and the neighbors and security guards also knew her. They all asked her if she had forgotten her key, and she said "yes" stupidly.
Not long after, a courier came up with a large package. When Zhu Xiyou saw that it was Xu Weimeng's courier, he volunteered to sign for it for him.
She looked at it and saw that the package was sent from Sanya, with the words "Fragile items, do not press" written on it. She guessed that it must be a couple photo that Xiao Nie had taken for them, so she opened it and took a look.
Sure enough, her guess was correct. There was a photo album, a super large crystal photo frame, and a small card that read: "Thank you both for helping me. Come to Sanya to entertain me in the future!"
Zhu Xiyou opened the photo album, and she was photographed very beautifully in every photo. In every photo, Xu Weimeng looked at her with doting eyes. She was really stupid, why didn't she notice it all the time.
As for the enlarged photo, it happened to be the one where Xu Weimeng touched her lips and called her "Zhu Siyuan". The background was the silver-white beach and the blue sea water, and both Xu Weimeng and her expressions were slightly startled.
But he hesitated to speak.
Unknowingly, I had so many common memories with him.
Zhu Xiyou hugged the photo album and leaned against Xu Weimeng's door, thinking of their meeting, the various blind dates he had arranged for her, the drunkenness he carried on his back, her breaking her leg, and the head start he had with her.
I lay in bed eating instant noodles, making facial masks, and watching TV series...
Maybe he doesn't really love watching those soap operas, but what he loves is being with her.
It was really funny when Zhu Xiyou thought about it. How could she be so stupid as to think that a man like Xu Weimeng would like to watch bloody dramas?
She waited for a long time, changing from standing to waiting to squatting, and then from squatting to sitting on the ground.
Waiting until she fell asleep, Xu Weimeng did not come back.
The security guard patrolling the building kindly woke her up and said to her: "Miss, you can come back tomorrow, you will get sick if you wait like this."
Zhu Xiyou rubbed her eyes and looked at the time. It was already past nine in the evening, so she stood up and said to the security guard: "Thank you, I'll leave now." Then she took a taxi back with the photo album, crystal photo frame and her luggage.
Arrive at your home.
Luo Zheng heard the door lock ring, and saw Zhu Xiyou dragging in large and small bags. He was immediately frightened, "Why are you back so soon? Aren't you going to meet your father-in-law and mother-in-law and confirm the wedding date?"
"You mind me!" Zhu Xiyou had a bad look on the traitor, "Is your procuratorate particularly busy recently? Why is Xu Weimeng's phone always down?"
Luo Zheng looked at her even more horrified, "Miss, you don't know that Xu Weimeng has asked for leave, right?"
Zhu Xiyou grabbed Luo Zheng and asked repeatedly: "Ask for leave? When did you start asking for leave? How long did you ask for leave? Where did you go?"
"I started inviting him the day you left. I don't know how long he was invited, and I don't know where he went. Anyway, I just know that he is definitely not in S city now."
"Aren't you his spy? You must still be in contact with him. Find him out for me! I have something to look for him!"
Luo Zheng spread his hands helplessly, "Since you left, he gave me an order to stop the mission, so we have no contact."
"Liar!" Zhu Xiyou didn't believe that Xu Weimeng actually gave up on her. She completely forgot that it was herself who forced Xu Weimeng to give up.
Luo Zheng spread his hands, "You are already ready to get married. There is no point in him letting me look at you anymore. It's normal for him to tell me to stop acting."
Zhu Xiyou thought for a while and suddenly remembered that she knew someone who could contact him, so she immediately called Aunt Zhang. Aunt Zhang said: "Weimeng sent Oreo and Shanghaojia back two days ago.
I took care of him for a while, and he said he was going on a long trip."
"A long trip? Where is he going? How long will he be going?"
"He didn't say any of this. I could tell that he was not in a good mood, so I didn't ask any more questions."
After hanging up the phone, Zhu Xiyou was so angry that she almost exploded, damn! Why! Why did every man she liked like to disappear and disappear! Who did she offend? Why was her life so miserable?
She howled, dropped her luggage and photo frame, and rushed to her room.
Luo Zheng picked up the photo frame from the ground and took a look at it. He immediately labeled the photo in his mind: "Full of adultery." He didn't know what the two people were being pretentious about. They were already in love a long time ago, and they still had a
They want to get married to someone else, and they go out to relax alone. They think they are filming a sad drama, an idol drama at eight o'clock!
Zhu Xiyou guessed that Xu Weimeng went out to relax, and that he was traveling far away, so she asked Xiao Ni to check whether Xu Weimeng traveled with a group.
Xiao Ni quickly gave her a reply: "Youzi, I only know a few friends from travel agencies. They all said that there is no record of Xu Weimeng's group registration, but now there are so many domestic travel agencies, we can't even guess which one he will apply for."
Not enough."
"Thank you, Xiao Ni."
"I also know a few people from the airline company. Do you want me to help you ask if there is any record of Xu Weimeng's flight?"
"No need, Xu Weimeng doesn't like flying and won't fly unless absolutely necessary."
"Where are you going to find him in this huge crowd? Why don't you just wait at home, he will always come back."
Zhu Xiyou joked: "What if he meets a girl he likes again during the trip? Then I will be miserable!"
"I really can't do anything about you. If I had known earlier, why would I do it in the first place?"
Zhu Xiyou smiled and hung up the phone.
In fact, the reason why she was so anxious to find Xu Weimeng was because she had a lot to tell him. She wanted to tell him that she had started to like him a long time ago, but she had been suppressing her feelings. She wanted to tell him,
She wanted to be with him, even if she lived in the happiness he fabricated for her for the rest of her life, she was willing.
In fact, happiness is good. As for whether it is fiction or reality, there is no difference.
She was too persistent in the past, but now that she thinks about it, it's really ridiculous.