Leng Changxi's eyes were empty, staring blankly at the roof, and seemed to be looking at something else through the roof. Tears silently fell from the corners of her eyes, soaking the pillow.
When Chen Shaoxuan quietly pushed open the door, he saw this scene. His heart was pinched so hard that he stopped breathing for a moment in pain.
She looked just like that night when he found her on the hillside, as if she would disappear at any time, which made people feel panicked and at a loss.
"Little Bao'er..." He walked quickly to the couch, but stopped a step away and called softly.
The words "Little Treasure" called into her heart, making her tremble slightly for a moment.
"Shaoxuan..." After a long time, Leng Changxi's hoarse voice overflowed with Chen Shaoxuan's name, which was empty, and he heard a panic in his heart.
"Little Bao'er..." Until then, Chen Shaoxuan walked to the couch hesitantly and sat in front of the bed, but he didn't know how to speak.
There was another long silence, Chen Shaoxuan looked at Leng Changxi, but Leng Changxi didn't know where he was looking.
"Shaoxuan, do you think God is kidding me?" Finally, Leng Changxi's hollow voice sounded softly, as if coming from the horizon.
"Little Bao'er, don't think about anything! Take good care of yourself and we'll talk about the rest later, okay?" Chen Shaoxuan's tone was soft, with a hint of pleading.
He was very afraid, very afraid that Leng Changxi would disappear without a sound again, afraid that she would never appear in his life again, afraid that he would have to walk alone in the long road of life.
"Shaoxuan, we can't have this child..." This sentence seemed to exhaust all the strength of Leng Changxi, and the heart-breaking feeling hit her heart again. When she finished speaking, she felt
I have even lost my heart, and there is nothing left.
"Little Bao'er!" Chen Shaoxuan was shocked. This was something he would never have thought of. His eyes were full of shock. Although this child was not his, he was also afraid that this child would take Leng Changxi away from him.
He wanted to leave, but he never thought for a moment about asking her to give up the child. Such an idea never occurred to him. And how did Leng Changxi, as a mother, have such a cruel heart that she didn't even want the child.
"Shaoxuan, this is my decision." Leng Changxi's eyes stared straight at the roof beams, never looking away for a moment.
"Little Bao'er, the child is innocent. Don't do something you regret impulsively!" Chen Shaoxuan became a little worried when he heard her decisive tone, fearing that she might not be able to accept it at the moment, so he spoke angrily.
"Shaoxuan, I was not impulsive. It was because he was innocent, that's why he couldn't be born." It was only at this moment that Leng Changxi slowly turned her head to look at Chen Shaoxuan, the sadness on her face was moving.
"Little Bao'er..." Chen Shaoxuan felt a little uncomfortable. At this moment, even he couldn't understand Leng Changxi.
"Shaoxuan, I want to break up with him completely, but if I have a child, do you think he will let me go? His fate has been determined, but the fate of my child is in my hands. I don't want the child
He is destined to kill his brother and his father just for the sake of his position. He has no regard for human emotions. In order to survive, his hands are stained with blood. Machiavellianism is not the fate that my child should have! I can give up on him, but I cannot give up on the child. If this is really the case
One day, how should I make a choice? Shaoxuan, just because the child is innocent, I don't want him to be involved in future wars." Leng Changxi's tone was indifferent and bitter.
Leng Changxi's narrative-like tone made Chen Shaoxuan tremble all over.
For a long time, he asked gently in an almost unfamiliar tone: "Little Bao'er, what if, I, I am able to protect this child? If, if I don't reveal this child's life experience, let him become
My child, I will protect him for the rest of his life, okay? Can you stay?"
Chen Shaoxuan's words shocked the cold scene and made her heart flutter for a moment, but then a bitter smile overflowed her lips. Although she knew Chen Shaoxuan's intentions, what qualifications did she have to accept such a perfect man?
In fact, she knew that if she wanted to keep her child, if she wanted to live stably in this troubled world, if she wanted to leave Zhao Yuan completely, the best way was to choose Chen Shaoxuan. However, if she really did this, she would be so sorry for Chen Shaoxuan
Because, he wants to be with her because he likes her, but she wants to be with him because she is using him. Isn’t it too despicable to be like this? Besides, how can she deserve to be like this?
Where's Chen Shaoxuan?
So, Leng Changxi shook her head gently. In an instant, the vague hope in Chen Shaoxuan's eyes suddenly turned into ashes.
"Shaoxuan, I can't drag you down." This is the only thing she can say to Chen Shaoxuan now.
Chen Shaoxuan smiled bitterly, hiding his fists behind his back, clenching and unclenching them.
In the end, he could only nod reluctantly, took a deep breath and said: "Then, I will go to town to get you medicine..."
After saying that, Chen Shaoxuan turned around and was about to leave. His heart ached. He felt heartbroken every moment he looked at Leng Changxi. He really wanted to hold her in his arms without restraint, and wanted to tell her that there was no need to be so embarrassed.
He will regard the child as his own, because this is the child she gave birth to.
However, Leng Changxi suddenly reached out to hold Chen Shaoxuan and stopped him with a "No!"
Chen Shaoxuan turned around and looked at her with some surprise, thinking that she had changed her mind. Just when he was about to ask, Leng Changxi said in a deep voice: "In two days, we will go to Lin'an. We will arrive on the second day of next month."
Arrive before fifteen."
There was a hint of coldness in her voice, which made Chen Shaoxuan's heart sink. Isn't the twenty-fifth of next month the day of Zhao Yuan's wedding? What exactly does she want to do?
"Little Bao'er, you..."
"Shaoxuan, this child is destined not to stay in this world, but he can help me accomplish one thing, so until the 25th of next month, he will stay in my belly." Leng Changxi's voice
He was cold and decisive, as if he had made up his mind.
"Little Bao'er, what do you want to do?" Thinking of Leng Changxi's behavior of deliberately sending Li Xueyan away during the meal before, Chen Shaoxuan felt even more uneasy.
"I want to make those who want to harm me and those who harm Lingfeng Lingben repay ten times and a hundred times! Life is worse than death!" Leng Changxi's clear voice was like a curse passed down from hell, and the look in her eyes
Suddenly, a strong hatred appeared. If it hadn't been for these people, if these things hadn't happened, nothing would have happened to Lingfeng, and she wouldn't have been forced to kill her child. She had taken this revenge on her mind, and she must repay it twice as much!