For as long as I can remember, there has always been a person dangling in front of my eyes, named Leng Changxi.
I don’t have much memory of what happened when I was a child. I heard a lot of things from my mother and sister. The most common thing I heard them say was: “The lady is the great benefactor of our family. If there were no lady, we would just
I'm afraid that your sister has been sold to a brothel now, and you don't even know if you are still alive!"
Perhaps because I was young and had no memory of the past, I didn’t take what they said to heart very seriously. As for Leng Changxi, because we are similar in age, I have always regarded her as a friend of the same age.
Although she was simply a young lady, she never treated my sister and I as servants. Not only her, but even the Leng family did not treat us as outsiders. She allowed my sister and I to study with her and practice martial arts together.
This kind of opportunity is something that many people only dream of.
Therefore, in my heart, I no longer regard her as a lady. Only when faced with the ear-tearing teachings of my sister and my mother, would I call her "Miss" disapprovingly. But I turned around and realized this rule.
It's useless to me again.
There is nothing too big or too small in front of her, and she never pays attention to things. Many times I forget that she is my lady, and I am just her attendant. I only follow her to protect her safety.
As we grew older, I found that I couldn't take my eyes away from her. The happiest thing every day was seeing her and looking at her cheerful smile, I was already very satisfied.
I don't like Zhao Yuan, I never have, maybe because he is Leng Changxi's fiancé. Every time I see Zhao Yuan, I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. I feel uncomfortable, but I can't do anything about it.
But Leng Changxi likes him. Just by looking at her eyes, I know that Leng Changxi likes him very much. In order to see her smile, I am willing to find out Zhao Yuan's whereabouts for her, and I am willing to help her hide it from her sister and cover it up.
She secretly ran to Zhao Yuan's house at night and hid in Zhao Yuan's arms.
However, Zhao Yuan still failed her.
When I found out about this, I almost had the idea of killing him.
If my sister hadn't secretly stopped me, I might have really gone to Zhao Yuan to settle the score.
Chen Shaoxuan, for me, appeared very suddenly. I didn’t know when he met Leng Changxi. He is also a man. I only need to look into his eyes to understand how much he likes Leng Changxi.
Chang Xi.
It can be said that he likes Leng Changxi more than Zhao Yuan.
Zhao Yuan's love for Leng Changxi was clouded with interests, and he would give up Leng Changxi for his own purposes. But Chen Shaoxuan's love for Leng Changxi was very pure. I have never seen a man be able to love a woman.
He likes her so much that he can easily give up his life just to stay by this woman's side. Even if this woman likes someone else, he can still send her to her side with ease just to see her show off her beauty.
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When I saw Chen Shaoxuan's sea-like love, I knew that I had lost again, not by identity, nor by time, but simply by this person.
If it were him, I believe Leng Changxi would be very happy, so I chose to give up.
However, just when I chose to start a new life on the other side, fate played tricks on me again.
My sister, Xue Yan, and I were brought back to the palace by Zhao Yuan just to find Leng Changxi.
At this moment, I felt that Zhao Yuan was a madman, a pathetic madman. While he was desperately trying to seize power, he also wanted to get Leng Changxi's love.
For my sister and Xue Yan, I did the thing I regret most in my life, which was to break up Chen Shaoxuan and Leng Changxi! Until now, I have not been able to forgive myself for my original behavior. If I had not brought her back
In the palace, maybe things will be different in the future, maybe my sister will not die.
I was shocked when I learned that my sister died.
But I have never hated Leng Changxi. Maybe, when I first saw my sister’s body, I felt a little resentful in my heart. But when I looked at her desperate and sad figure, all the complaints were gone.
The smoke disappeared. At that time, I only regretted that I was incompetent and could not protect my sister or her.
I know she is helpless. She hates Zhao Yuan and Guo Wanrou, but these two people stay by her side every day. She is in love with Chen Shaoxuan, but Chen Shaoxuan forgets her. She misses the Leng family,
But the Leng family turned their backs on her.
The only ones left by her side were my sister and me, but when my sister left completely, I also chose to stay away. Not because of blame and hatred, but because I was afraid that she would suffer the pain of being away from a loved one again. Stay away from her.
, no longer be her friend, but simply a bodyguard, so that one day, if I leave this world completely like Lingshan, she will feel much better. After all, I am just a bodyguard, not a close relative.
people.
Five years have passed. When Chen Shaoxuan left, he chose to hand over all the power of Furong Nuanchun to me. I know that he was not only trusting him, but also repaying his guilt for Leng Changxi.
In fact, there is no need for her to feel guilty, because I am the one who should feel guilty!
Over the years, I have always known where she is and what she has done, but I have never seen her. Even if Xue Yan persuaded me to go and see them, I never agreed.
It's not because of resentment, but because I don't dare, I'm afraid that I don't know how to face her if I see her.
It's another Qingming Festival, and Xue Yan and I returned to Jiazhou to see my sister at her grave. It has been six years. My and Xue Yan's child is now three years old. He is a cute guy, smart and smart.
When I visited the grave this year, I felt something different. I couldn’t tell what it was. When Xue Yan and I walked to my sister’s grave, we found that the weeds on the grave had long been removed and two red candles were burning.
Then, fresh snacks were placed on the altar.
At first, I thought it was my mother coming. But when my eyes fell on those little dots, my heart suddenly tightened and my body started to tremble slightly.
Those snacks are what my sister likes to eat, but I am the only one who knows about them!
Just as I was secretly speculating, a faint sigh sounded from behind me: "Lingfeng..."
I slowly turned around and looked at the woman in front of me who was wearing a green skirt and holding a child in her arms. My eyes suddenly became moist, and my lips moved for a long time, but in the end I didn't say a word.
A gust of spring breeze blew by, rolling up the petals, and the petals flying all over the sky seemed to have turned into my sister's face, smiling and looking at us tenderly.