What? I actually have insomnia? I thought unhappily in my heart, how could a person like me, who falls asleep as soon as I hit the bed, also have insomnia? Is it because of Bing Feng? No, no, how could it be? Not that
Don't you love him anymore? Then why am I feeling a little excited because of his arrival?
Large tracts of white fog were so white that it made people feel deeply frightened. I walked uneasily in the fog, sweat soaked my whole body. In a trance, I seemed to see someone walking in front of me.
I ran forward as hard as I could, hoping to touch the man's clothes, but I couldn't catch up with him. Fear swept through my whole body.
The man's figure suddenly stopped, and for a moment, I stood there at a loss.
It seemed to be his voice, distant as if floating from the horizon. It was a heartbreaking voice, full of despair:
"Why did you lie? Why me? I love you so much, why do you want to hurt me? Why? Tell me..."
My chest suddenly hurt so hard that it seemed to tear my whole body apart. I struggled to move forward. Seeing his face was now my biggest wish, but no matter how hard I tried, I still couldn't catch him.
It seems that I can only see his back, but not his face.
"What did I lie to you? Who are you? Tell me..." I shouted in his direction.
"You lied to me, you lied to me..."
In an instant, his figure disappeared. I stood there and wandered. Suddenly, someone hugged me from behind. Frightened, I tried hard to break away from his arms. The cold breath emanating from his body made me tremble.
"Why don't you love me anymore? Don't you love me? Why did you fall in love with someone else? Why..."
His embrace is getting tighter and tighter, and my breathing is getting faster and faster...
"Let me go, let me go, who are you? Who are you..."
"Princess, princess, what's wrong with you?"
After being shouted out by Chun Can, I woke up completely. It turned out that this was just a dream. I touched my body and broke out in so much cold sweat that it seemed like it was real. What was going on with that dream? Is there something wrong with it?
Is something going to happen?
When Chun Can saw that I was silent, he suddenly panicked:
"Princess? Princess? What's wrong with you? Don't scare Chunwan?"
I suddenly woke up from my deep thoughts and smiled at Chun Can:
"It's okay, I'm fine."
"Then, just now..."
"I can't sleep now. Let's go for a walk outside. You can go back to sleep. I can go by myself."
"Okay, I know this. Princess, you should be more careful."
"Yeah, I know."
I stopped talking, put on my coat and walked out the door.
The wind was very strong tonight, but it was not bitingly cold, it felt a bit warm. I tightly protected the veil on my face to prevent it from falling.
Suddenly I remembered that Tian Sa once told me that if I wanted to see him, I would go to the pavilion in the center of the lake to find him. Now if I want to see him, if I go, will he be there? It should be the fourth update now.
Well, I hesitated for a moment and walked resolutely towards the lake.
I looked at the cold lake in front of me, and a sense of loss filled my whole body. He is not here, and he is not here after all. I must be overthinking it. It is already so late, and the wind is still so strong, how could he be here?
"Is that you, girl?" A surprised voice suddenly came from behind me, and I immediately looked behind me. It was him, it was really him! He was actually here, and all the disappointment I felt a moment ago had now turned into joy.
He got closer and closer to me, and finally stopped in front of me.
"I finally see you again."
Is it my imagination? I seem to see tenderness in his eyes, just like when he looked at me in his previous life, it seemed that I was the whole world in his eyes!
"Yes, yes, what a coincidence." I replied in a panic.
"It's no coincidence, I've been waiting for you." After listening to his words, my heartbeat sped up inexplicably. What did he mean?
Seeing that I was silent, he didn't care and said to me:
"Let's go sit in the pavilion."
"But..." I raised my head and met his eyes. There was a deep pleading in those eyes. I couldn't bear to let his expectations fail:
"All right."
After hearing what I said, he happily took my hand and walked towards the pavilion, so casually, as if it should be like this, and I lost my mind again.
"Can you tell me your name?" He pulled me to sit on the stone bench of the pavilion.
"I, my name is..." No, I can't tell him my true identity:
"My name is Chuncan."
"Spring Can, Chun Can will not be used up until death. Well, what a good name."
Um~~, is that right? When I gave Chuncan this name, it was purely out of emotion and lamenting the misfortune of my past life and this life.
"Which palace are you a maid?" he asked me with a smile.
What a beautiful smile! Allow me to show my infatuation...
"I, um, I am the maid brought by the Queen from Mingqi."
"Queen? That won't be easy." He frowned slightly after listening to my words.
"What's wrong?" I blurted out.
"Nothing, nothing." In fact, he wanted to get rid of me from the empress, but the queen (that is, me) and the emperor have always been at odds, and she would not let her maid marry him.
Another gust of wind blew by, and accidentally, my veil fell off. I hurriedly wanted to pick it up and put it on my face again, but it was too late, Tian Sa had already seen my scar.
I saw his smiling face suddenly freeze, replaced by a frown.
"If it's okay, I'll leave first." I just want to turn around and leave now, because I'm afraid that he will ignore me because of my scars. I'm really scared. For the first time, I hate my scars.
I stood up in a hurry, and just when I was about to step out of the pavilion, he hugged me from behind.
He seemed to know what I was thinking:
"I won't care, really, don't leave me like this, okay?"
A gust of wind blew by, and the veil in my hand fell into the cold lake water...