But in just two months, so many things happened, which I couldn't bear...
It was night, Bing Feng and I were the only two people in the huge room. We both sat quietly at the table, letting time go by. Finally, he spoke:
"You really don't love me?"
I don't understand why he suddenly asked this question, but I think it's time to tell him.
"Do you want to hear the truth?" I asked him quietly.
"Yes, I want to hear the truth!" He stared at me straightly.
"Okay, then I will tell the emperor so that I can clear up the emperor's confusion." I paused and stopped looking at him: "Actually, I really loved the emperor before, and my love was so deep and intense.
, causing me to be so seriously injured, but no one can heal my injury."
Hearing my words, he was both happy and confused: "What is the past? What about now?"
"I don't love you anymore." I shook my head.
"Why?" I saw a painful look on his face.
"Because I am so tired, really tired. I feel pain, hurt, and my heart is broken, so I let go. If you can really fall in love with me earlier and confess to me earlier, I will believe you."
I still love you now, but it’s different now. Once my heart is dead, it’s dead, and it can never be restored."
"When did you fall in love with me?" He tried hard to control his emotions.
Of course I can't tell him that I fell in love with him in my previous life, not to mention, how could he believe me?
I thought for a moment and then answered him:
"It can be said that it was the first time I saw you. But you left me so decisively and even wanted to marry Concubine Ning the next day. Of course I understand. In fact, you married me because you were afraid of the power of the powerful
It's just affecting your grand plan. I have no reason to blame you, and I have no qualifications." I smiled softly, but in the eyes of others, that smile even made people feel scary:
"But my heart also hurts, because I love you, but you never care about what I think."
"sorry."
I shook my head: "It's useless to say sorry now, it's too late. You hurt me so deeply, how could I forget?"
"But……"
"There is no but, it really is gone. Stop forcing me. It took a lot of effort for me to stop loving you, and I don't want to love you anymore."
"No, you can't, you have to love me, you have to love me!" He shook my shoulders vigorously.
"No, I won't do that again, no!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.
He stared hard into my eyes, and then kissed me with an unexpected kiss. Before I could react, his tongue had already entered my mouth, and I tried hard to push him away.
But he wrapped his arms tightly around me, and I couldn't move at all.
"Let go, let me go!" I finally broke free from his arms and looked at him angrily:
"What on earth are you going to do? Didn't I already say it? I don't love you anymore!"
He came closer to me step by step, and I stepped back step by step, fearing that he would really do something outrageous, even though with our status, that kind of thing should have happened long ago.
"Am I really wrong? I should have realized that I fell in love with you earlier, right?" There was sadness in his tone:
"But how could you change your heart for me so quickly? Why didn't you wait for me to tell you? That way you wouldn't give up on me, right?"
"Or, maybe, you, don't come here again!"
"Tell me, have you fallen in love with Tian Sa? Really?" His tone suddenly turned from sadness to questioning.
"I, I..." I hesitated not knowing how to answer him. In fact, I don't even know how I feel about him now.
"Stop talking, it must be like this, it must be like this, right?" He was like a possessed devil at this moment, and I was full of fear about him now.
No, I can't go back any further. What should I do? There is a bed behind me, and I feel very anxious.
"Don't get excited, don't come here again." I hurriedly wanted to reach out my hand and push him back, but he pushed me down on the bed.
"You, what are you doing? Let me go, let me go." I screamed in horror.
"Don't you know what couples should do at night? I don't care who you love or not, you can only be mine, you can only be mine!"
After saying that, he pulled on my clothes.
I closed my eyes in despair, knowing that I had not escaped what I was worried about in the end, and tears fell down in pain...