I quietly wait for the end of my life, but there is no trace of bitterness or fear in my heart. The only ones I care about are Tian Sa and Yong Jia.
A month later, my illness could no longer be concealed, and Tiansa and Yongjia both knew about it. So, I could only lie in bed quietly.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why?" Tian Sa's face was covered with tears. I touched his face heartbrokenly. It was because I was afraid that he would suffer so much that I didn't want to tell him.
"Tian Sa, don't be like this. You must promise me that you must live a good life without me."
"No, no, I don't want you to die. You won't die, no."
"Tian Sa, it's useless to say anything. This is true. I will really die. You know it. You must know it. I told you about my previous life. My previous life was because of this.
Those who died of illness will still have the same outcome in this life." My expression darkened.
"Why is this like this? Yu Ling, shouldn't we live a happy life? Why is God so cruel and must force us to separate." By the end, Tian Sa's voice had turned into a cry.
I'm speechless. It's true. God is really unfair to us. He lets us fall in love but doesn't let us stay together. Where is the justice of God!
Half a month later, my life is about to reach its end.
I could no longer get up, so I just lay in bed and counted the days. I was accompanied by Tian Sa and my son, Yongjia.
"Yongjia, promise mom, if mom is no longer here, you must listen to dad. When you grow up, you must also protect Tian Ling and your dad well."
"Mom, you'll be fine." Why did Yongjia become so crying? I thought as I looked at the tears on his face.
"Yongjia, promise mom, okay?" I must get Yongjia's promise.
Yongjia just looked straight at me, and I kept looking into his eyes.
"Okay, I promise you." Yongjia finally made up his mind. I smiled happily and said to him:
"Well, Yongjia, please go out for a while. Your father and I want to say something."
"Okay." Yongjia left the room.
I looked back at Yongjia's back with nostalgia. My feeling seemed to tell me that this was the last time I saw my dearest son.
"Tian Sa, you also need to take good care of Yongjia. After all, he is just a child, just a child." My tears flowed out unsatisfactorily.
"Yuling..." Tian Sa looked at me and couldn't say a word anymore.
"I know, Tian Sa, this is really hard for you, but you also have to understand me. You have to know that Yongjia is really just a child, a 10-year-old child, and what he can bear is still very little.
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I tried my best to hold back the sweet liquid that had reached my throat. I knew it was blood, and I also knew that if I spit it out, I would really have no chance to look at Tian Sa again.
"Actually, do you know? Tian Sa, when you mastered that set of swordsmanship, I already knew that we were destined lovers. I never said it because I really wanted to treasure it forever.
In my heart, I also wish that when we are old, we can tell you this and look at your smiling face..."
My whole body was trembling and my stomach hurt, but Tian Sa didn't notice anything was wrong with me. He kept his head down and listened to what I said.
"But, I know that if I don't say it, I won't have the chance to say it. Although you know that you will definitely have a lover in your previous life, you are not sure that that person must be me, but now, you know...
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My voice is getting weaker and weaker:
"We are really destined to be lovers..."
I couldn't bear it anymore, so I stood up and spit out the blood in my mouth. Tian Sa was shocked, but she hugged my shaky body in an instant.
"What's wrong with you? What's wrong?" Tian Sa asked anxiously.
I smiled like a flower and said weakly:
"Tian Sa, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I'm afraid I have to take the first step."
I felt as if all the strength in my body had been drained away, and my consciousness became increasingly blurred. I tried my best to open my eyes wide and stared at Tian Sa's face. I wanted to remember it for the rest of my life.
Live him.
My hand finally dropped...
The leaves on the sycamore tree outside the house have fallen and are flying in the breeze.
Tian Sa in the room quietly hugged my body, which had slowly become stiff, and murmured:
"Now I understand how important you are to me. When you are gone, my soul is also gone. If my soul is gone, what else do I need to do with my body?..."
There was a flash of silver light inside the house...
There seemed to be a hint of coquettish blood on the sycamore leaves outside the house, flying away in the breeze, never wanting to return to its roots...