The carriage stopped at the gate of Youyuan again. Su Yueling helped Qizi get out of the car and saw that the gate of Youyuan was wide open.
The three of them entered Youyuan. It turned out that Mr. Chen had sent people to clean it. The former residents had already left and the building was empty. When they opened the door of Luluo Garden, there were servants cleaning up inside.
Su Yueling called the cleaning crew and asked, "Have you cleaned up all these houses?"
The servant said: "The room has been cleaned, but the study is still untidy. The three of you must be the previous guests. Is there anything left behind?"
"It's none of your business, go and do your work." Su Yueling said angrily because she thought he talked too much.
Qi Zi had already started walking towards the study, pushing open the heavy carved wooden door, as if he could smell Xuan Yi's breath. Defu was always good at taking care of others, and now the study was spotless, as if it had been tidied up.
Qi Zi gently covered his lower abdomen, as if telling the life in his belly: Son, take a look, this is the study room used by your father.
Walking into the desk, there was a piece of paper stacked on the table, and the wolfberry was gently spread out, and it was clearly written on it: It is difficult to say goodbye when we meet, the east wind is powerless and the flowers are withered.
Zhao Yunniang walked in and said, "Qi Zi, what are you going to do now?"
Qi Zi looked at Zhao Yunniang with watery eyes. Zhao Yunniang continued: "I was not the only one who noticed that you were not feeling well in the car just now. You must be hiding something from us."
With tears soaking his eyes, Qi Zi looked at the two lines of the poem again, and said with a bitter smile: "I - I'm pregnant."
"What?" Su Yueling and Zhao Yunniang asked in unison in surprise.
"Qi Zi, are you mistaken? This is not a joke?" Zhao Yunniang said nervously.
Qi Zi wiped his tears and said, "How could I be joking?"
"How could you be pregnant? Aren't you going to marry Liu Zhongwen?" Su Yueling almost burst into tears.
Qi Zi gently stroked his belly and said, "How can I still get married to him now?"
"Qi Zi, what should we do?" Zhao Yunniang said at a loss.
Qi Zi seemed very calm. She left the desk, walked to the window, opened the window, looked at the sunset that was about to disappear, and said faintly: "Do you know? In my life, three months disappeared."
"What do you mean? Three months disappeared. How can life disappear for three months?" Su Yueling asked confused.
Qi Zi turned sideways slightly and said, "My memory disappeared for three months."
"When you jumped into the Tanyue River this morning, did you think of the three months you lost your memory?" Zhao Yunniang said.
Qi Zi nodded, and Zhao Yunniang continued: "Those three months must be very important to you."
"Alas." Qi Zi sighed and said, "Memories have filled the empty space in my mind. Many things that I couldn't figure out clearly can now be figured out. But now it's too late. God has played another joke on me. It seems that
My life is like a joke."
"Then what are you going to do now?"
"I don't know what to do, I just know that I can only live in my own world in this life."
"Maybe Liu Zhongwen won't mind." Su Yueling said comfortingly.
Qi Zi shed tears and said, "But I will mind. Brother Zhong Wen is a good person. Although I used to hate him so much, when I realized that those were all misunderstandings, I thought about treating him well from now on."
Be with him well and realize our commitment to each other. But now everything has changed. Everything has changed. I can't be with him thinking about other people. That would be unfair to him. What's more, I still have a baby.
child."
"I don't care." Liu Zhongwen didn't know when he appeared at the door. He walked straight to Qi Zi and said emotionally: "No matter who you are thinking about or whose child you are carrying, I don't care. I only care about whether you are
Prepare to be with me forever."
"Brother Zhongwen." Qi Zi fell into Liu Zhongwen's arms and cried with relief.
"As long as you don't leave me, I don't care about anything. After we get married, we will go back to the countryside. Didn't you say before that you would live a life of men farming and women weaving? After we return to the countryside, we will never return to the capital.
I will let you live happily all your life, away from sorrow and sorrow." Liu Zhongwen's words moved Qi Zi very much, and his clothes were soaked with tears.
Time flew by like running water, and half a month passed in a flash. Qizi's mood improved a lot. In addition, she was pregnant with a little life in her belly, which made her feel how great and sacred her mother is.
, couldn’t help but miss my mother.
Although he was poor when he was young, he and his mother depended on each other for life. No matter how hard the days were, they were still warm. Bits and pieces of the past flashed through his mind, and a smile appeared at the corner of Qi Zi's mouth.
Zhao Yunniang walked in gently and saw Qi Zi leaning against the window and looking at the sky with a smile. She asked curiously: "Is there anything happy?"
Hearing the voice, Qi Zi slowly turned around and said with a smile: "I think of my mother."
"You are going to be a mother now, so I understand how you feel." Xiuyu came in and poured two cups of tea, and Qizi also sat down.
"Slave, go get some snacks and come in, you guys can chat slowly." Xiu Yu smiled and exited the room.
Qi Zi and Zhao Yunniang looked at each other and smiled. Qi Zi said, "This girl Xiu Yu is really smart. From now on, you, the young lady, have to find a good husband for her."
"Don't worry, I'll take care of it."
Qi Zi picked up the tea cup and took a sip. Zhao Yunniang said: "Just now in the hall, Zhong Wen and the others were discussing how to return to the capital the day after tomorrow."
Qi Zi's face changed slightly, and he gently put down the cup, his heart suddenly ached. Zhao Yunniang saw this and said: "Qi Zi, I know what you are thinking. Some things cannot be avoided. You have to do this well."
Just be mentally prepared."
"Yunniang, I..." Qi Zi started to speak but stopped.
Zhao Yunniang said: "Qi Zi, I can see that you really want to spend the rest of your life with Zhong Wen, but deep down in your heart you are still hesitant, right?"
Qi Zi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "Why am I so hesitant? Now I don't think about anything. I just want to give birth to the child and live a good life."
"But you also know that the child is not Zhongwen's, but Mr. Zheng's." This sentence made Qi Zi breathless, and a burst of grief arose in vain.
"I'm sorry, Qi Zi, I know you have almost calmed down now, and I shouldn't say this to you, but as a friend, I just hope that you will be firmer and carefully see what you need in your heart?" Zhao Yunniang said seriously.
Qi Zi looked at her and said, "You don't have to be so apologetic. I don't blame you. I know it's for my own good." Qi Zi stood up and quietly walked aside and said, "I won't hide it from you either. I have experienced the past two years.
There are too many things that I have covered up. Maybe I am escaping as you said, but what else can I do besides escaping? Now I can only simplify complex things and let everything go according to God's will.