I do not ask to understand first and then believe, I would rather believe first and then understand. - Saint Anselm
Qin Nan has not seen Zheng Fang for a while. Except for her appearance in Qin Bei’s elective courses, it is difficult for Qin Nan to find her. She does not have a mobile phone and she is never seen in the dormitory before the lights are turned off. According to her dormitory
People there said that she worked several part-time jobs at the same time and never participated in group activities. However, her grades were very good and she was always at the top of the class. If it weren't for the fact that she had not passed CET-6, she would have been qualified for graduate school.
Qin Nan always felt sorry for her, and vaguely felt that he had stolen her happiness. He wanted to do something for her, but he was powerless and was afraid of hurting her self-esteem. In this way, two twin sisters, even if they knew each other
The other party exists beside me, or is it like two parallel lines, each extending in a predetermined direction, and I don't know when they will intersect.
Ever since Qin Nan informed Xiaochuan of his decision to take the postgraduate entrance examination, Xiaochuan had the good sense not to take the initiative to ask her out, but wanted to wait until she had finished the exam, and promised to keep it secret for her from the Qin family, even though he didn't understand
Why should she keep this secret from her family? But he respects all her decisions. Qin Nan is also very grateful for this. She does not reject Xiaochuan. He is a very knowledgeable and humorous person. Once a man understands humor, he means
He is very wise, and this quality is fatally attractive to girls, especially those who are intellectual.
Qin Nan admires him very much, and admiration is the prerequisite for a woman to fall in love with a man. Qin Nan sometimes thinks that maybe according to the wishes of the Qin couple, marrying Xiaochuan would be a good choice, at least being with him would not be a bad choice.
It would be boring, but I always felt like something was missing. There was no beating of my heart when I was with him, and I wouldn't think about it if I didn't meet him, but it was different with Qin Bei.
When they hugged each other tightly that day because of the aftermath of the disaster, Qin Nan suddenly had a feeling that maybe his life had long been connected with his.
Can she survive? She couldn't imagine that at the moment when the car slid to the railing uncontrollably, she actually felt a little lucky, because at this time he was with her, not Xiaoqing. This was a sense of superiority between the two.
Individuals have experienced life and death together, and the feeling of knowing that the other person's heart beats with yours cannot be described in words.
After the thrill of that day, no one took the initiative to mention it again. The two seemed to be guarding some kind of tacit understanding, and invariably turned this tacit understanding into a secret. The secret between them would not be shared. That day, that snow, that hug
, that heartbeat, the moment he hugged her tightly, she decided that he and she were in the same mood, at least at that time. When they met again later, although there was no difference, Qin Nan could feel close to her.
, because no matter what happened before, after all, they were reborn together at that moment, isn't that enough?
"Qin Nan, do you have any questions?" Qin Bei finished speaking about this section and couldn't help but call her name in front of everyone. Today's class is American drama elective, and Qin Bei's lecture is about Broadway, mainly common sense.
Popularization, because it is aimed at students from all majors in the school, so it is as easy to understand as possible and does not involve in-depth research.
Qin Bei also told Qin Nan that she didn't need to attend this class. It was better to seize the time to review. However, Qin Nan was not willing to let go of any opportunity to listen to his class, but she couldn't control her distraction in this class. She usually
She always lowered her head when listening to the lecture seriously. Today was a good day. She kept looking straight at Qin Bei with big eyes. She was distracted without asking.
Qin Bei couldn't help but laugh. He wanted to remind her several times, but finally he called her name when the class was about to end. Qin Nan shook his head and did not stand up, because Qin Bei stipulated that he did not have to stand up to answer questions in class, and everyone started not to stand up.
She gradually got used to it, and Qin Bei didn't make things difficult for her anymore, because it was time for class to end.
Qin Nan chased Zheng Fang without thinking. This was the only chance to see her easily. Although it was an elective course, Zheng Fang never skipped classes, but she only came to class as if Qin Nan didn't exist.
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"Um, can we have lunch together?" Qin Nan didn't know how to call her. She couldn't call her sister, and Zheng Fang couldn't call her out. And she didn't dare touch the sisters' original names, which was also her own injury.
Zheng Fang stopped and said politely but coldly: "No, I have something else to do, so I'll leave first." "But if you have something to do, you have to eat." Qin Nan was a little frustrated, why did she always refuse people thousands of miles away.
Zheng Fang looked at her and moved her lips, as if there was a fleeting smile, but it looked very much like a mockery. "I never eat with others." After Zheng Fang said that, she turned to leave. "
I'm not someone else. If you need my help, just speak." Qin Nan said eagerly. Zheng Fang didn't look back, nodded and left. Qin Nan stood there in a daze, feeling indescribably uncomfortable.
"Give her some time. She won't be able to accept you for a while. Don't worry. Take your time. You are sisters after all." Qin Bei walked up to her at some point and patted Qin Nan on the shoulder. Qin Nan replied.
Smiling, I suddenly felt warm and touched when he was by my side.
"Can I eat with you?" Qin Bei couldn't help but smile when he saw her smile. "You want me to treat you to pineapple meat?" Qin Nan frowned.
"Haha, I'll treat you this time." The two of them said as they walked leisurely to the canteen. They couldn't see how the large troops rushing to the canteen were marching in a hurry. The lesson learned last time was not memorable at all.
"How's your review going? New Year's Day is coming soon, and there are only a few days after New Year's Day, right?" Qin Bei was more concerned about Qin Nan's preparation status. "Oh." There was no answer, and Qin Nan let out a long sigh.
"Why, no confidence?" Qin Bei looked at her. This was not like the confidence she had when she told him she wanted to apply for the exam. "I'm not worried about not passing the exam," Qin Nan said.
"You're worried that you won't be able to tell your family after passing the exam, right?" Qin Bei also thought of this. He was not facing the same situation at that time. Qin Nan must have still been frightened by the struggle between him and his family at that time, and he might soon be
It's going to happen to her.
Qin Nan frowned and nodded. "Don't worry about this. My parents will change after so many years. Besides, there is me. I will take care of everything. Don't think about anything else." Qin Bei said solemnly,
He didn't want her to have any burden to take the exam.
"Thank you." Qin Nan felt that he was becoming more and more dependent on him. Sometimes his words could give him great encouragement, comfort, and warmth. Qin Bei nodded her nose lovingly, and was surprised to see Qin Nan
A blush rose on his face, and his heart couldn't help but beat faster.
"Hurry up, it's going to be late and there's no room left." Qin Bei found that he was a little distracted and couldn't help but speed up his pace.