Zheng Fang never missed class, so before taking Qin Bei's class, Qin Nan still held out a glimmer of hope to see her, but as a result, she didn't show up.
So Qin Nan decided that she might really lose her this time. If the last time she was taken away from the orphanage by the Qin family, she still held on to the hope that she would find her when she grew up, then now, she didn't know what to do.
Where to place your hope.
Qin Bei still stood calmly on the podium, talking about Broadway, Eugene O'Neill, which Qin Nan usually found very attractive, but now she felt that these contents were irrelevant, and even she could still treat Qin Bei.
It was a bit disappointing to stand so calmly on the podium. How could he pretend that nothing had happened? At this moment when he was suffering from such great pain.
She looked at Qin Bei blankly, but couldn't hear his voice. The bell rang, but she didn't move. It was another class, Qin Nan told herself, but she didn't know where to go. Qin Bei walked over
in front of her.
"Aren't you going to take the exam?" The voice was low but stern. Qin Nan looked at him and sighed softly.
"You disappoint me so much." Qin Bei said this gently, turned around and left. Such a seemingly unintentional sentence sounded like a thousand pounds to Qin Nan's ears.
Is she really going to accept her fate like this? Qin Nan is not willing to give in, but judging from God's attitude, it seems that she is determined to deprive her of her last relative. When she comes back from get off work every day, she will gently prick her face with her beard. When her father was taken away in a car accident, little Qin Nan cursed him, so her punishment was that her mother committed suicide by slitting her wrists two days later.
It seems that this punishment is not over yet, but why doesn't God punish her directly, instead of letting her watch her dearest people leave one by one? However, what can she do if she doesn't accept her fate? Sister can do it
are you back?
Step by step, he fell into the quagmire of despair, trying to struggle but unable to do anything. This is how Qin Nan feels now. Everyone in the classroom was gone, because it was lunch time, and Qin Nan no longer remembered that he had to eat. Since the incident happened
After sleeping, she could hardly eat, but she had to find something to do. At least she could do what she was supposed to do. Qin Nan packed up his things and walked out of the classroom.
When she came out of the library, it was almost lights-out time. If the cleaning staff hadn't reminded her that it was about to close, she might have stayed like that all night, burying herself in a thick and boring theoretical book.
Go, you can concentrate your energy and put an end to random thoughts. This is the only way she can compromise at the moment, to compromise with her fate.
"Xiaoxue." Qin Nan had just left the library door and not taken two steps when he heard a voice coming from behind. He subconsciously stopped and his heart began to beat wildly. He wanted to turn his head away, fearing that the voice just now was an illusion.
"Xiaoxue." He heard it clearly this time, and the voice was closer than before. Qin Nan let out a long breath and slowly turned back with tears in his eyes.
Before she became Qin Nan, her name was Song Xue, while Zheng Fang was named Song Bing. Because they were born in winter, and the first snowfall of that year fell on the day they were born, their father hoped that they would
Two people can be as smart as ice and snow like this name.
When she was a child, the whole family called her Xiaoxue, but this title has not been heard for nearly 20 years, until today. Zheng Fang stood in front of Qin Nan like this, and Qin Nan instinctively hugged her tightly.
He held her tightly, fearing that if he let go, the person in front of him would really disappear and would never be seen again.
Zheng Fang did not escape. Qin Nan slowly let go of his arms, but still held her arm with his own hand. She was really afraid of losing her again. "Thank you for worrying about me." Zheng Fang seemed to feel the same.
Qin Nan's uneasiness and concern for himself.
"It's great that you are back. I thought..." "You thought I would commit suicide, didn't you?" Zheng Fang interrupted Qin Nan, "It was almost, but I won't be as cruel as our mother, so she can be left behind.
We, but I can't leave you." Zheng Fang said to herself, without a trace of emotion in her voice. Qin Nan gritted her teeth. At this moment, she could even forgive the God who had been against her. After all, it was also
He didn't do anything so cruel and kept his sister to himself.
"The school must have made a mistake. Don't worry, we must figure this out. We all believe you." Qin Nan suddenly thought of the reasons that prompted Zheng Fang to run away and wanted to encourage her. "The school didn't make a mistake.
Wrong, I was wrong." Zheng Fang shook her head as she spoke. Qin Nan looked at her blankly, not believing what she said.