After standing in front of Qin Bei's door for a while, Qin Nan sighed and suddenly wanted to talk to him, but still didn't have the courage and weakly pushed open his own door, while Qin Bei's door also opened at the same time.
Qin Bei appeared at the door. Qin Nan was startled and looked at him blankly. Qin Bei's face was much thinner, his eye sockets were a bit sunken, and there were some red threads in his eyes. He was still holding half a lit cigarette in his hand. When he saw
Qin Nan did not speak, but spat out big eye circles. When the smoke dissipated, Qin Bei's expression suddenly seemed a little vicissitudes to Qin Nan. Seeing that he had nothing to say, Qin Nan turned around and went back to his room.
That expression and face touched the softest nerve in my heart.
"How long have you been standing outside my door?" Qin Bei said in a hoarse voice. Qin Nan stopped and did not answer. "Don't you have anything to say to me?" Qin Bei took a puff of cigarette and squinted through the smoke.
Qin Nan's profile. Qin Nan bit his lip. For so many days, he had wanted to say more than a thousand words, but what could she say at this moment?
"You got first place in the exam." Qin Bei said this without thinking. Qin Nan turned to look at him, as if he didn't understand what he said, and seemed to be asking for confirmation. Qin Bei nodded.
, "The total score ranks first in the whole department, you can choose any instructor to guide you." Qin Bei's expression was calm, as if this was something he had expected.
Qin Nan nodded, "Thank you for telling me." Although her expression looked calm, she was still surprised. She had already known the results of the public courses before, which were relatively satisfactory, but she was not sure about the professional courses, and she did not even have high expectations.
Hopefully, now that Qin Bei told her that he was number one, if Qin Bei didn't look like he was lying, she wouldn't believe it at all.
"Does what you promised me back then still count?" Qin Nan remembered what Qin Bei had said. "What?" Qin Bei raised his eyebrows, not understanding what Qin Nan was referring to.
"That is, as long as I get into the top five, you will..." Qin Nan remembers it very clearly and has always regarded it as the goal of his efforts. "You are now the number one and can choose your mentor at will." Qin Bei felt that this should be allowed
The stupid kid understands that she still has this privilege.
"Oh, yes, I just want to know if what you said is true?" Qin Nan stubbornly wanted to get his answer. "Of course, I am also among your candidates. This is my honor." Qin Bei
answer.
"Thank you. If, I mean if, I don't read it, will you blame me?" Qin Nan knew that there was a more difficult level to pass, which was even more uncertain than asking her to get first place. Qin Bei frowned.
After getting entangled together, she looked at Qin Nan for a few seconds and said coldly: "Of course, you have this freedom." She turned around and went back to the room, leaving Qin Nan where she was, watching helplessly as Qin Bei's door opened in front of her.
Close it in front of you.
Lying slumped on the bed, Qin Beifang couldn't get rid of the look of him turning around and leaving. Was his expression disappointed with himself? Why didn't he hope that he could do what he liked as he pleased, but could he be so selfish?
Qin Nan didn't know how to tell the Qin couple about this. She was afraid to see them disappointed with her. That would be tantamount to repaying kindness with hatred, but would she just give up like that? She was unwilling to give up. The goal she had always wanted was finally achieved, but
Still don't dare to hope too much.
And Qin Bei, his alienation, his uncertainty, his unexplained haggardness, will affect every inch of Qin Bei's nerves. But at this time, she hasn't realized that in fact, they have already been deeply in love. In fact, unknowingly, they have already become friends.
There is no way to verify when the other person was carved into his life.
Qin Nan, who was tossing and turning, thought of the sentence in **'s "Poppy Lady" for no reason: "The night is long and the sky is always difficult to see, and I sit up and count the cold stars in my clothes." She did not think that ** was a literati, but she suddenly became interested in this song.
The words resonated, so, as I often do when I have insomnia, I got up and moved to the large window sill to count the stars.
At this moment, she finally understood that she was missing, what a strange missing, the other person was so close, but she felt farther and farther away from her. He was once so close to her, so close to her.
But now, we are strangers to each other, but we don’t know who to blame.
If only I had courage, if I were brave enough, wouldn't it be so tangled, and I wouldn't have to stay up in the cold night? They say hope is a dream for those who are awake, but wasn't this hope given by him?
?Otherwise, how could he allow himself to fall for no reason and be unable to survive? Every star is stubbornly sticking to its established position, unchanged for thousands of years. Qin Nan looked up at them, imagining whether there was something behind every star.
There is a touching story, otherwise how could they be so in love?
The faint light projected on the carpet in the opposite room finally dimmed. Qin Nan understood that he had finally left her alone for the long night, but she didn't know that in another room just two doors away, there was also a person looking up at the night sky.
The torture she endured was no less, or even more, than hers.
Cigarette butts filled the crystal ashtray one by one until he could no longer find a cigarette to soothe his desire and hopelessness at this time. Compared with Qin Nan, he understood his own feelings better at this time, and it was precisely because of this
, and even more to stay away from her. He couldn't figure out whether the kiss she gave her in the villa kitchen was voluntary, but just for Xiaochuan, he should quit, right? Besides, they had a gentleman's agreement.
At this moment, they are both fallen people at the end of the world.