After leaving the coffee shop, I suddenly didn't want to go back so soon, so I simply walked along the road, thinking about what just happened. I just have a good impression of Xiaochuan. If my parents asked me to marry him, at least I wouldn't be with him.
It was annoying to herself, but she never thought that it would hurt innocent people.
Regarding Rita's behavior just now, Qin Nan felt very sorry for her. Maybe she really loved that person, maybe she was really afraid of losing him, but wasn't human dignity important?
She couldn't imagine loving someone to such an extent that she would expose her soul to others, and be so arrogant that she would even beg her humbly for a man. She had never seen this kind of thing in her whole life.
Although she had just pretended to be calm in front of Rita, she was also very confused. She was involved in the relationship between the other two people for no reason. Anyway, she still hurt others unintentionally. At least Rita was injured. Look at her.
She loves Xiaochuan so much, but how can she be sure that Xiaochuan doesn't love her?
Thinking of this, Qin Nan suddenly felt that he was too simple-minded. What if Xiaochuan was also forced by his parents to date him? Just like Qin Bei, wouldn't he become another Xiaoqing? What if Rita and Xiaochuan
If they truly love each other, then wouldn’t I become the sinner who tore them apart alive?
The more she thought about it, the more troublesome the matter became, and she felt very confused. She didn't know what to do next, or exactly how to face Xiaochuan. Qin Bei had already tortured her, and now it was even worse. But at this time, the phone call
It rang, it was Xiaochuan. Qin Nan stood on the roadside and stared at the number that kept beating on the screen. He was almost halfway through singing "Man and Wolf Love" and was still ringing stubbornly without any sign of stopping. He sighed.
In one breath, I pressed the answer button.
"I'm not in school right now." Qin Nan replied and glanced around: "I don't know where I am. I want to go home. Can we meet again another day? That's it." Qin Nan wasn't ready to face it yet.
Xiaochuan decided not to see him for the time being, and besides, he was not in the mood now. In order to reject Xiaochuan, he said that he would not go back to school. Qin Nan did not have the habit of lying. After thinking about it, he waved his hand and stopped a taxi and let it go.
Heading towards Qin's house.
Fortunately, it was time for dinner. Qin Bei worked overtime and didn't come back for dinner. Qin Nan's sudden return surprised the old couple, but they were also very happy.
Because of what happened in the afternoon, Qin Nan went back to his room without eating much. He felt that things were really messy and unorganized. It would be great if he could leave the place where right and wrong happened. It would be best to hide far away, but
Where can I go?
As she was thinking about it, she suddenly remembered what Xiaochuan had said to her, and suddenly she had a flash of inspiration. She took the TOEFL test last year, but she didn't expect that the results were quite good. At that time, she just wanted to prove her English proficiency and didn't expect it to be of any use.
I heard that some liberal arts majors do not require GRE scores, so I thought about it and searched for schools. There are many schools that do not require GRE scores for the major I want to apply for. Looking at the conditions, they are not that demanding.
Qin Nan suddenly felt that maybe going out was the way to go, at least he could study with peace of mind. Besides, from an academic point of view, he should go out to study foreign literature. He had been exposed to Western culture for a long time, and he had long been yearning for it. Besides, he secretly studied in many places.
I had published papers on foreign literature in journals, and an idea gradually became clear in my mind.
I spent the whole night checking school information. Unknowingly, I realized that it was very late. I wanted to take a rest. Then I remembered that Qin Bei didn't seem to be back yet. I looked at the time and heard someone walking on the stairs. I unconsciously changed my mind.
Raising his throat, the footsteps got closer and closer, and finally stopped at the door. Qin Nan's heart tightened, and there seemed to be no sound outside the door. Then his door was pushed open, and Qin Bei appeared at the door.
Nan looked straight at him, seeing the tired look on his face. When he opened the door, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he suddenly regained his composure.
"I thought someone turned on your light and forgot to turn it off." Qin Bei was explaining his abruptness. If Qin Nan was there, he would definitely knock on the door first. After all, it was a girl's room. Qin Nan nodded:
"I met someone today and came home by the way."
"Oh, then you can rest." Qin Bei paused, unable to find a topic.
"You too, good night." Qin Nan felt a little disappointed. He hadn't seen him for several days and neither of them knew what to say. "Well, I have a meeting tomorrow morning and I have to go there early to prepare. I'm afraid I can't send you back to school.
..." Qin Bei remembered and said before turning around to take the door out. Qin Nan nodded: "It doesn't matter." After closing the door, Qin Nan let out a sigh of relief.
The next morning, when Qin Nan changed clothes and went downstairs to go to school, he was stopped by Yuan Jingshu at the entrance.
"Nan Nan, can you do mom a favor?" Qin Nan nodded quickly.
"Your brother called just now and said that he left something he needed for the meeting at home and wanted the driver to deliver it to him. However, I have already made an appointment with your Aunt Fang for a beauty treatment. The time has been booked and it's not convenient. Look..."
"It doesn't matter if I go deliver it." Qin Nan said hurriedly, "That's good. On his desktop, there is a disk called what kind of disk. Why don't you call him and ask him." Yuan Jingshu didn't know what a USB disk was.
Qin Nan nodded. It would be nice to go to Qin's house and meet him once.