We are attached to what we have endured, and we are not willing to abandon what we have paid a huge price for. - George Sand
Qin Bei reacted instantly, put on his clothes as quickly as possible, and chased Zheng Fang downstairs without even looking at Zheng Fang. Seeing Qin Nan get into a taxi, he quickly called one and followed Qin Bei.
After getting out of Nan's car, I wanted to call her, but I realized that I was in a hurry when I got out. I only remembered to take my handbag and not my mobile phone. I was so anxious that I told the driver not to lose the car in front of me.
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Fortunately, Qin Nan's car drove smoothly into Qin's house, and Qin Bei finally breathed a sigh of relief. It was impossible to go back to the dormitory at this time. With Qin Nan's character, she would not choose to go to the hotel.
The thought of going home showed that she was relatively rational now, which gave Qin Bei another glimmer of hope in his already desperate consciousness.
After getting off the car, he followed Qin Nan into the lawn in the yard. Qin Nan finally found him, but he did not stop or make a sound, but walked even faster. Qin Bei caught up with him in a few steps.
He grabbed one of Qin Nan's arms and said, "Listen to my explanation."
Qin Bei was panting because of his eagerness, and the hand on Qin Nan's arm involuntarily increased its strength, as if as soon as he let go, the woman he loved so much would disappear from his eyes.
"How about tomorrow? I promise you I'll listen to your explanation tomorrow." Qin Nan's voice was unusually calm. Under the faint moonlight, Qin Bei couldn't see her subtle expression, but her almost cold calmness made him shudder for a while.
, Qin Bei let go of his hand dejectedly, Qin Nan turned around and walked into the entrance hall. Qin Bei followed him in, but deliberately kept a distance. It was estimated that Qin Nan had returned to his room before going upstairs.
Qin Nan couldn't explain why she was so calm. She thought she would collapse, but in fact she didn't. Apart from a moment of despair, she actually felt a sense of relief. Perhaps she had been mentally prepared to lose everything. It seemed that she was
God finally took action and killed two birds with one stone, taking away not only her love, but also her last and only relative.
For a moment, Qin Nan even wanted to laugh loudly. Is there any other trick? Just try it out. After experiencing so many hardships, Qin Nan has become immune to all poisons. This is okay, so as not to worry about it.
Falling deeper and deeper into the hope that I have spun.
Everything has been taken away. Anyway, she has very little left, and she will not resist anymore. Since this is her fate, what is the use of struggling? She doesn't blame Qin Bei, nor Zheng Fang, they are just
It's just another tool for God to punish myself.
Go home, yes, at least there is a home. Although I have felt that I have been staying there since I was a child, now, this is the only place that can accommodate me, isn't it?
But why, after meeting Qin Bei and finding out that he had been following her, she felt a heartbreaking pain. The past events were repeated one by one, all his good things and his warm embrace.
, all his tolerance and pampering towards her, flooded into Qin Nan's mind at this moment, overwhelming, together with the unbearable scene of him and Zheng Fang she had just encountered, tearing at her memory and nerves, shaking this month.
A dark and windy sleepless night.
However, when the initial hysterical extreme emotions passed, the silence of the long night forced Qin Nan to calm down, and she discovered that there were many illogical aspects in this matter, although she was extremely reluctant to recall this past event, and even wanted to
She didn't want to think about it, but her instinct reminded her that things might not be what she saw on the surface.
After all, Qin Nan has read a lot of books. She knows how to examine things with a rational eye. The most important thing is that she has always believed in Qin Bei subconsciously, so even if "seeing is believing", she still does not believe in Qin Bei.
Will betray himself.
The first thing she thought of was that Qin Bei was drunk. Zheng Fang arranged the illusion without Qin Bei's knowledge, and then used Qin Bei's mobile phone to notify her. However, what Humbert once said made Qin Nan tangled. She believed that Humbert
Te said that more than 80% of drunk people are conscious, so when Qin Bei was conscious, how could he let Zheng Fang come in and fall asleep before she left?
Taking a step back, another hypothesis is that Qin Bei truly lost consciousness or thought Zheng Fang was himself. Then how could he guarantee that he did not have physical relations with Zheng Fang? Qin Nan imagined various situations and came to the final conclusion
It was no longer possible for her and Qin Bei to be together, not only because of her own mysophobia, but also because she understood one thing, which shocked her greatly, that is, Zheng Fang also loved Qin Bei.
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In Starbucks, Qin Nan and Qin Bei were sitting by the window. Both of them had not slept all night and looked haggard. Qin Bei told what happened in his memory last night.
He remembered that the driver and Zheng Fang took him home. He asked Zheng Fang to leave, but Zheng Fang said that he would make him a glass of honey water before leaving. Qin Bei fell asleep because he couldn't support it. When he woke up, he saw
After seeing the scene Qin Nan saw, as for the text message, Qin Bei was sure that he had never sent it to Qin Nan, and he could guarantee that although he was unconscious in his sleep, he had never done anything wrong to Qin Nan.