After the initial surprise and panic has passed, and when you begin to understand something, you will use reason to make a decision. Since there is no way to escape, you must face and choose. Qin Nan became calm and strong.
stand up.
Facing the website selling misfetrione on the computer page, Qin Nan gritted his teeth and clicked the purchase button with the mouse.
The medicine was delivered by courier the next day. Qin Nan lay on the bed and read the English instructions over and over again, almost memorizing them.
She knew that as long as she drank these medicines, a total of six pills, for three days, this little life would cease to exist, which meant that she would completely cut off the last trace of flesh and blood connection with Qin Bei, and she would also
You will no longer be troubled and can continue on the path you have decided on long ago.
However, until the joints of her hands that were holding the medicine turned white, she still did not have the courage to take the two small white tablets.
Whether it was hoping to find courage in Qin Bei's voice, or saying goodbye to him for the last time, Qin Nan suddenly thought of something, and opened the MP3 given to her by Qin Bei with trembling hands.
The music of "Werewolf Love" instantly filled her eardrums. Qin Nan got a quick thought because the title of the song was "When a child is born". Could it be that God was doing this for her?
Choice? Otherwise, why let her hear this song at this time? The music that she was so familiar with suddenly had a special meaning for Qin Nan at this moment. The lyrics that she had not noticed much in the past suddenly became clear, and every sentence became clear.
Beating her already fragile nerves:
A light of hope shines in the sky
A tiny star lights up the way in the sky
Across the entire earth, a new dawn begins
It's all because of the birth of a child
Silent wishes sail across the sea
The turning wind whispers in the treetops
The wall of suspicion collapses
It's all because of the birth of a child
…
Grief and suffering will be forgotten, forever forgotten
It was a dream, an illusion
But the future will soon come true
Across the entire earth, a new dawn begins
It's all because of the birth of a child
When a child is born, child, born, when these keywords fill Qin Nan's mind, before her head is burst, Qin Nan turns off the mp3 player and for the first time does it without taking a shower.
He took it off and threw it out of sight...
Okay, Qin Bei, you win.
Qin Nan flushed all the medicine she bought online at a high price into the toilet, and at the same time made up her mind that she would give birth to this child and raise him well no matter what difficulties she encountered.
Once she had made up her mind, she calmed down and felt that her wandering life had a direction. It was like a person who didn't know why she was living suddenly discovered the meaning and value of living. She was even secretly glad that she was not acting impulsively.
After drinking those medicines, she even wanted to thank Qin Bei for reminding herself with that song at such a critical moment. What's more, she wanted to thank him for giving her a child, a child for both of them. In this way, they would
Lifelong blood connection.
At the fork in the road of life, a decision will change a person's destiny. Obviously, Qin Nan made such a decision.
An international student from a foreign country had to learn how to live independently from scratch, but now he is determined to be a single mother. This requires not only courage, but also strong will and belief support. Qin Nan did not retreat, she seemed to have become a single mother overnight.
When she grew up, she suddenly felt the responsibility on her shoulders. From now on, she must not be weak, because she will be a mother.
After thinking again and again, Qin Nan used her Qin's stock dividends for the first time. The number on it shocked her. She had always thought that the money had nothing to do with her, and she had never paid any attention to the amount above. But now
She must use this money, otherwise she will not be able to raise this child, at least, she cannot be born in a student dormitory.
Qin Nan has a belief that since he has decided to let him come into this world, he must try his best to give him the best, because he is destined to not be able to give him a complete home and father, so he can no longer let him
Having been wronged in another way, since he is the flesh and blood of the Qin family, it makes sense to use the money to raise him. At worst, he will return it when he can support himself in the future. In the current situation, Qin Nan has no other choice.