Supplementary thoughts after the end of the first volume
The story of Qin Nan and Qin Bei was finally explained. After typing the last word, he let out a long breath.
I always thought that once it was finished, I would sleep hard all day and night, but I actually finished it, but I still couldn’t sleep at all. If there hadn’t been a second part, I think Nan and Bei and I should be here.
Say goodbye.
This article was written during the Mid-Autumn Festival last year. At that time, I just wanted to write it for myself, so there was no pressure. I easily weaved stories every day, wrote about the throbbing of two people, and wrote about the simple feeling of falling in love. This article
It brought me a lot of happiness. I wrote 80,000 words in two months, so I mustered up the courage to post it.
Although the response from readers at that time was lukewarm, a small number of people were reading it every day. I was happy to share this story with those few readers. I felt very satisfied at the time and told myself that as long as one person reads it, I will
I also need to finish writing her.
Later, because I got married, I didn't have the energy to write for a long time, which led to the current situation. All the saved manuscripts were consumed. I had to write every day for updates, which brought me a lot of pressure.
As the number of readers increases, everyone's demand for speed becomes more and more urgent. Therefore, this article is no longer a happy pastime for me, but has become a huge pressure.
Under such pressure, I was afraid that I would become mediocre and that my creativity would be annihilated. I once tried to stay up all night to write articles in order to speed up, but as a result, I couldn’t even pass this test, so I had to spend time to re-write it.
Writing, this makes me have to doubt whether I really have the qualities that an online writer should have - being productive.
But despite repeated revisions, deletions and rewrites, I still insisted on my own style and completed it according to my own ideas.
It's like giving birth to your own child. From pregnancy to birth, you are anxious and full of energy for every step. When he is born and grows up, you have to worry about everything about him, trying to make him as perfect as possible.
He is recognized by more people.
Suddenly I discovered that people really cannot be satisfied. Because of expectations, there are demands. Today is finally over. I feel like I have been reborn. In the love between South and North, in these stumbles, I am with you, my dears.
growing up.
Thank you all again. I am so excited that I cannot express it in words. To every reader who has read the work, thank you for reading.
The third chapter of the entire article is a watershed. If the first part shows the natural part, then the second half is the social part. In the first and second chapters, the North and the South at that time were still fully enjoying the love.
It's beautiful. Although there are entanglements, they focus on their own emotions and each other. The relationship at that time was almost uninterrupted by the outside world. It was very pure and true. It seemed that we were back to the days when we were in love. There was nothing wrong with reading it.
pressure.
But all the latter part shows is the handling of various social relationships. At this time, love takes a back seat, responsibility is pushed to the front, and morality completely overrides love. The fundamental attribute of human beings still lies in their social attributes. As long as love is concerned, other things will not be considered.
Everything is irresponsible. The protagonist cannot just enjoy the beauty of love without taking on a series of social problems caused by their love. Escape is not the answer, it must be faced and solved, so the first half is not so much
Romance novels, then the second half is ethics novels.
There are a thousand Hamlets in the hearts of a thousand readers. Therefore, while reading, everyone will emerge with plots or characters that they feel should be developed, so some people may not understand some of the psychological descriptions and foreshadowing.
Every psychological description in Danzhuang is to prepare for the character's next action or experience, and it plays a role in shaping the character. I will not tolerate the existence of dispensable words. I think these foreshadowing roles are indispensable.
of.
In fact, psychological description is difficult for me personally, because I need to constantly experience its rationality over and over again, and then express it in language that I think is more beautiful. Sometimes I need to think over and over again for a long time to say a sentence.
Although some readers cannot understand why this part should be described with such care. Because it is the baptism that a work must go through. So I can only keep telling myself that I have a clear conscience, keep cheering myself up, and work on it for a long time.
Only through psychological construction can you continue to devote yourself to creation.
Then someone wants to say again, why are you so stingy, Tianzhuang, and you still don’t allow others to speak? It’s not that Tianzhuang doesn’t allow others to speak. As long as they are reasonable opinions and suggestions, they are support and encouragement for Tianzhuang. Tianzhuang can only ask for it, but in the face of misunderstandings
Occasionally, I would feel aggrieved because I would not be recognized by others for my hard work. If I didn’t care about the readers, I would not be subject to these grievances. However, I am a person who wants to read and analyze every reader’s message.
Recently, I have controlled myself not to read the comments to avoid being disturbed, but I just can’t do it. Here I would also like to say something to my readers on behalf of all other authors, don’t treat an author for several hours just because you paid a few cents.
Is it okay to easily deny the work of others? Every author will dedicate his most exquisite works to everyone.
This may be the result of countless revisions. Every modification, every deletion and rewriting, the author has put in so much effort. You may not like it, but please give us the minimum respect, because the authors are really very good.
Fragile. Of course, we also need to listen to all opinions comprehensively. Every voice gives me the most sincere support. I would like to thank everyone for their encouragement and support.
Now let’s talk about Qin Nan. Many friends are used to treating Dan Zhuang and Qin Nan in the same way. First of all, let me state that Dan Zhuang is not Qin Nan, and even his personality is exactly the opposite of Qin Nan. Dan Zhuang is an impatient Northeastern person who often does not know how to be patient.
, many of Qin Nan’s actions may not be possible for me in this life, but it does not prevent me from truly loving this character.
Compared with Qin Bei, Qin Nan is a more complicated character. When I see many people blaming Qin Nan, I feel very sad. It is even sadder than directly blaming me. I think everyone still has some feelings for Qin Nan.
Misreading, the reason for misreading is that I ignored some details that I deliberately set up to show her secret heart, and was also misled by what the irrational Qin Bei said.
Qin Nan's growth environment has created her fragile, sensitive, and low self-esteem character. It can be said that she is a pessimistic fatalist. Once she encounters a setback, she will blame fate. However, because of the influence of books, she is very aloof.
and Qing Gao, so Qin Nan is a person with very contradictory dual personalities. It can be said that every behavior of hers is the result of the constant game between her two personalities. The first time she ran away because of Zheng Fang, it has two meanings. On the surface
It was driven by her sense of morality, which was essentially the result of the aloof side of her taking over. In fact, it was not an escape, but a test of her relationship with Qin Bei. This could be said to be a disguised proactive attack.
And the second time, she seemed to have made the same choice as the first time, so everyone judged her as escaping, retreating, being weak and irresponsible, etc. In fact, this was biased.
You can think about it, happiness is a very luxurious thing for Qin Nan. After she and Qin Bei experienced the days in Gulangyu and Sanya where they were almost in the clouds of happiness, she almost believed that happiness would really favor her.
After her, pay attention to almost, because in her deep consciousness, she believed that she was destined not to be happy. Zheng Fang's second suicide was equivalent to throwing her from the clouds to the bottom of the valley. What she said to Qin Bei at this time
It was not because of Zheng Fang, but out of a desperate instinct, because her psychological defense had collapsed at this time.
You can imagine the feeling of despair. The decision to give up at this time was not because of Zheng Fang, but because of Qin Nan's compromise with fate. It can be said that Qin Nan is like the Buddha pushing the stone up the mountain every day. She has never given up mentally.
Hope has been fighting against fate. Although happiness always slips away within reach, this time, she was really tired and didn't want to fight against fate anymore, so she and Qin Bei said they gave up.
Qin Bei also lost his former rationality under the circumstances at that time. What he said to Qin Nan also proved that he did not understand Qin Nan at that time, and everyone was misled by the irrational Bei and pointed the finger at Nan.
One thing that is certain is that at that time, both North and South lost their former rationality. In an impulsive situation, no matter what they said did not represent their true thoughts, it was precisely in this way that South and North were real people of flesh and blood.
, rather than God. I don’t know if everyone has considered this.
The reason why Qin Nan gave up this time was because she was a perfectionist, so the second time she gave up was still the result of the game between her two contradictory personalities, but this time the pessimistic side gained the upper hand.
She is a contradictory synthesis of traditional Chinese women and modern women. She is embodying the character traits of many women in today's society. Because of her tolerance, her excellence, and her desire, she is painful and vivid.
There is also Qin Bei. Qin Bei is a perfect image in my mind. I love him very much. As for people who think he is indecisive, this is actually quite understandable. The more people read, the stricter they are on themselves.
The easier it is to be constrained by various external constraints, the more he has to consider, but in my opinion this is his advantage. A real man will never put love completely above responsibility. Qin
Bei's love is passionate and painful. He is an ideal man. After speaking from the ideal, it returns to reality. So he is a real man.
The story of South and North in the first volume ends here, and the second volume will be released tomorrow. The story in the second volume is more independent, and it is a V article from the beginning. If there are no accidents, the second volume will be updated steadily with 3,000 words every day. I think it can be tolerated.
At this speed, if readers who are interested and still confident that Light Makeup will not be disappointed are willing to follow, Light Makeup will try its best to satisfy you.
The content of the second volume will be more broad. In addition to love stories, it also involves the education of children, the emotional crisis of middle-aged people and other issues. Because it cannot be avoided, those who only want to read pure romantic love stories should be careful.
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For readers who have been disappointed with Danzhuang, Danzhuang would still like to thank you. Being able to persevere and get here is a great support. However, please understand that the following article is for those who really love Danzhuang and all the characters. You can choose
No, but please understand me.
Bow again. Thank you all. I wish you all a happy day!