After a long time, Xuan Ningyi's heart gradually calmed down, and she quickly took the two medical books Murong Jingwan wanted and walked out of the secret room.
"Yi, why have you been gone for so long?" Murong Jingwan looked at Xuan Ningyi in confusion.
Xuan Ningyi shook his head guiltily and said with a smile: "There are too many medical books in the secret room. It took a lot of time to look for them."
Murong Jingwan reached out and took the medical book from Xuan Ningyi's hand without any doubt, and flipped through a few pages to make sure that Xuan Ningyi had got it right.
"Wan'er, when are you going to Luoyang?" Xuan Ningyi asked in a deep voice, but the hands hanging on both sides could not help but tremble. If they told Murong Jingwan that Xuan Ningxuan was not her imperial brother, they would definitely
Reconciliation was as good as before in Luoyang.
"I'll leave in a few days." Murong Jingwan said word by word, but her eyes were filled with conflict and reluctance. Not long after Xuan Che was born, she was leaving him. And this time, she didn't know that she
Can you come back safely?
"Wan'er, I'm going to bring Che'er." Xuan Ningyi walked out quickly, and when he came back, he was holding a small baby in his hands.
Murong Jingwan carefully took Xuan Che from Xuan Ningyi's arms, fearing to wake up the sleeping baby.
Xiao Xuanche, who was sleeping, felt warm liquid rolling on his forehead, and couldn't help but frown. His movements did not attract anyone's attention. There was more and more warm liquid on his forehead, and Xiao Xuanche couldn't help but open his eyes.
He closed his eyes and burst into tears.
"Che'er, be good, don't cry!" Murong Jingwan coaxed Xuan Che hurriedly.
Xuan Che gradually stopped crying and looked curiously at the woman holding him. The hand wrapped in the quilt stretched out and patted Murong Jingwan's face softly.
"Che'er, I am your mother, don't forget it, understand?" Murong Jingwan kissed Xuan Che's forehead and said with choked sobs.
Xuan Che couldn't understand what Murong Jingwan was talking about, but he smelled a nice milky fragrance and kept rubbing his face against Murong Jingwan's breasts.
"Che'er is really good at eating. I just ate it before going to bed." Xuan Ningyi lovingly poked Xuan Che's tender little face with her hand.
Murong Jingwan didn't take it seriously and said with a smile: "Yi, all newborn babies are like this. They can eat and sleep."
"Wan'er, you breastfeed Che'er, I'll step aside for a moment." Xuan Ningyi said considerately, and not surprisingly, Murong Jingwan blushed instantly.
After Xuan Ningyi left, Murong Jingwan slowly untied her clothes. Little Xuanche immediately opened his mouth and drank happily.
"Che'er, you have to grow up well, you know? Your father and mother love you very much. If your mother cannot come back, you must remember that your mother really loves you very much." Murong Jingwan
Patting Xiao Xuanche's back gently, the tears flowed even more fiercely.
Little Xuanche couldn't understand Murong Jingwan's words, nor could he understand how sad his mother was now.
After making sure that little Xuanche was full, Murong Jingwan gently picked up little Xuanche, patted his back and made him burp.
Xiao Xuanche stretched out his hand to play with Murong Jingwan's black hair hanging on his chest, his dark eyes kept turning.
When Murong Jingwan lowered her head to look at Xiao Xuanche again, he had already fallen asleep leaning on Murong Jingwan's chest.
When Xuan Ningyi came in from outside the room, she saw Murong Jingwan looking at little Xuanche reluctantly.
"Wan'er, Che'er fell asleep again. She looks like a little pig." Xuan Ningyi approached with a smile, interrupting Murong Jingwan's gaze.
"The fact that Che'er can eat and sleep means that Che'er is very healthy." Murong Jingwan said lightly. She originally thought that the child she gave birth to would be burdened with sin, but she didn't expect that Che'er would be so healthy.
"Are you really willing to leave Che'er?" Xuan Ningyi asked again.
Murong Jingwan shook her head gently, Che'er was so young, how could she be willing to leave him. But she had to leave, didn't she? His father needed him more than he did.
Although Murong Jingwan did not answer, Xuan Ningyi already understood everything in his heart. If Murong Jingwan could let go of Xuan Ningxuan, he would give her her mother's secret letter.
* * * **
Xuan Ningxuan anxiously walked back and forth in the simple wooden shed. It had been almost seven days since he came to Luoyang. Not only was the plague in Luoyang not under control, but more and more people were infected with the plague.
Xuan Ningxuan brought all the imperial doctors in the palace who were skilled in medicine, but the imperial doctors were helpless.
"Your Majesty, would you like to eat first? You haven't eaten for a whole day." Caixia comforted her softly. Xuan Ningxuan came to Luoyang this time and only brought her and Caiyun with him. He thought they would help the queen escape.
Outside the palace, Xuan Ningxuan would definitely kill them, but he didn't expect that he would keep them. If he hadn't fallen in love with Murong Jingwan, Xuan Ningxuan would definitely not have done this.
"Please step aside first. I'm not hungry." Xuan Ningxuan waved his hand and said seriously. If the epidemic cannot be controlled, how will he be able to eat?
Caixia did not leave, but placed the dinner on Xuan Ningxuan's desk.
Murong Jingwan left for five months, and Xuan Ningxuan numbed himself by dealing with political affairs every day. The people of Luoyang didn't know how hard their emperor worked, but she and Caiyun knew clearly. Since Murong Jingwan left, Xuan Ningxuan
Losing weight day by day.
"Caixia, why don't you listen to what I say?" Xuan Ningxuan said pretending to be angry.
"Your Majesty, if you don't eat, your body will not be able to bear it. The people of Luoyang need you, and the people of the world also need you." Caixia said neither humble nor overbearing.
Xuan Ningxuan glared at Caixia fiercely and said jokingly: "Why, not long after following Jingwan, she became so sharp-tongued."
As soon as they finished speaking, both of them were stunned. Xuan Ningxuan shook his head helplessly. He would always think of Murong Jingwan inadvertently, and he was destined to be unable to forget her in this life.
"Your Majesty, if the empress knows that you have ruined yourself like this, she will definitely be sad." Caixia said lonely, her longing for Murong Jingwan in her heart was aroused by Xuan Ningxuan.
Is it possible? Will his Jingwan be sad? Xuan Ningxuan knows the answer clearly, Murong Jingwan will not be sad. She has no love for him, only hatred.
"Caixia, please step aside first, I will take care of dinner." Xuan Ningxuan said in a deep voice, his sad expression not wanting anyone to notice.
Caixia bowed slightly and exited the wooden shed of Xuan Ningxuan. She couldn't help but think that if Murong Jingwan was here, she might be able to control the plague with her medical skills.
After Caixia left, Xuan Ningxuan slowly sat on the chair beside him. Since Murong Jingwan left, all his thoughts were on political affairs and he did everything by himself. The people in the world only know that they have
A wise king who governs the country. Only Xuan Ningxuan understands in his heart that he just wants his body to be slowly eroded by doing this. Every day he lives now is painful for him.
