What kind of fate is a good fate, and what kind of love is worthy of seriousness? This question must have puzzled many people, because there is no answer to this question. Some are just mixed arguments. Love is really difficult for people.
I understand. Love is really confusing. But love is also an indispensable emotion for people. A life without love is incomplete and incomplete. And Mu Xinyu is now hoping that her life can be less like this.
Huan. Even if your life is incomplete and lacks many sweet memories, you will no longer bother yourself and turn yourself into a completely unknown person.
Yes, in order to gain the qualification to pursue Han Lie, she once transformed herself into a strong woman in the shopping mall and a master of communication. But now that she has left him, she still feels like transforming herself for him. It is ridiculous to say that now she will even
Transformation has become a habit. As long as he doesn't like it, she will subconsciously transform herself into something he likes. Just like now, she obviously wants to buy her favorite stinky tofu, but then she remembers that Han Lie doesn't like it the most.
Because of this smell, he gave up the idea and quickly fled the stall.
"well!"
Mu Xinyu sighed deeply, with a wry smile on her lips.
"I still can't get rid of it. I still remember his habits so well. In the past, I was always careful not to violate his habits, so that he could be more comfortable when getting along with me. But now, obviously
I have been far away from him, but I am still the same. I still care about his habits, I still sacrifice myself for him, I still hope that he will be comfortable, and I still..."
Mu Xinyu shook her head, and the bitter smile on her lips seemed to get worse.
"Well, forget it, let's not think about it. The more I think about it, the more I realize that I am not living for myself at all, but for him."
"What's wrong, why don't you eat?"
Lin Yaxiu, who followed Mu Xinyu out of the stall, was really puzzled. She remembered that Mu Xinyu used to like this the most, but now she avoids it. Why is this?
"Didn't you love to eat before? What's wrong now?"
Mu Xinyu raised her head and looked directly at her friend, her eyes full of helplessness.
"Yaxiu, I'm done, I'm done! I still remember his preferences and still care about his preferences. What should I do, what should I do?"
Lin Yaxiu stood in front of her friend and watched her vent quietly. She already had a rough understanding of what had just happened, but there was nothing she could do about it. She could only accompany her to vent so that she could feel more comfortable.
"What should I do, what should I do! Yaxiu, Yaxiu, what should I do, what should I do!"
Lin Yaxiu didn't speak, she just hugged Mu Xinyu and gave her a warm, clinging embrace. She knew that there was nothing she could do to help her, and no one except Han Lie could untie this knot in her heart.
After a long time, Scholar Lin Ya finally opened her mouth and slowly revealed the solution she had thought of.
"Xinyu, go home!"
Mu Xinyu was stunned, completely unable to believe what Lin Yaxiu just said.
"Yaxiu, what did you just say?"
Lin Yaxiu looked into Mu Xinyu's eyes and said seriously.
"Go back, your heart is already there, isn't it? Stop making excuses for yourself, even if there is no reason for Xiao Ao, you will still come back. Because, he is here. As long as he is here for one day, your heart will be
Stay here for a day. So Xinyu, stop lying to yourself. Go back to him, you will be happier that way."
"But...but."
Mu Xinyu lowered her head with a guilty conscience, no longer daring to look at Lin Yaxiu. Yes, Lin Yaxiu guessed it right. She has never driven him away from her heart from before to now. But she still will not go back, because
She doesn't know yet whether he really loves her.
"Why don't you try to find out what you don't understand? If you just guess like this, how long will it take for you to guess his heart?"
Once again, Lin Yaxiu guessed Mu Xinyu's thoughts. Looking at Mu Xinyu who was cowering and not daring to move forward, Lin Yaxiu sighed heavily. She once again deeply felt the changes in Mu Xinyu.
"Xinyu, you have changed!"
Lin Yaxiu looked at the top of Mu Xinyu's head and whispered in her ear.
"You used to have the courage to give it a try. Now you are worried about gains and losses and no longer have the courage to question. Oh, tell me, what should I do to you?"
Mu Xinyu cried, and she cried silently again in Lin Yaxiu's arms.
Lin Yaxiu put her arms around Mu Xinyu's slightly trembling shoulders, buried her head in her black hair and took a deep breath.
"Haha, it still hasn't changed."
Lin Yaxiu gently stroked Mu Xinyu's hair, and a smile gradually appeared in her eyes. She used a very gentle voice to comfort Mu Xinyu who was crying.
"In fact, people always have to change. It just depends on whether it is good or bad, whether it is worth it or not. Xinyu, change for him in your heart, is it good or bad, is it worth it or not?"
Mu Xinyu raised her face, which was already wet, and looked at Lin Yaxiu in confusion.
"What...what is worthy and what is not worthy?"
Lin Yaxiu wiped away her tears gently, the smile on her face still warm.
"This is not a question you would ask. Usually only Yu Bai would ask this kind of question."
"Pfft!"
Mu Xinyu couldn't help but smile, her wet face seemed to have a rainbow hanging on it.
"Haha, finally laughed!"
Lin Yaxiu smiled more gently, making Mu Xinyu feel more at ease.
"You haven't answered me yet!"
"Okay, okay, I'll tell you right now."
Seeing Mu Xinyu's childish side, Lin Yaxiu smiled knowingly. This was rare. Mu Xinyu hadn't been like this since high school. Looking at it now, it was really precious.
"It depends on your heart. If your heart thinks it is worth doing, then it is worth it. If your heart thinks it is not worth it, then it is not worth it."
Lin Yaxiu raised her hand and gently pushed Mu Xinyu's hair away from her face. Her eyes were so warm, they looked like the light of a candle that could point people to the way forward.
"Heart, is it heart?"
Mu Xinyu frowned and murmured to herself in a low voice.