"Haha, I remember that I was really dumbfounded at the time and stared at him like a nymphomaniac for a long time. I was really frightened by myself at the time and thought I had become a nymphomaniac. But I got used to it later and thought,
For him, I could give up everything. Haha, in the end, I really did it. In order to become his right-hand man, I sacrificed all my entertainment time, turning the carefree girl who was originally lively, cheerful and fond of sports into the ruthless and decisive person I am now.
Strong woman. Haha... It's a bit ironic now that I think about it. After doing so much, I only got the result of "replacing her when I feel passionate". Mu Xinyu, Mu Xinyu, you are such a stupid woman.
Work your life for such a person, and even be grateful for the smile he gives you. Haha... How stupid."
Mu Xinyu laughed at herself, pain filled her face, turning her originally delicate and charming face into a bitter melon.
"Actually, you don't have to be so pessimistic. Maybe everything is not as bad as you think."
"who?"
Mu Xinyu didn't expect anyone to come, and she looked shocked.
"It's me, Shangguan Lin."
Shangguan Lin walked in from outside the class door and sat opposite Mu Xinyu. There was no obvious expression on his face, but his eyes revealed his innermost feelings, filled with worry.
"Haha...it turns out to be you."
After seeing the person clearly, Mu Xinyu's heartbeat calmed down, but at the same time she felt a little disappointed. She thought it was the cold.
Haha... Mu Xinyu, don't be stupid. Han Lie doesn't even remember going to high school with you, so how could he come here to find you? Wake up, Mu Xinyu.
The fan-like thick eyelashes did not block the disappointment in Mu Xinyu's eyes, which was easily captured by the observant Shangguan. The Shangguan frowned slightly, no longer as relaxed as before.
"Stop thinking about it, it won't do you any good. Maybe he really hasn't figured it out yet, but you've been waiting for so many years, so what's the point of waiting a few more years."
He could see through her heart and read the deep exhaustion in her eyes, but Han Lie was his life and death friend after all, and he couldn't watch such a good woman leave his friend like this.
"But how long do I have to wait? I have been waiting for 10 years. From high school to now, everyone around him has noticed me, but he has never cared about me. What do you want me to think?"
Mu Xinyu, who was already a little hysterical, shouted loudly at Shangguan. In fact, she didn't want to, but if she didn't vent to her most trusted friend now, she suspected that she would collapse. And Shangguan let her cry and roar in front of him. He knew that once
When she walks out of school, she becomes an all-powerful secretary again, covering up all her emotions.
"Hey... why bother with this? Wouldn't it be nice to tell him you love him openly? Why do you torture yourself like this?"
Shangguan Lin gently stroked Mu Xinyu's head, like a big brother who loved his sister to the core.
"You know clearly that this won't work. If you tell him, he will definitely quit me immediately. Then I will never have the chance to get close to him again. I don't want to leave him like this, and I don't want to never see him again in my life."
to him."
"But is it any better for you like this? Are you satisfied with being his mistress? Don't you want to stay with him for the rest of your life?"
"I think, I think, I think, but what's the use of thinking? It's a dream that can't happen!"
"How do you know you can't do it if you don't try hard?"
Shangguan Lin took a deep breath, calmed down his turbulent mood, and then continued: "Try it, the worst is to leave him, and continuing like this is not an option."
Mu Xinyu wiped away her tears and returned to the cold and ruthless side.
"Lin, I know you are good for me, but please give me some more time and wait until I really think about it before I tell you the answer, okay?"
Shangguan Lin stood up with her and patted her shoulder, his eyes filled with affection.
"Silly girl, you don't need to give me any answers, but remember, I will always stand behind you and be your strongest backing. If you are of any use to me, you are welcome, just come to me, you know
Yes, I want to treat you as my own sister."
Hearing this, Mu Xinyu showed a smile as bright as the sky after the rain.
"Well, good brother, Xinyu remembers it."
"Haha, silly girl."
The afterglow of the sun shone warmly on the two of them, forming two long shadows on the ground, getting farther and farther away, and finally disappeared, leaving only a faint warm smell in the air, setting off the loneliness of the sunset.
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"Xinyu, let Lin take you back. I'm really worried about you doing this."
There were four women and three men standing at the entrance of Huiru Academy. They were all outstanding in appearance and bearing, exuding the aura of nobility.
"Yeah, you'd better find someone to give it to you. If it's inconvenient for a boy to give it to you, then I can give it to you. That's okay, right?"
She knew that both of them meant well, but it was really inappropriate for them to give it away. She did not tell them that she was now Han Lie's mistress. She didn't want her friends to worry about her, so she didn't mention it at all.
Lie has never mentioned this matter to anyone outside, so now the only one who knows about her relationship with Han Lie is the fourth son of Hui Ru.
"Okay, since Xinyu said no, forget it. Xinyu, you have to be careful on the road. If you have any trouble that you can't handle, just call us. Don't be afraid of troublesome us."
Thinking that he knew Xin Yu's thoughts, Shangguan Lin quickly stepped forward to help convince everyone, and everyone had to give in, but several sisters Tao still explained uneasily.
Lin Yaxiu habitually pushed the eyes on the bridge of her nose and stepped forward to pat Mu Xinyu on the shoulder.
"Since you insist, we won't force you anymore. Hey... I always feel that you have some secrets that you are hiding, but since you don't want to mention it, I don't want to force you to tell it. I just hope you remember that no matter what happens,
I will support you to the end. If you are tired, I will be here waiting for you to dock at any time."
Mu Xinyu raised her hand and wiped away the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes with the corner of her clothes.
It had been a long time since she had felt like this, this feeling of being cared for by her family. This feeling of warmth, this feeling of sweetness flowing in her heart.
Mu Xinyu raised her head, full of tenderness. She raised the corners of her mouth and showed the most perfect bright smile. She opened her hands and took her good sisters into her arms.
"Good sisters, I will remain the same throughout my life. Thank you for giving me the feeling of family. I feel so lucky to have the honor of knowing you. I love you."
"Xin...Xinyu, don't...don't be like this...this is really weird. People...people will suspect that we are gay."
The most introverted Han Qingxue has blushed with embarrassment on her delicate and fair face, while Fan Yubai is contentedly enjoying the rare warmth from his friends.
"I don't care about other people, as long as we are happy. Xinyu, hold me for a little longer. I don't know how long it will take to see you again. This time I have to hold you well."
It was like this for a long time before the four girls reluctantly let go of each other.
"I really have to leave this time, and you should take good care of yourselves before leaving."
Mu Xinyu hailed a taxi and got in, but she still leaned on the glass behind the car and looked at her sisters standing there with nostalgia.
It would be a lie to say that she has no nostalgia. Only here can she be herself without worrying about anything. Only in front of Lin Yaxiu and the others, she does not need to wear a cold mask to hide her feelings.
"Hey... I really don't want to leave. Haha... It feels better to be with them. Why was I so stupid at that time, I chose to be cold and ignored the more important friends around me. Haha... I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid.
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Mu Xinyu shook her head, her eyes full of self-mockery.
"Miss, xxx has arrived. Do you think this is here?"
At the driver's reminder, Mu Xinyu realized that she and Han Lie had arrived at their home.
"Oh, this is it, thank you."
After paying the money, Mu Xinyu got out of the car, but she stood outside the house for a long time with no intention of entering.
Suddenly, Mu Xinyu felt that this huge home was like a huge and gorgeous cage, and all of this was her own choice.
Mu Xinyu smiled bitterly and murmured to herself: "Haha... is it really your own fault, love? Haha... is this the love you want?"