After wiping away his tears, he was still the unsmiling Qianye Shihan.
He is not good at words, not because he cannot speak, but because he does not want to speak.
Say, what's the use?
What you love will eventually leave you.
What you want to have has never been yours.
Qianye Shihan took Xiao Guoguo and returned to the "home" where his family of three had lived for several years when the moon was hanging in the sky.
"Daddy, I'm hungry, so hungry."
Guoguo had long since lost her energy, so she let Qianye Shihan carry her on her back, leaning against him like a wilted little koala.
The little body is soft, like a silkworm chrysalis without bones.
"I'll prepare delicious food for you when we get back. We'll be home soon."
"Daddy, Guoguo wants to eat the pie you made, the one with strawberries in it..."
Guoguo pouted her little mouth, looking pretty.
With her round face and big round eyes, she is as cute and beautiful as a Barbie doll. Although Chiba Shihan doesn’t eat much, she has worked hard on her cooking skills and raised her little Guoguo to look like
The little pig is as plump as a pig.
"Okay, whatever Guoguo wants to eat, daddy will cook it for you."
The two men just walked into the house under the moonlight.
As soon as he entered the house, the warm light inside the house hurt Qianye Shihan's heart.
This warmth, this soft figure that I saw when I returned home, will no longer belong to me.
Guoguo ran into the house and shouted, "Mommy! Mommy! Guoguo is hungry, so hungry!"
A figure flashed out of the restaurant, looking at her daughter with a smile, "My dear, you're back. Dinner is ready. Wash your hands and go eat."
Jiang Xiaoqu's eyes then fell on Qianye Shihan. This slender man, with a sad halo, stood in the hall, like a hesitating wanderer.
"Shi Han, must you be tired? Guo Guo is so naughty, and you must be very tired after playing with her. Come in and get ready for dinner."
Her tone was as gentle as usual, but it made Qianye Shihan want to cry.
He looked around and asked, "Where is he?"
Where is An Junxi?
Jiang Xiaoqu suddenly blushed, lowered his head, and whispered, "He's gone."
Thinking of his urgent and turbulent pleasure just now in her room upstairs, her heart beat slightly faster.
Jiang Xiaoqu's shyness was keenly captured by the attentive Qianye Shihan. His heart shrank and an embarrassed smile appeared on his face, "Oh, why don't you let him stay?"
Qianye Shihan's movements have become so stiff and uncomfortable, as if this place is no longer his own home, but has become someone else's home.
Jiang Xiaoqu went to take care of Guoguo, sat on the child's chair, and served Guoguo with dishes. He turned his back to Shi Han and said, "He went to Oslo to make arrangements. Tomorrow... he said he would pick us up tomorrow..."
Jiang Xiaoqu bit his lip, turned around, looked at Qianye Shihan's lonely handsome face, and said hastily, "I told him not to go so fast, but he didn't listen. Finally, he agreed that he would send a special car three days later.
Pick us up and go directly to Oslo to take a special plane back to China."
Qianye Shihan held up his beautiful eyes and couldn't move for a long time, just blinking like that, until Guoguo called him, "Daddy! Come on, it's time to eat! Daddy, Guoguo wants you to feed me, Guoguo's
My hands are tired..." Guoguo is used to bullying Qianye Shihan because he always responds to her requests.
"Uh, oh, here it comes." Qianye Shihan swallowed the sour emotion and walked to the restaurant sadly. As usual, he sat on his chair, next to Guoguo, and picked up a spoon.
Feed Guoguo.
It turns out that in the past few years, when Guoguo was born, daddy and mommy were on separate sides, serving this little princess... In the future... I won't need you anymore, right?
Thinking of this, Qianye Shihan shook his hand and spilled a mouthful of soup on the dining table.
"I'm sorry, Daddy is feeling a little unwell. Let's go upstairs to have a rest and let Mommy feed you." Qianye Shihan finished speaking in a hurry and fled to his room upstairs.
Guoguo looked in the direction of Qianye Shihan in surprise, pursed her lips and muttered, "Huh, daddy is not good at all today, he always doesn't listen to me..."
Jiang Xiaoqu lost his mind and could not recover for a long time.
Shi Han...must be unhappy, right?
When he needed help the most, it was Shi Han who protected him, took on all responsibilities, and gave himself and his children a warm home...
Now, if you just leave on your own terms, isn't it too cruel?
After coaxing Guoguo to sleep, Jiang Xiaoqu came to Shi Han's door with a heavy heart, hesitated for a moment, and knocked on the door.
There was no response from inside.
Jiang Xiaoqu thought for a while and opened his door.
Ho... I was stunned.
A cold and desolate figure!
Qianye Shihan turned his back to Jiang Xiaoqu and stood in front of the large French window, surrounded by circles of smoke.
"You...smoked?" He had never smoked in front of her, especially after having Guoguo, and he never smoked or drank.
But now...
He didn't speak for a long time, just puffing on his cigarette.
It wasn't until he choked and coughed a few times that he said leisurely, "Am I... too greedy?"
"Oh?" ( ⊙ o ⊙ ) Jiang Xiaoqu was stunned, "What did you say?"
Qianye Shihan gave a bitter smile, turned around slowly, and looked at Jiang Xiaoqu sadly, "I have owned you for the past few years, but I still expect to own you for the rest of my life. Am I too greedy?"
"Shi Han..." Jiang Xiaoqu took a deep breath.
stunned.
Staring into her watery eyes, Qianye Shihan finally sighed and smiled slightly, "I know, that is just my wish, a unilateral, ridiculous wish that will never come true."
"Shi Han..." The sadness in his tone made her even sadder.
"Xiaoqu, it's right for me to be reluctant to let you two go. And it's necessary for you to return to him. You don't have to look so self-blaming. You never owe me anything. On the contrary, I got a lot from you.
a lot of."
Jiang Xiaoqu cried, "Shi Han, please don't be so noble, okay?" People pity him.
Qianye Shihan put out the cigarette, walked over, hugged her, and murmured in a hoarse voice, "You want to be happy. You have to work hard to be happy. Don't make me regret giving up on you."
"Shi Han..."
Three days later.
Oslo Airport.
"Daddy, Daddy, where are we going?" Guoguo was held in Shi Han's arms and looked at the passers-by at the airport.
An Junxi heard this and frowned slightly. He is her daddy!
Qianye Shihan kissed Guo Guo on the cheek, smiled and said, "Guo Guo, can I play a game with you?"
"Okay, okay, what game?" The playful Guoguo immediately started dancing.
Qianye Shihan glanced at Jiang Xiaoqu, choked and said, "We are playing hide-and-seek. Can you hide on the plane first, and then I will go find you?"
Guoguo flashed her long eyelashes, "Daddy, what if you can't find me after I hide it?"
"I will... I will find it, I promise."
Only then did Guo Guo smile, "Okay then, let's start hiding the cat!"
Guoguo got down from Qianye Shihan, took Jiang Xiaoqu's hand, and said hurriedly, "Come on, Mommy, let's get on the plane quickly and let Daddy come find me..."
An Junxi walked up to Shi Han, stretched out his hand, and shook hands with Qianye Shihan tightly, "Thank you!"
Qianye Shihan looked at An Junxi and said, "You don't have to say thank you, I'm not doing it for you. If you treat Xiaoqu badly, I will take her away."
An Junxi stared, "Don't worry, I will worship her as a god."
Jiang Xiaoqu looked at Qianye Shihan reluctantly, while being pulled by Guoguo, and asked anxiously, "Shihan, are you still living here?"
Qianye Shihan nodded, "Yes, here."
"Shi Han, I will miss you..." Jiang Xiaoqu's eyes turned red.
Qianye Shihan turned around quickly, not letting Jiang Xiaoqu see her moist eyes. She just waved her hand with her back to Jiang Xiaoqu, "Let's go, let's go..."
An Junxi saw Shi Han's emotional eyes, and was touched from the bottom of his heart. He gently patted Qianye Shihan's shoulder, turned around and walked inside.
Guoguo grabbed Jiang Xiaoqu's hand and kept saying, "Go faster, Mommy, let's hide quickly, Daddy will come find me..."
The family of three disappeared noisily, and Qianye Shihan turned around sadly and looked inside.
I'm sorry, Guoguo, Daddy deceived you, Daddy won't go to you anymore...
Xiaoqu, when I answered your question just now, I also lied. This place, Norway, is no longer my warm home. Without you, this place has become a painful alien place, a city without any emotions.
.
I also want to leave here. In half an hour, I will leave Norway and return to Japan quietly.
After being away from the clan for four years, my father must have complained about himself very much.
After all, I am a person who focuses on personal emotions, and I cannot bear the heavy responsibility of the clan. I left behind a bunch of clan members and disappeared for the past four years, just for you, Xiaoqu.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
You finally reunited with An Junxi, and it's time for me to return to my post.
It's just... I'm so reluctant to let go of our trio, the lawn you and I shoveled together, the warm little home we built together, and even more reluctant to let go of little Guoguo's sweet "Daddy".
The plane took off.
"Don't drive, don't, my daddy hasn't come up yet! Auntie, auntie, wait for my daddy..." Guoguo's anxious voice made Jiang Xiaoqu's eyes turn red.
An Junxi hugged Guoguo and said, "Be good, Guoguo, I am your daddy, and daddy is here."
Guoguo suddenly burst into tears, with a faint worry of her little one, "I want my daddy! You are not my daddy! I want my daddy! Daddy! Daddy! Mommy!"
, where is my daddy? My daddy promised me that he would come to me..."
Guoguo cried very sadly, shook Jiang Xiaoqu, and kept asking.
"I am really your daddy. Look how much you look like me. Look at your nose and your mouth. They all look like mine. You are my daughter, and I am your daddy..."
" An Junxi corrected Guoguo stubbornly. Unexpectedly, Guoguo, who was as violent and arrogant as him, directly hit him with a small hand, "You are not! You are not! I want my daddy! Daddy!
Daddy!"
Fortunately, it was a private plane and no one else was there, otherwise these two men would have been treated as a joke by others.
a week has passed.
There are mountains and piles of Guoguo's toys in the villa.
An Junxi came home from work and saw Guoguo holding the phone and chattering something.
"Who are you talking to, Guoguo?"
It's not her grandma, she loves her granddaughter a little too much. She calls her all the time or drives to see her.
Guoguo shouted excitedly, "It's my daddy! It's my daddy calling! Uh, it's my old daddy!"
An Junxi was furious.
In Guoguo's heart, she has always had two daddies: her original daddy and her current daddy.