She was lying quietly on the bed. The bright red wedding dress was the most beautiful dress she had ever worn.
Yu Jinchen smiled and reached out to touch her cheek. If he could, he would rather bear it all on her behalf. Unfortunately... all he could bear was the pain when she left.
He stood up slowly, took out a magnetic bottle from his arms, uncorked the bottle, and poured out a black pill...
"Are you going to eat it and die with me?" A weak voice sounded, which shocked him all over. He turned his head and looked into Lin Leer's tear-filled eyes, "Chen, what should I do with Yuyu? You
Don’t you want him anymore?”
Yu Jinchen lowered his head, still smiling, "Someone will take care of him."
"He has been a child without a father for four years. Do you still want him to become an orphan in the future?" Lin Leer stretched out her hand, he grabbed it, and held the two hands together tightly.
"Stay alive for me, okay?"
"Haha, Leer, you are so cruel." He raised his eyes and stared at her deeply, "I can sleep in the ice and snow for four years, but there is no way I can live in a world without you. I can't do it.
"
Lin Leer looked at him tenderly, "Chen, would you take me for a walk?"
At this moment, she seemed to be in much better spirits. But Yu Jinchen's face turned gloomy, but he still smiled softly, picked her up carefully, and walked out of the room.
He lowered his head and looked at her in his arms, "Are you cold?"
Lin Leer shook her head and pointed to the sky, "Look, that's the North Star, the brightest and most stable star in the night sky. It will never change its position, just to guide the lost people. Chen,
If you can't find me, just look at it and it will tell you where I am."
Yu Jinchen chuckled and nodded, "I've written it down."
She leaned on his chest tiredly, "The peach blossoms here are always the most beautiful."
"If you like it, I will plant it full of peach blossoms."
She shook her head with a smile and raised her eyes to look at him, "Chen, think of me as a story as beautiful as peach blossoms. This story will make you happy and heartache, but it won't make you cry."
He also smiled and shook his head, his eyes filled with mist, "You are not a story, and you never will be."
"Chen..." Her eyes began to wander, and the smile on her lips slowly disappeared, "If I am destined to be a reincarnated saint, then I would rather die in ashes in every life, as long as... I can be with you...
"
Her voice became smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared into his arms.
"Le'er..." He hugged her tightly, pressed his face against hers, closed his eyes, tears overflowed silently, "Wait for me."
Take her back to the room and put her on the bed again.
At this time, suppressed twitching sounds could be heard intermittently outside the door. He turned around and saw a piece of clothing accidentally exposed at the crack of the door, and his evil eyes dropped.
"Yuyu..."
The door was pushed open quietly, and Yu Yu stood there with red and swollen eyes, trying not to cry out.
Yu Jinchen stretched out his hand towards him, but Yu Yu couldn't control it anymore. She ran over crying and threw herself into her father's arms, choking with sobs and saying, "Mom... what's wrong with her?"
Yu Jinchen took a deep breath and said nothing.
Yuyu looked at his mother who was lying motionless on the bed, and struggled to climb onto the bed, "Mom? Mother? Are you okay? Let's tell Yuyu a story..." Seeing that her mother didn't respond, Yuyu cried even harder, "
Mother! Yuyu is no longer naughty. Yuyu will listen to mother in everything. Mother, don’t abandon Yuyu... Mother, get up! Can you get up?"
"Mother! Get up! Get up!" Yuyu cried and fell on her mother's body, "Oh... mother... I want mother..."
"Yu Yu..." Yu Jinchen hugged him and wiped the tears from his face with her big hands, "Mom, it's just that she is sick. She needs to rest."
"Father is lying! Mom is dead! She is dead!" Yuyu shouted, her voice hoarse from crying, "Mom doesn't want Yuyu anymore! She's dead!"
"Mom didn't want Yu Yu," Yu Jinchen pressed Yu Yu's head in his arms, his gaze resting on Lin Leer's peaceful face, "She... just returned to a very far away place."
"Daddy! Don't abandon Yu Yu again..." Yu Yu hugged his neck tightly, fear in her voice, "Yu Yu is afraid of being alone, dad, don't abandon Yu Yu... Don't, okay..."
Yu Jinchen closed his eyes for a long time, then slowly opened them, "Don't be afraid, Daddy doesn't want to leave."
Yuyu's crying gradually stopped, and she wanted to look back at her mother, but her father stopped her, "Yuyu, don't look back!"
Although he didn't understand why, he still lay obediently in his father's arms. He was so afraid that he would make his father unhappy and he would not want him like his mother.
On the bed, Lin Leer's body became more and more transparent, and finally, it seemed to turn into countless dazzling stars, disappearing little by little in front of him...
He stretched out his hands in vain, but caught nothing.
He lowered his eyes sadly, there was no more life there.
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twenty-first century.
France Alps.
"Miss! Miss, are you okay? Can you hear us?"
My head hurts so much, and my limbs feel frozen.
Lin Leer opened her eyes drowsily and saw two people wearing ski goggles above her head shouting to her.
"She's awake! She seems fine and ready to save people!"
Then, the sling began to hang down from above, and a rescuer was slowly sent down, and Lin Leer, who was still a little dazed, was rescued from the ice cave. Immediately, medical staff immediately carried the single frame forward and sent her to the ambulance.
inside.
Lin Leer was sometimes in a coma and sometimes awake. Before her consciousness disappeared, she seemed to remember something.
Chen... Yuyu...
When she woke up again, she was in a public hospital at the foot of Mont Blanc. Due to a sudden accident, Lin Leer fell into an ice cave more than ten meters deep.
The modern ward was filled with the smell of formalin. Lin Leer stared blankly at the ceiling with her eyes open.
Is it a dream?
That place called Xiaoyun Country, that man named Yu Jinchen, and her son, the Twelve Palaces...
Is all this a dream?
"Miss, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" the beautiful nurse asked kindly.
Lin Leer turned her head and smiled politely at her, "Excuse me, how long did I stay in the ice cave before I was rescued."
"Well, about two days," the nurse said incredulously, "the temperature there will reach about minus 50 degrees at night. After 24 hours, the chance of survival is already very small. However, the lady passed
I was safe and sound for two days, I really should thank God.”
Did she have such a long dream after being in a coma for two days?
She could no longer hear clearly what the nurse said. She only knew that this dream was so real that it seemed like she was actually living it every day. There were friends she knew and people she loved deeply. She would even remember it clearly.
, she...died in his arms.
Her hand slowly touched her heart, and at that moment, she felt his pain, a kind of desperate pain.
"Oh, I almost forgot," the nurse took out a white jade pendant from her pocket, "Miss, this fell from your body. The words engraved on it are so strange, haha, it must be yours."
Lin Leer took it in a daze, and as soon as she touched it, her heart suddenly trembled. It was a piece of white jade pendant. Although the polishing was a little rough, the jade was of the highest quality. There were two words engraved on it, Le
Son.
When she saw it, Lin Leer burst into tears.
All this is not a dream, not a dream...
Chen, Yuyu...
"Miss, what's wrong with you?" The nurse panicked and ran out quickly, "Doctor, doctor!"
Sitting on the plane returning to China, Lin Leer held the jade pendant in her hand, and her thoughts drifted back to that night.
She remembered that Chen wanted to accompany her...
Thinking of this, she felt extremely heartbroken. She wanted to go back! She had to go back immediately!
As soon as she got off the plane, she signed up for a tour group to Tianshan directly at the airport and arrived in Tianshan the same day.
After resting for a night in a local hotel, we followed a local tour guide to the Tianshan Mountains the next day. The tour guide was called Aymar, an enthusiastic Uighur girl. She led a group of people to the Tianshan Mountains.
Standing at the foot of the mysterious and ancient Tianshan Mountains again, looking at the snow-shrouded peaks, her heartbeat slowly accelerated, as if she heard a distant call in the distance.
Aymar's voice came from the front, "Bogda Peak, with an altitude of 5,445 meters, is the highest peak of the Bogda Mountains in the eastern Tianshan Mountains. Bogda means 'god' and 'spirit' in Mongolian.
.Therefore, the Mongolian people of Junggar have always regarded Bogda as a sacred mountain and Bogda Peak as a sacred peak."
Lin Leer looked at the divine peak with soft eyes. The sky-supporting pillar, which has always been protected by the Phoenix Clan, is still standing between heaven and earth after thousands of years. It has witnessed the reincarnation and marriage of Nuwa and Fuxi for many generations.
Woolen cloth?
Aymar continued, "There is a very beautiful legend about the divine peak. It is said that the divine peak is actually a pillar supporting the sky, and underneath is a five-color stone used by Nuwa to mend the sky. In order to protect it, Nuwa created a
The nation has lived here for generations, and they are the tribe of gods."
Lin Leer was startled, then she squeezed into the crowd and stood at the front of everyone, listening quietly. Ayimar told the story of the reincarnated relationship between Nuwa and Fuxi, and the tourists exclaimed that it was magical and asked directly,
"Is this story true? Are there still saints today?"
Aymar smiled and said, "I heard from my grandma that Tianshan Mountain is the most spiritual place. Everything that happens here is real as long as you believe it. Once upon a time, there was a saint who was very magical. She
Creating something that did not exist in that era, for example, similar to our modern bicycles, was simply incredible at the time, and it became the most popular means of transportation in the entire Xiaoyun Kingdom."
"Xiaoyun Country?" An exclamation interrupted her. Lin Leer's eyes widened in disbelief, "Are you talking about Xiaoyun Country?!"
Everyone looked at her, and Aymar smiled, "I heard it from my mother. Have you heard of Xiaoyun Country?"
After a long time, Lin Leer shook her head and said, "No, I'm sorry, please continue."
Next, Ayimar briefly introduced other peaks. It wasn't until she finished explaining that Lin Leer walked over politely.
"I was so sorry just now."
"Haha," the enthusiastic Uighur girl waved her hand politely, "It's nothing."
Lin Leer looked at her very sincerely, "I usually like to write something. I am very interested in the story you just told. I want to hear the whole story. Can you take me to visit your grandmother?"
Perhaps her sincerity impressed Aymar, and she agreed without thinking, "Okay, then when we go back to the hotel later, you can just take another car with me, my grandma."
You like chatting with people, and she will definitely be very happy to see you."
"Thank you, thank you very much."
It wasn't until the sun gradually set that the group sat back on the bus tiredly. Lin Leer followed Aymar directly into a van and drove towards her home.
Ayimal's home is a self-built two-story building. When she walked in, she saw a Uighur grandmother in ordinary clothes coming out and said, "Ayimal, are you back?" When she saw Lin Le
Childhood was stunned for a moment, just frozen in place, unconsciously muttering to himself, "It looks like... it's so similar..."
Lin Leer raised her eyebrows in confusion, "Auntie, do you know me?"
"Ama?" Aymar said with some confusion, "What do you mean? Oh, by the way, I forgot to introduce you. This lady is in our tour group. She only came here because she wanted to hear Ama tell her stories.
come here."
The old man came to his senses and quickly let the person in, "Please come in, please come in."
Lin Leer entered the house. Ayimar was busy pouring water. The old man kept looking at her carefully, with some disbelief on his expression.
"Auntie," Lin Leer seemed to have thought of something and asked quietly, "Have you seen me?"
After a long while, the old man nodded. At this time, Aymar brought in hot milk tea, and the old man sent her to buy some meat to entertain this distinguished guest from afar in the evening.
After Aymar left, she said in surprise, "I once preserved a painting from a thousand years ago in my home, and the painting on it is of the saint. She looks exactly like you."
"Where's that portrait?" Lin Leer asked urgently.
"It was burned down during the Cultural Revolution, but I have seen it many times since I was a child, so I can still remember that portrait until now." The old man stared at Lin Leer again and said infatuatedly, "It's very similar.
It’s really similar.”
Since she couldn't see the painting anymore, Lin Leer put it aside for the time being and quickly asked the question she was most concerned about, "Auntie, I heard Ayimaer mention Xiaoyun Country. She said you told her about it.
s story?"
"Xiaoyun Country," the old man pondered for a moment, then said, "No one knows whether this country with no historical records is real, but stories from thousands of years ago are still circulating. Xiaoyun Country, Haoyue Dynasty,
Phoenix God Clan…”
Lin Leer's eyes widened suddenly and she said excitedly, "Yes, it's these countries. Auntie, how did you know?"
The old man smiled and cast his gaze in the direction of Tianshan Mountain. After a long time, he slowly said, "We are the only remaining descendants of the Phoenix God Clan."
Lin Leer couldn't hold back the joy in her heart, and her voice trembled, "Auntie, can you tell me everything you know?"
The old man turned around and said slowly, "The reincarnation relationship between the saint and the Tianshan clan leader did not continue in that life. The saint still insisted on marrying a prince of Xiaoyun Kingdom at that time, King Xiaochen. Later, she was inevitably destroyed.
Bad luck. Since then, that prince has also disappeared."
Lin Leer stroked her heart, she couldn't accept such a result! What did Chen mean when he disappeared? What about Yuyu? Twelve Palaces? Where is Nanshanzhai?
"Where did King Xiaochen go?"
"no one knows."
Lin Leer lowered her head and held the jade pendant tightly in her hand.
Ridiculous fate made her go find out about him a thousand years later. Even if she knew it, what could she do? She was already Lin Leer in the 21st century, what could she do?
"This is just a story," the old man looked at her quietly and said meaningfully, "Girl, it's fate that you can come here. Don't be obsessed with an ending anymore. Thousands of years have passed, and the past is the same.
It’s just a handful of fine sand. Hey, let’s stop.”
After a long time, Lin Leer raised her head and smiled, "Auntie, thank you."
**********
The Tianshan Mountains under the night sky are decorated into a mysterious palace. The snow that never melts all year round is the only way to the palace. The howling wind is heard in the ears, and the cold wind blows on the face, cutting like a knife.
her skin.
She walked towards the divine peak with difficulty, vaguely surrounded by the sounds of Ah Ke, Xiao Yu'er, and Feng Chime. But now, she was the only one left.
Finally, she found the former altar. Now it was an ordinary cave, with several rows of footprints of different depths, leaving only a deserted place.
She walked to the center of the cave and slowly knelt down.
"I don't know who to pray to, and I don't know if it will be of any use. But I am really desperate. Please, please let me go back, okay? There is my beloved family there, and I want to go back and be with them...
…”
What she responded to was the howling wind all around her. Her hair was blown around, and her knees were bone-chillingly cold. But she still knelt there motionless, "I beg you, I beg you..." She
Kowtowing desperately, "Let me go back, let me go back..."
Her forehead was bleeding, but she kept banging, "Let me go back... please..."
She couldn't tell how many times she begged and kowtowed, until she couldn't bear it anymore and fell to the ground. She opened her big eyes blankly, and the cold wind solidified the blood on her forehead.
Tears flowed down quietly.
"I just want to go back... I just want to go back... I just..."
She was like a child abandoned by everyone. She was all alone in the world. She couldn't see anyone, couldn't hear sounds, couldn't feel each other. She shrank into a ball in fear.
, lying helplessly on the ground, sobbing.
"I don't want this ending, I don't want...why can't we be happy? Why? Chen! Where are you? Where are you?!"
She struggled to get up, turned around and looked at the dark surroundings, sneered suddenly, and said in a trembling voice, "It's all nonsense to say that reincarnation and marriage are the continuation of love! If love can be left to you
If it’s set, it’s not love! To separate people who truly love each other, what’s the difference between this and being an executioner?! Aren’t you happy to see ordinary people like us struggling like ants?”
The bleak wind was still blowing tirelessly, and the snowflakes on the ground would occasionally be lifted up and blown into the cave. She stood there blankly, silently lowering her eyes, "Since we said goodbye, why did you send me back and throw me away?
Let me fend for myself in the corner. This place... doesn't belong to me anymore."
Taking out the pure white jade pendant, she looked at it with a smile, gently placed it on her cheek, closed her eyes and felt its cold jade body. It was as if Chen's hands were brushing...
The smile on her lips spread, but the tears in the corners of her eyes were like broken pearls, "Chen... this time, it's you who will wait for me."
At some point, a dagger suddenly appeared in his hand, its cold blade glowing with a ruthless edge.
She raised it up and slowly closed her eyes, with a satisfied smile on her lips, "Even if it takes a thousand years, you have to wait for me."
Suddenly, the sharp knife stabbed hard.
"Hey," an inaudible sigh made Lin Leer suddenly wake up, and the knife stopped when it was one centimeter away from her.
She widened her eyes and looked around hurriedly, "Is it you? Is it you?"
She remembered this voice, that mysterious woman who looked exactly like her!
"Please come out and help me, please? Please!"
Just when she turned around, a looming figure slowly appeared in front of her eyes and turned into a real entity. Lin Leer was so excited that she couldn't help herself, "It's you, it's really you! I beg you, help me
, I want to go back!”
Yu Xi's eyes were full of pity and she said softly, "You should have been wiped out in ashes. If someone hadn't used your body to cast a blood curse, you wouldn't have come back here."
Lin Leer didn't care what she meant. She asked hurriedly, "Please tell me how I can go back! No matter what punishment or punishment I have to accept, as long as I can go back, I will do anything.
It’s a price!”
Yu Xi looked at her quietly and smiled softly, "For thousands of years, the saint's fate has been to accept and wander between Hui Fei. No one has ever resisted or fought for it, only you." Her smile was a little more decisive.
Meaning, he lowered his eyes and seemed to be whispering, "I've seen too much, and I'm no longer persistent. He didn't choose me in that life, but I don't blame him, because he was with someone he deeply loved... Maybe,
It is precisely because of my heart that I have not really been wiped out. Even so, I still can't let go, and I have been lingering on him every life, every life... That's it, it's time to let go."
She chuckled and raised her eyes, "Le'er, remember, you have to live strong for me. Be happy."
Lin Leer seemed to understand, but when she wanted to ask again, Yu Xi was already walking towards her. The next moment, she felt that her body was being sucked violently, and the huge suction pulled her into a vortex. She still couldn't figure it out.
Lin Leer, who didn't know what happened, could only hear Yu Xi's last voice, "Tell him for me and wait for me."