After so many things, Yin Tianao felt that it was time for them to have a serious talk!!
At the very least, he had to enlighten Gu Tianye, otherwise, today, he saw that Gu Tianye committed suicide. However, he could not follow Gu Tianye every day, just in case, one day Gu Tianye couldn't think about it again.
, are you seeking suicide again??
Yin Tianao didn't want to see such consequences. After all, they were relatively good friends before. After so many years, they had known each other for so many years, and they knew a little bit about Gu Tianye...
However, Yin Tianao never imagined that Gu Tianye's life experience would be so complicated!!
I didn't expect that there would be this kind of communication between them...
"hehe……"
Gu Tianye sneered, and a somewhat sarcastic voice slowly came out of his mouth: "Yes, I have changed a lot, just today, just in these few hours, I have changed so much... Don't say
You, and even myself, almost don’t recognize myself anymore... You’ve actually reached the point where you’re looking for a way out, and you’ve even thought about death. I think I’m really crazy!!”
Gu Tianye admitted that his own changes were undeniable.
"Then since you know it so clearly, why do you do it? Do you know how dangerous your move just now is? If I hadn't almost caught you, where would you be now? Where now? Now
You must have met the Lord of Hell a long time ago!! What are you thinking about? Even if there are things that are unthinkable and sad, there is no need to die!! You have to learn to accept it, learn to accept it slowly, maybe
, all this is not a bad thing for you, maybe it is a change. "
Yin Tianao planned to persuade Gu Tianye, hoping that Gu Tianye would be alone and stop trying to get into trouble. This was very tiring, and it would do no good to anyone. The only thing it had was disadvantages.
Gu Tianye did not refute Yin Tianao's words. He just calmed down and said slowly: "Tianao, do you know?? For so many years, my life has been really unhappy and I have been under pressure every day.
, I live my life carefully every day, I think about it every day, I don’t want to think about many things, even, every time I do something, I will consider the consequences, my life is really tired, for the underworld, I
I admit, after I took over, I have managed the Gu family very well and the Gu family has gradually grown, and all of this is the result of my silent efforts alone. In fact, I was really disgusted with taking over the Gu family at the beginning, even though I am more powerful in the underworld.
Talent, but I'm not interested, but...
But as I grow up day by day, slowly, I know more and more things. I know that my parents have died young, and my only relatives are me and my grandfather. My grandfather is my only relative, and my grandfather has been with me since he was a child.
When I grew up, I had great expectations for me, because I felt that my parents died early and just left me, so I felt that I had all the obligations to be filial to my grandfather. Not only did I
We must respect filial piety, and even our parents’ share must be counted... So, from childhood to adulthood, I have restrained myself in this way... Even if my grandpa asks me to do something I don’t like to do anymore, I will not do it.
If I can resist, I will try my best to do it...
Because I don’t want to disappoint him, I don’t want him to worry. I just want to do my best and let grandpa not worry about me, but be proud of me! Over the years, more than 20 years, I have lived a very happy life.
Tired, very hard, but, in front of my grandfather, I never said a word. Whenever I am the most tired, I have to think about my grandfather, a lonely man with parents who died young...
These two things are the best way to motivate me. Whenever I can't hold on anymore, I will think about these things...
It's always been like this...
I try my best to achieve all my grandfather's requirements and to let my parents who died young be comforted in heaven...
At this time, Gu Tianye was sitting on the ground, staring straight ahead, telling everything in his eyes...
It’s like I’m thinking about something…recalling those hard memories…
Tell him all about his growth process...
But his growth process was too bumpy...
Anyone who hears this will feel distressed...
"But now? But now, I know that all my efforts were in vain, and all my thoughts were wrong...because everything turned out to be just me giving it to myself.
Pressure, in the end, the result of all the efforts is nothing but nothing, it is meaningless at all..."
Having said this, Gu Tianye paused again, turned his gaze to Yin Tianao, and said with some doubts: "If it were you, what would you think?"