Su Xiaoxiao just floated on the water like a dead body, watching the sky change from day to night, and then from night to day. She had no thoughts, and she didn't know what she was going to do. All she could think about was Night Owl's quilt.
The eyes before being rolled into the tornado cave are full of affection and nostalgia.
Ye Xiao's last look was like a gentle knife cutting into Su Xiaoxiao's heart bit by bit, wanting to execute her Ling Chi.
Su Xiaoxiao didn't know how she spent that day and night. She only knew that she was lying on the water like a zombie, floating and floating. She didn't know where the current would take her, and she didn't care. She wanted to
She returned to the Tornado Cave and followed the footsteps of the night owl, but she still didn't have the courage.
It is she who is cowardly and selfish! It is she who is greedy for life and afraid of death!
Su Xiaoxiao originally thought that she would starve to death in the water, or something. After drifting in the water for two days and two nights, Su Xiaoxiao heard an ecstatic call, "Xiao Xiao——"
Who was calling her? After these two days of suffering, Su Xiaoxiao thought she was hearing hallucinations.
The sun was shining during the day, the dew was heavy at night, and the cold and hot alternated. Most people could not bear it. However, Su Xiaoxiao endured it like this. No matter whether it was hot or cold, she felt nothing. For two days and two nights, Su Xiaoxiao just floated in the water.
On the water, there is no thought, no life, and no motivation to live.
She really wanted to die without doing anything so that she could go to the underworld and meet Ye Xiao. However, she did not have the courage to return to the underwater tornado cave. She was afraid of the suffocating feeling. She would rather let her life go away a little bit like she is now.
Time passes, in order to punish one's own selfishness, cowardice, and greed for life and fear of death.
"Little--"
Who was calling her? Such surprise and affection. After two days and two nights of suffering, Su Xiaoxiao felt that her whole body was stiff and all her feelings had been lost.
She must have been hallucinating, and she must be dying soon. That sound was probably the night owl calling her.
Little, little, one after another, ecstatic and tender.
Su Xiaoxiao slowly moved her extremely stiff body, and saw that slender figure swimming towards her like crazy under the golden sunshine in the early morning. That enchanting and beautiful face appeared on the water, reflecting the water.
The sky is the same color, reflecting the bright sunshine, making it even more magnificent.
It seems that I am really going to die, and I am hallucinating. How could Ding Shaoyu appear here at this time? Su Xiaoxiao shook his head, looked at Ding Shaoyu who was getting closer to him, and smiled sadly, he was dead.
Well, if you die, you won't owe Ye Xiao that heavy affection. If you die, you will be free.
If she wants to live, how will she face nightmares every night for the rest of her life? Even if Night Owl does not appear in her dreams, she cannot live in an ignoble existence. Night Owl died for her, putting heavy shackles on her heart.
How can she live with peace of mind?
"Xiaoxiao——" Ding Shaoyu called Su Xiaoxiao's name ecstatically, and swam towards Su Xiaoxiao with all his strength. He returned to Ding's house and waited for Su Xiaoxiao to come back. After waiting for a day and a night, Su Xiaoxiao was nowhere to be seen.
He knew that there was no trace of Su Xiaoxiao, so he and Zhu Jianchun sent out all the servants. Zhu Jianchun even mobilized the capital guards to search for Su Xiaoxiao inside and outside the capital, but there was still no trace of Su Xiaoxiao.
He was restless at home, and by some strange coincidence he brought his servants to the valley again. By some strange coincidence he walked along the lake, and by some strange coincidence he came to the lakeside at the foot of the mountain.
When he saw the body floating on the water in the lake, his heart almost jumped out of his chest with ecstasy. He jumped into the water without taking off his clothes, shoes and socks.
"Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao."
Seeing Su Xiaoxiao floating motionless on the water, Ding Shaoyu's heart sank. Could it be that Xiaoxiao has...
Ding Shaoyu didn't dare to think about it anymore, and swam hard towards Su Xiaoxiao, calling Su Xiaoxiao's name loudly while swimming, but Su Xiaoxiao still turned a deaf ear and floated on the water like a dead body. Ding Shaoyu's heart seemed to have sunk into the bottomless abyss.
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No, Xiaoxiao will not die. She promised him that she would be with him forever. She said she loved him. How could she die like this?
Ding Shaoyu shook his head vigorously, trying to drive the frightening thought out of his mind. However, the hateful thought seemed to have taken root in his mind. The more he tried to get rid of it, the stronger it grew.
It severely tortured Ding Shaoyu's nerves.
He was obviously only a few feet away from her, but Ding Shaoyu felt that he was thousands of miles away, the mountains and rivers were far away, and there was only a thin line between life and death. Is there really that narrow line between him and her?
Between?
Ding Shaoyu almost had a nervous breakdown due to his own random thoughts, and swam desperately towards Su Xiaoxiao. No matter how Ding Shaoyu called, Su Xiaoxiao just floated upright on the water without even a slight reaction. The more Ding Shaoyu thought about it, the more frightened he became.
He swam towards her like crazy.
"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao——"
A few feet away, Ding Shaoyu quickly swam to Su Xiaoxiao and held her tightly in his arms. Looking at Su Xiaoxiao's open eyes, Ding Shaoyu's heart was so ecstatic that it almost jumped out of his chest, and he held her tightly in his arms.
Hug Su Xiaoxiao's cold body.
"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao——"
However, no matter how Ding Shaoyu shook him, Su Xiaoxiao's eyes remained open, gray and white, without any expression, like...like the eyes of a dead person. Ding Shaoyu was startled by his thoughts, and placed his trembling fingers on Su's eyes.
On the small nose...
Although the breath was very weak, Ding Shaoyu could still hear Su Xiaoxiao's breathing. He was so ecstatic that he hugged Su Xiaoxiao's body tightly and cried like a child.
Hearing Ding Shaoyu's cry, Su Xiaoxiao rolled her eyes like dead fish. When she saw clearly who was holding her crying, the corners of her lips raised with difficulty, revealing a self-deprecating and sad smile, "It seems,
I'm really going to die, I'm hallucinating, how could Yu be here? It doesn't matter if I die, I won't owe him anything if I die..."
"You are not allowed to talk about death! I won't allow it! We still have such a long way to go! How can you leave me and live alone, Xiaoxiao, you are the biggest bastard in the world, you want to die, why don't you tell me
, so that I can accompany you. If I lose you, what’s the point of living? It’s better to go to hell with you!” Ding Shaoyu hugged Su Xiaoxiao’s cold body and burst into tears.
It wasn't that he wasn't strong, and it wasn't that he wanted to cry. It was just that when he learned that Su Xiaoxiao had come back from the dead, his mood went up and down so much that he couldn't control his emotions at all.
"Xiao Xiao, we all want to live, and we want to grow old together!"
Ding Shaoyu pressed Su Xiaoxiao's head on his chest and cried wildly. He had never closed his eyes for three days and three nights of worry. He had imagined countless times that if Xiaoxiao left this world, he would not want to live anymore.
However, before finding Xiaoxiao's body, he told himself that he could not fall. Maybe Xiaoxiao had great blessings and would be helped by noble people. If he fell first, Xiaoxiao would be very sad if Xiaoxiao came back.
He couldn't bear to let her be sad and he couldn't bear to let her be sad. Even if she shed a tear, he felt so distressed that he wanted to die.
After so many twists and turns, they finally had the chance to be together. How could they be separated forever?
He told himself that Xiaoxiao would not be so cruel and leave him alone in this world. For three days and three nights, he relied on this belief to survive. It was also on this belief that he could return to the world.
Here, I found her.
"Xiaoxiao, did you hear that? I won't let you die, I won't! We still want to hold hands and grow old together. We still want to watch the sunset together when our hair is white. We also want to go to a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters.
In this place, we can have a lot of children. When the children grow up, we will tell them the stories of our youth. Xiaoxiao, in this life, in all the lifetimes, you cannot leave before me! No!"
After listening to Ding Shaoyu's confession, Su Xiaoxiao's eyes like dead fish regained a little bit of vitality, and she hugged Ding Shaoyu's neck hard. Thinking of the suffering of these two days and nights, she burst into tears like a child who had found a relative.
The moment Ye Xiao was sucked into the tornado cave, she was so painful that she almost wanted to follow him. She floated on the water for two days and two nights. She obviously lost the will to survive, but she didn't have the courage to return to the tornado cave. She just did nothing.
Floating on the water, in the dark, she seemed to be waiting for something and reluctant to let go of something.
Now, she really understands that she is waiting for someone to redeem her, but she is reluctant to part with that person's deep affection and the beautiful blueprint he has drawn for her.
Su Xiaoxiao, it turns out you are really selfish!
Su Xiaoxiao seemed to hear a voice saying coldly in her ear, full of anger and contempt. Su Xiaoxiao could not refute it. Maybe she was really selfish and she couldn't bear to part with that magnificent man!
"Xiaoxiao, don't be afraid, I'm here! I will always be by your side! Protect you, love you, guard you, care for you, and take care of you."
Originally, Su Xiaoxiao gradually stopped crying. After hearing Ding Shaoyu's words and thinking of the man who devoted his life to her, and his forbearance and humility, Su Xiaoxiao couldn't help crying again.
For these two days and nights, she floated alone in the water, feeling neither cold nor heat, nor helplessness. She just felt that the night owl was gone, and her heart was empty.
In addition to watching the night owl being sucked into the tornado hole underwater, she cried. For the next two days and nights, she just looked at the sky blankly, letting the water hit her like a dead person, without shedding a single tear.
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She always felt that she was cruel, but now she realized that she was not cruel, she just didn't believe that Ye Xiao had left her.
However, when Ding Shaoyu appeared and when he told her that he would take care of her and protect her, she remembered that the man who had been silently protecting her had left forever.
In life, we can't stay together, we can't love each other, we don't even have the courage to get close, and in death, we can only be drowned alone in the water.
Ye Xiao, you are the deepest pain engraved in my heart in this life.
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It's all because of you who said you wanted to cut my electric wires and cut my water pipes that I was cut off from power and water today, so I didn't update until now. Today's second update will be very late, so I'll check it out tomorrow morning.