She was listless, her mind was wandering nowhere, and she was moving mechanically.
"Qin Jiaren, you are crazy!" Tongtong screamed when he saw her actions, and took her hand to pick the coffee. "You are mixing Calpis latte, do you want to smash the sign?" Tongtong was incredible.
He looked at the woman who was stunned in place.
Qin Jiaren looked at the white bottle of ingredients in her hand. It was Calpis that was sour and sweet, not foamed milk.
It seemed like she was really distracted to the extreme.
"Go, go, don't do it if you don't feel like it. It's your own shop and there's no need to cause trouble like this." Tongtong took off her apron and drove her out of the production table.
I don’t know what Qin Jiaren is doing. Except for the accident two years ago, she was in a state of wandering and depressed for more than half a year, and then she gradually recovered. Now she looks distracted and has the same attitude as before. She is asked to deliver coffee to the guests.
, she sent it to the wrong table, or it spilled on others.
What is the reason for her being so abnormal? Is it a relapse of an old disease?
Tongtong looked worriedly at the slender and lonely figure walking out of the coffee shop.
"Why are you here?" Qin Jiaren smoothed her hair that was messed up by the sea breeze with her hands.
"Your life is too dull. If I ask you to come out and have a look, your mood may be different." Ye Meng faced the sea and didn't look at her as he spoke.
"How could my life be boring? You have forgotten that I was once a girl with problems that made my parents worry and had endless headaches." She looked sideways at Ye Meng.
"You have lost weight recently, are you worried?" Ye Meng turned around, leaning her back against the railing, her skirt flying like her heart wavering.
She fell silent, and a touch of sadness appeared on her pretty face.
"Ye Meng, I don't know if what I'm doing is right, I'm very confused." Her face was covered with a layer of confusion.
"You know it's wrong before you even do it?"
She lowered her head for a moment.
"Mengmeng, tell me, am I being callous by forgetting him and looking for a new lover?" There were tears in her eyes.
"Beauty, do you think you are infatuated with him by spending your whole life guarding the air and mourning alone?" Ye Meng held her cold hand. "Didn't you pay enough for him? He almost took away your soul!"
She was shocked!
It turns out that she has been living a life of a walking zombie, a life without a soul, numb and cold!
"What should I do? What should I do? Mengmeng, no one can save me. I know it's not good to look like this, but it really hurts here!" She clutched her chest, tears sliding down her pale cheeks.
Time has not erased everything, the pain is still there, but the self-blame will accumulate deeper and deeper, and it is irreparable.
Like Bo Tao said, this was just an accident. No one wanted it. There is no need to blame yourself and suffer. The most important thing is to live a good life in the future.
She also tried hard to forget!
I also tried to make myself less heartless!
She has packaged and sealed up the sweet, happy, crazy, and hurt memories of Bo Taolian's unforgettable time!
Try your best not to touch.
Although, she did everything to defend herself.
That midnight dream that burned her heart and lungs, and the pain that penetrated her soul, still made her collapse and go crazy!
Everyone was sliding forward, but she stood still, letting regret torture and punish herself, as if this was the only way to offset the mistakes she had made.
"Beauty, you can't be stuck in the past like this. Look around you. There is bright sunshine, friends who care about you, and pay attention to the fact that there is a man around you who is better and more worthy of your love than Bo Tao!" Ye Meng held her face with tears.
Her little face, such a beauty, always makes people feel distressed.
The sun was shining brightly above her head, but why did she feel so miserable!
A flock of birds flew across the sky, flying away freely with her hope.
What was holding her heart so heavy that it almost suffocated her.
Is it because of the man she met?
"Mengmeng, I met a man!"
"What kind of man?" Ye Meng's eyes lit up. There were not many men she could mention in the past two years.
"He is my neighbor. He has a pair of very clean and beautiful hands. He has the kind of temperament that can make people feel calm and calm. He is gentle to people. At least I have never seen him lose his temper. His eyes are like the ocean.
Eyes that can make people sink. He also likes to wear sapphire blue suits, loves to run in the morning, and is not romantic. I have never seen him have an intimate relationship with another woman. He also cooks occasionally. His life is simple and low-key. Mengmeng, I am here
Secretly observing this man, I am..."
"Look for Bo Tao's shadow in him!" Ye Meng interrupted her angrily.
"This is what scares me, Mengmeng. I have no idea. Can I get close to him? Can I get close to him without a purpose?" She was so cautious in panic that she felt deeply confused.
"There is a reason for your recent despair. No wonder Tongtong is almost scared to death by you." Ye Mengsong laughed. "It's not that we can't get close, but you have to give each other a fair chance. This man you are talking about
Very good, maybe you can see Bo Tao's different qualities in him. I'm afraid you'll hang yourself on a tree and never appreciate the goodness of other men again."