There was some admiration in his eyes, the corners of his mouth raised, and he said: "Sir, what do you want me to do with you? It is indeed right to make you the imperial concubine."
"Then, did you agree to let them out?" I asked inquiringly. Thinking of some effective scenes on TV in the past, I immediately saluted and said: "Your Majesty, Sheng Ming. I, my concubine, thank you on behalf of the woman who has suffered in the cold palace for many years."
Long live your Majesty, long live long live!"
"How sure are you that I will definitely agree to you." His tone was affirmative, not questioning. In fact, I wasn't sure either. I just said it all, so I walked all the way to the dark and replied: "
The emperor is wise and decisive, and if it is an unreasonable proposal, the emperor will decisively reject it." In other words, if you don't say anything, it means you are sure.
Seeing that he didn't object much, I said while the iron was hot: "If your Majesty is willing, I will go and handle this matter right away."
"Shi'er, you're pregnant. Just give your orders and let Ling'er take care of it. You're still such a naughty girl, but this is good!" He nodded, pinched my nose, and said with a smile.
.Then he picked me up again and walked towards the Morning Palace.
I was startled, what is this? When people who don’t know the details see this scene, they really think that I am so close to him. How can they think that in the past, either you died or I lived. I remember the moment when I was brought back to the palace.
For a few days, I thought about how to escape and escape every day and night. I thought about a sentence I heard somewhere before, that living is suffering, and living is to suffer. What if I die? If I die, I will have nothing.
I can't feel anything anymore, so I don't have to worry about anything. But, here, I can't even die.
During that time, Brother Xue always looked at me and told me that I had worked so hard to live a good life. Emperor Xuan Tian had never treated a woman so irrationally. Maybe I couldn't enjoy his protection of me later.
, but don’t punish yourself because of other people’s mistakes. Even if you are hurt, you must live well. Torturing yourself blindly will only make you sorry for the people who care about and love you, and even more sorry for yourself. So, I chose to live in silence.
Come down and slowly become an idealist. If you can't see it, it doesn't exist. Then I won't see anything and live indifferent to everything.
However, now I am pregnant with a child, his child. So what should I do? Once upon a time, I had a cousin who was twenty years older than me. She left her marriage and left with a man. That day, I looked at her daughter crying.
She called her mother, but she didn't look back. What a look of helplessness and despair in the little child's eyes. At the age of nine, I ignored my uncle's obstruction and ran forward to ask her why, but she just said:
It's a cliché saying - children don't understand adult matters. So he ignored the cries of his five-year-old daughter, got into the car with the man, and left.
I thought to myself: If the child doesn’t understand, can you hurt him?
Later, because I was only four years older than her, the little niece always called me sister, and I didn’t object. She always held my hand and asked when her mother would come back. Just like I held my grandfather’s hand and asked my parents what
The same time comes back.
But I know it's different. My parents are unable to take care of me because of work. And what about her? I know what this kind of loneliness feels like, and if she knew the truth, it would be even harder to accept it, so she said to the mountain opposite
She came back the day the peach blossoms bloomed. But year after year, the peach blossoms bloomed again and again, but the far away figure never appeared.
At that time, I told myself that if I grow up and have children, I will never let them suffer like this.
Children's tears are the most innocent. I now understand what my cousin said I didn't understand. This child is my only relative now. Since I decided to give birth to him, I must not let him suffer like that. Huangfu
Zhe?! When he pushed me away, when I called him to save me, when I was desperate, he was already gone. Now I only care about this child.
Things went smoothly after that. Ling'er has always been very reassuring when doing things. Those who were locked up in the cold palace were made corresponding arrangements according to the reason and years of imprisonment. And I saw where Aunt Wan and the others were, and I was quite comforted.
Aunt Wan went to Cining Temple in Nanshan, Lin'an, and Grandma Ye entered Buddhism with her.
After seeing them off, I wondered why Hao'er had been with me for the past two days and why she wasn't here now, so I asked Ling'er directly where Hao'er was, but she just looked at me and didn't answer.
Hao'er's identity has not been made public, so I understand that Emperor Xuan Tian should know something about Hao'er because of his cautiousness. If he really knew Hao'er's life experience, would Hao'er still be alive? I felt cold. He said coldly
: "Where is Hao'er now?"
"Go back to your Majesty, Hao'er, he is now. Now..." Ling'er faltered.
"It's at the emperor's place! Right! Where is the emperor?" I asked directly, thinking that if I were a step too late, it would be over.
She still remained silent. I ran directly to Zhengyang Palace. If anything happened to Hao'er, it would be my indirect fault. I thought to myself: Emperor Xuan Tian, don't be too cruel. Hao'er just doesn't understand anything.
My child. After all, he is also your nephew. If you really succeed, I will never let you go as long as you are still breathing.
I was half-running, half-walking, and I stumbled due to a sudden rush of my feet. Fortunately, a hand was stretched out to support me, otherwise I would have fallen to the ground, and the consequences would have been disastrous.
"Little sister, why are you running in such a hurry? Be careful of the child in your belly." Brother Xue said while supporting me.
"Hao'er, go and save Hao'er quickly." I gasped and said.
"Hao'er is fine! You're about to fall down now." He said in a very relaxed tone.
"You don't understand, Hao'er is not..." I was anxious. If he didn't know Hao'er's identity, of course he would think that he was fine. But before I could finish speaking, Brother Xue took over.
"Hao'er is your eldest sister's son, right? So you think the emperor will kill him to avoid future troubles!"
"You know everything, so why don't you stand still." After saying that, I thought about it again. No matter how much he cares about me, he is from Emperor Xuan Tian's country. It's normal to not move. Forget it, it's better to ask for yourself than to ask for others.
Go and save people. So I broke away from his holding hand and continued to move forward.
"Do you really think he will kill Hao'er?" He grabbed me and asked seriously.
I was a little dumbfounded by his question.
"If he really knew how to kill Hao'er, he would have to kill a lot of people. Those who used to be the prince, even the king, and all the civil and military officials who assisted the late emperor would not be able to survive. But they are all alive now. Living well.
of."
"You mean..." According to him, Emperor Xuan Tian is not that murderous without blinking an eye. Thinking again, that's not right! He said: "Those people are useful to him, so he doesn't kill them, but Hao'er is different."
"Because Hao'er is the son of the former prince! He is also his nephew. Little sister, you come with me." After saying that, he took me to fly towards Zhengyang Palace.
I was startled. I had just forgotten to use Qing Gong in a hurry, and I was still so tired from running!
When I arrived at Zhengyang Palace, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the scene in front of me. Is the man teasing Hao'er in front of me really Emperor Xuantian? That cold and bloodthirsty Emperor Xuantian who said he must kill me in his hands! It's like
Emperor Xuantian is like a hellish Shura!
"Hard to believe? Really? Little sister."
"Yes." At this time, I wondered if he had schizophrenia, but even if he did, I was glad that at least Haoer was still alive.
"It's normal that you don't believe it. Who makes him, who has always been normal, not be normal in front of you!" He paused again and continued: "No matter who he is, he is still a human being, and he is about to be the father of your child.
A man is even less likely to hurt a child. Little sister, can you not think about the unpleasant past and look at him from another angle? At first, my elder brother was angry with him for everything he did to you, but these days, he has done nothing to you.
It’s good, and my eldest brother also sees it.”
"Brother Xue, please stop talking. I'm very confused." Maybe I don't fully understand what kind of person Emperor Xuan Tian is. I only look at it from my perspective and wonder about everything about him. Maybe he treats others,
He is wise about other things, otherwise, how could people like Xue Mu and others around him follow him so wholeheartedly and do things for him. However, even if you don’t hate or complain about him, except for the relationship with the child
, can there really be other relationships in your heart?
At this time, Haoer saw me approaching and ran over. He smiled and said, "Sister Fairy..."
"Hao'er, your eldest aunt..." I knelt down and looked at him. When I mentioned eldest aunt, his face darkened obviously.
"Haoer knows that eldest aunt and Grandma Ye are gone." He said with disappointment. Then he raised his head again, his eyes were bright, and said to me seriously: "Haoer is a man, eldest aunt is not in good health, grandma
Grandma is not in good health either. Hao'er should not let her aunt and others take care of her anymore. She has to take care of herself from now on. Uh~~~ Hao'er promised the emperor's uncle that he would go to the emperor's uncle's master to learn martial arts. When the time comes, he can protect his eldest aunt.
Them and the fairy sister."
Seeing such a big kid saying these words, it was impossible not to be moved. I was also very happy. Yesterday, I discussed with Aunt Wan where Haoer should go. It would also be good to go up the mountain to practice martial arts. So I gave him a squeeze.
With a baby's fat face, he smiled and encouraged him: "Man, you must keep your word. Haoer must study hard and don't be lazy. Otherwise, he will break his promise if he doesn't learn the skills by then."
He hummed in favor and nodded seriously.
I smiled and touched his head. When I looked up, Emperor Xuan Tian was already standing in front of me. I stood up and saluted.
He helped me stand up with one hand and said, "Are you still satisfied with my arrangements for Hao'er?"
He emphasized the word Hao'er. I understood that he knew Hao'er's life experience, but he planned to let him live a normal life as Hao'er. One thing comes to another, no matter what, I should be grateful for this
His, and I wanted to laugh a little bit in my heart. Just now I was determined to fight him tooth and nail, but the prerequisites were not met, so I changed 180 and started saluting.
"The Emperor's Holy Ming!"
"Shi'er, are you sincere?"
"Yes." Actually, I said in my heart that among the things I know, this is the only one that is sage. As for the past, those who should be perverted are still perverts, and those who should be bastards are still bastards!
"When will the Emperor decide to send Hao'er away?" I took out a silk scarf and said while wiping the sweat from Hao'er's forehead.
"Tomorrow morning."
So fast!
"Little sister, don't worry, big brother, I will personally take Hao'er to see the master. Don't you still trust big brother?"
"Brother is joking. How can the younger sister not trust him? She just thinks it's too fast. But it's good to go quickly or get started early. It's just going to trouble big brother."
"No trouble, I like this kid Hao'er too. Okay, I'll take Hao'er down to check it out, and you guys can talk!" After saying that, he nodded to me, looked at Emperor Xuan Tian again, and took Hao'er with him.
Son left.
I probably know what he means, and I don’t want to live every day with a cold face in the future, but I ask myself: Is it still possible for him, Emperor Xuan Tian?
"Sir, Xihe has presented some fine spices and medicinal materials as tribute today. Come and have a look with me." As he said that, he took my hand and walked towards the Taiyuan Hospital.