After returning to Chenyuan, I hurriedly showered and changed clothes, ate and slept. Suddenly I felt that the bed was so warm and welcoming. I also thought that there would be an ancestor-killing ceremony tomorrow. Although I already knew that it would not be as complicated as offering sacrifices to heaven, who knew?
Is there another scary high platform? I think if I were asked to climb a high platform again, I would really faint.
Just when I was about to fall asleep, I heard the sound of the palace maids and eunuchs outside kneeling down and saluting. I knew it was Emperor Xuan Tian who was coming. I turned over and continued to sleep. I don’t know how many times I was surrounded by him from behind, but I still
Ignore it, it's not that I don't want to resist rejection, it's just that the result of resistance is stronger possession. I can only move my body to express my discomfort.
In the past, he would always loosen his hands to let me lie down more comfortably, but today it was strange. Regardless of my discomfort, he held one hand tighter and the other hand wandered around my body, as if
It is possession, and it seems to be confirming something.
I'm really depressed. I've been tired for a day and I can't feel better. Forget it, let him do whatever he wants. He eats like an emperor and sleeps like a queen. I want to sleep and recover my strength for tomorrow's Jizu Ceremony. It's true.
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Fortunately, the ancestors here thought that a house was better, so the spiritual tablets were placed in the Hall of Peace. Only the emperor could enter the inner hall, and the royal family burned incense and waited in the outer hall. Therefore, it was not particularly tiring.
The following meetings with envoys from various countries do not require the presence of concubines in the harem. This period is also a time for the princesses, concubines and officials to prepare for the singing and dancing at the night banquet. And I just happened to have some free time. In the spring afternoon, in the flower garden
It seems to be given a layer of milk-like luster, and the warm feeling makes people lazy. It is most enjoyable to lie down and take a nap.
At this time, several palace maids who went to the flower forest to pick flowers passed by and talked about some gossip. I didn't have the intention to listen, but I overheard what they said that there were many handsome men and beautiful women from all over the world at night.
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My heart couldn't help but thump, so will he come? Will he come? How could he come? At that time, Emperor Xuan Tian planned to harm him, and he probably didn't want to see him. And me, does he know that I am here?
?I laughed at myself, I really thought highly of myself, not to mention whether he needed to know, whether he wanted to know, or even if he knew, so what, in his eyes, I was just a betrayer of him, not
The person who is worthy of his trust is just an insignificant shadow. Whether he comes or not has nothing to do with me. But why do I still feel that my heart is being pulled, throbbing and painful.
"Your Majesty, have you disturbed your Majesty by those palace maids who were picking flowers just now? They usually don't come, but these fresh flowers will be used for tonight's banquet, and in the imperial city, the Morning Garden has the most and most beautiful flowers. Your Majesty can't say.
I neglected the guests, so I let them pick it. I have already told the people below to keep their voices down." Ling'er saw that my expression was wrong, so she said sincerely from the side.
"It's okay, Linger, can I not attend the banquet today?" I asked with a glimmer of hope.
"Your Majesty, the Emperor has specifically ordered that this night banquet..."
"Okay." I interrupted her: "I understand."
When do I have the right to choose here? From an objective point of view, Emperor Xuan Tian is good to me, but he is never what I want.
At Youshi, I was wearing a snow-white dress, and a swallow-red robe with long edges of rusty gold thread. Swallow-red, red as if it was bleeding, red as if it would burn out and dye everything around me. My long black hair
Gao Wan, with the Love of Hundreds of Flowers around her neck, put on a full headdress of Hundreds of Flowers Chaofeng, a half-length pendant hanging on her cheeks, and the night pearls with a halo like milk made her face even more round, fair and transparent.
The eyebrows and eyes are lightly traced, and the lips are already red without being traced. A red peony in bud is carefully traced on the forehead.
I look at myself in the mirror, and I don't know whether this appearance is lucky or unfortunate. It probably brings me more misfortune.
Amidst the voices of the eunuchs in the main hall announcing, "The Concubine Tianfei has arrived~~", I slowly walked into the hall. It was very quiet in the hall. I walked very lightly, and I only heard the long hem of my skirt and the sound of my voice.
The carpet made an elegant rustling sound.
No matter how directly they looked or how shocked they were, I always deliberately did not look at the people next to me, distracted my gaze, and walked straight on my own path.
"It's Shi'er, it's really Shi'er." A clear voice, filled with excitement, disbelief, and deep dissatisfaction and disappointment, disrupted my confusion. I couldn't help but stop and look towards that person.
Look in the direction of the sound.
It's Liye, it's Nalan Liye. She is here, and my eyes are fixed on the person in front of her. It's him!
Everything in the hall is blurred and no longer exists. All the waiting and torture, all the struggles seem to be waiting for this moment. There seems to be something wrong with my eyes. I can only see him. The person I vowed to love.
, but he is also the person I hate. He is still so handsome and strong, but more indifferent. His tightly pursed lips, those dark eyes are as deep as the sea; very tight, everything seems to be
It flows slowly, but it has turbulent waves, and you can't see the bottom. It's like a drop of ancient ink accumulated for thousands of years, slowly swinging away, but it can't move away the ink in the depths. It only shines with nothingness, making people even more confused.
through.
Suddenly, my hand was held by someone, and it hurt me. I turned around and saw Emperor Xuan Tian had come to my side. His eyes were calm, but he could not hide the strength and anger in his eyes.
He clasped my trembling body tightly, making it seem like he was supporting me as I was about to kneel down. His bottomless eyes were like ink that couldn't be opened. There was endless darkness inside, and the darkness was spurting out.
The hellfire, but his tone was full of consideration, "My beloved concubine is pregnant with a dragonborn, so these etiquettes will be dispensed with."
The voice was not loud, but it could be heard by everyone. I choked and looked at him. His eyes were full of complexity and forbearance, but he couldn't hide the disgust in his eyes or the disgust in the eyes of the people around him.
Emperor Xuan Tian smiled lowly and asked: "Today I have met my unique and beloved Heavenly Concubine. What do you think?" He specially emphasized the words "favorite Heavenly Concubine", giving off a deep cold chill.
It extended from my toes to my spine, then to my fingers, and finally went straight to my forehead.
I tried to take back my restrained hand, but he pulled me into his arms. In my ear was a whisper that only I could hear: "If you want me to go further in front of so many people, I don't mind!"
I stopped and looked desperately at the red carpet in front of me. It seemed to be as scarlet and cruel as dripping blood.
At this time, a good official stood up and saluted Emperor Xuan Tian and said: "Your Majesty is so heroic and powerful, and your concubine is like an immortal. They are indeed a couple created by heaven and earth. Such love is really my blessing from heaven."
It's a sound of flattery and praise. To me, it feels like a curse.
I was pulled by Emperor Xuantian to sit next to him. He continued to smile and said: "Everyone, the Baihua stuffed wine on your table today is taken from the flowers in the morning garden of my beloved concubine. Envoys, please taste it.
." I looked at him with suppressed disgust. He did it on purpose. What on earth did he want to say, what did he want to prove?!
So what if he wants to prove something. It is no longer possible for me and him. The past is over and can never be returned; what is lost has disappeared and can never be found again.
Liye kept staring at me. She is a straight-tempered person. If someone hadn't stopped her, she would have rushed over and questioned me.
I was struggling in my heart. It seemed that the scars that had not yet been intact were being uncovered again, as if they were being pulled back and forth forcefully, and a few handfuls of salt were sprinkled on them. It hurts, it hurts, I hope the pain will be enough.
I don’t feel it anymore.
I half lowered my head, and in my peripheral vision, I saw a woman next to him leaning against him, and he hugged her. She was still the same woman he saw before. It seemed that the shadow lasted for a longer time. Her eyes were full of sweetness and happiness.
Smile. When I look at that smile, it seems so far away from me and out of reach.
She seemed to be aware of my gaze, and suddenly the woman's eyes met mine, and the provocation flashed through her eyes. I suddenly felt inexplicable anger, why should he hate me, on the cliff, I wanted to explain to him
Sometimes, he didn't listen to me, he didn't believe me; when I traveled long distances to find him and wanted to explain to him, he was hugging me beautifully, asking me to leave, and his heart was not with me; when I called his name in the most painful and desperate way
At that time, he was holding another woman in his arms. Does this mean he is going to protect me for life? Or maybe he doesn’t remember what he said at all. The most ruthless emperor’s family, how can I trust their words?
, I am just stupid.
I smiled bitterly and picked up the wine glass in front of me. But I found that I could no longer control the tears in the corners of my eyes. With a click, a tear fell into the wine in the glass. It rippled a few times and disappeared on the pink petals on the rim of the glass. I
I endured it, comforted myself, and wanted to empty my mind of everything. Just like before, I was about to drink the cup of bitter wine when Emperor Xuantian snatched it away.
I raised my head sharply and looked at him. His eyes flashed, he paused, and whispered: "You are pregnant and it is not suitable to drink. Drink some tea." After saying that, he winked at the eunuch beside him and said,
The eunuch then asked the palace maid to bring me a cup of tea. He put his arm around my waist, raised his head and drank the glass of wine in one gulp.
"I'm not feeling well and I want to go back first." What he wants to do should have been done, so it's time for me to leave, otherwise I'm not sure I won't go crazy.
He looked at me for a long time and said in a deep voice: "Okay."