Two days later, I heard that Huangfu Zhe was retreating to advance, and Emperor Xuan Tian and the others concluded that the misunderstanding was over. Princess Nalan and Bei Fengze wanted to come to apologize for disturbing the morning garden. They were walking to the Jingxin Pavilion.
On the way, I thought to myself, with that girl Li Ye’s temper, if she really agreed to come to apologize, she would just stamp her feet and pout.
As I walked through the willow corridor, I saw the familiar figure not far away. The morning sun shone through the wisps of wicker and scattered on his white robe, giving off dots of brilliance. Like dots of fluorescence, all around him
Flow. As unreal as a dream.
Is this why Bai Feng specifically asked me to get rid of the others and go around here? I deliberately lowered my head and wanted to go around. But then I saw the white dragon gold silk boots of the Wolf Totem approaching along the bluestone slab.
.As if I was pretending to run away in Xingdu, that incident felt like it happened yesterday, but it was already very far away. I really wanted to look up and see the person holding the foxtail grass and telling me not to run away. But.
, No, I am no longer that Xiao Shi, and he is no longer the domineering man that I have always been resentful about.
I continued to lower my head and walked around to the side. The pair of boots blocked in front of me again.
"Are you okay? You just don't want to see me." His voice came from above my head. My heart suddenly twitched. I didn't know how to answer him.
"A year ago, you had something to say to me. Can you say it now?" he continued.
"I said it, but what's the use? What else do you want to ask? Isn't it strange? Why didn't I drag my feet and stay in the military prostitute camp you arranged to go to? Instead, I appeared in the Zhongtian Palace.
Princess Tian, are you disappointed?" Actually, I didn't believe everything Xiao Shuiqian said at the time, but when I saw him and he asked me if I was okay, I felt resentful in my heart, so I looked for something to say. That's all.
At that time, is it still necessary? Is it still necessary to say those things?
"Sir, what are you talking about? What kind of foot prison? What kind of military prostitute camp? When did I arrange it? Didn't you follow..." He looked at me in confusion and asked in surprise. Then he seemed to realize something and said
: "Sui'er, please tell me quickly. I believe everything you say now."
I looked at him a little anxious and thought to myself, not to mention whether he believed me or not, even if he said it, so what, you are still Prince Tianzhe, I am still Concubine Tianzhe, and I am pregnant with someone else's child. This fact changed
It didn't work anymore. But I still asked out of nowhere: "If I told you, would you believe it?"
"You say it, and I believe it!" he said firmly.
I smiled bitterly, "Why did you not believe me at first and believe it now? You came here specifically to torture me, right?"
If there was no one else around him at the time, if he had listened to a few words from me, how could this situation have happened? He pushed me away with what he thought was my betrayal of him and his distrust, and then used his hatred towards me.
The betrayal hurt me completely. Now, you stand in front of me and say you believe in me.
"It was my fault that I didn't listen to what you said. But, do you know why I didn't listen? I saw you then, and you..." He suddenly couldn't continue.
He actually wanted to talk about me. I was so angry that I interrupted him and said, "What have you seen? You still don't believe me after all."
Just because he saw Emperor Xuan Tian kissing me and hugging me from a distance on the cliff? Because he caught a glimpse of a corner of Lu Gong’s secret book. He didn’t even want to listen to my explanation, so he completely rejected me. I felt depressed and said: "Then
As for me, I traveled all the way to Xingdu. What did I see? What did I hear? Why are you like this? I disappeared, and you also believed the rumors outside. The promise you gave me
It’s all fake, it’s all fake!”
As soon as I said this, the pain from the past came back. How could he treat me like this? I did everything in exchange for his betrayal and abandonment. I left, but he didn't check and just believed other people's words. When I disappeared, he
Not looking for it either. When I was captured by Emperor Xuantian, that night, I prayed that as long as you showed up, no matter what happened before, I would forgive you, I would forgive you. I called your name,
I shouted for you to come and save me, but no, I saw nothing, and all I could see was the final despair. Haha~~ There shouldn’t be hope in the first place. The greater the hope, the deeper the hurt.
"If you say it now, I believe it!" He was still anxious to confirm.
"Is it still useful to say it? So what if you believe it? You haven't taken advantage of me. Whether you like it or not, you are still the prince of Sirius, and you have your own princess. I am still the concubine of Emperor Xuan Tian. What else can I do?
?”
"Sir, you, you will understand in the future. Please, just believe me this time, just this time. From now on, don't believe what you see or what you hear. I just want to ask you
"Are you willing to come with me?" He grabbed my hand and asked eagerly, but he didn't have enough confidence.
"Haha~~~" I pulled out my hand and laughed, laughing so hard that I couldn't help but shed tears. "Then I dare to ask the prince, why do you want me to believe you? How can you and I leave? I
If you are willing, Emperor Xuantian will give up. What will happen to your princess? And your country. How can the king and queen of Sirius tolerate me who betrayed you? Haha~~"
He suddenly hugged me and moved so fast that I couldn't react at all. I just heard him say in my ear: "Sir, please, don't do this!"
"Then what else can I do? Do you know that I..."
"I will not let Emperor Xuan Tian go!" he said coldly.
I pushed him away, "Why do you say that? You think Emperor Xuan Tian hurt you and me, so you won't let him go. What about you? What do you say about everything you did to me? If you didn't believe me
, you want me to go away, how could I do this. However," I paused, calmed down my mood, and then continued: "But, in fact, there is nothing wrong with you, you just do things your own way. Maybe you are still
Isn’t it the one who has done better among so many people? It’s me who is the reason why I ended up like this.”
I'm just another person's shadow. In the end, there's really no need for him to do anything for such a shadow.
"Sir, don't do this. I told you that if you want, I can take you away. Come with me! Let's be together." There was pain and regret in his eyes. I think I may have seen it wrong. If it is true,
If this is the case, then what he said before is nothing.
"What way, what way? What about the child in my belly? Now this child is my only relative. Is there any way you can ask me to abort this child and then leave with you?" I no longer know who to believe.
Now, I only believe in myself, or sometimes I can’t even believe in myself, because I always overestimate my weight and value in the eyes of others.
At this point, he was stunned. Yes, here, a woman can marry a man who has many children, but a man will never tolerate a woman who is pregnant with other people's children, not to mention that he is a famous prince. Change
Who would do that? The Chinese people’s face problem is indeed a big problem, and men’s exclusive mentality is even more of a problem.
Looking at him stunned, my heart slowly sank, until I suppressed all my sorrow and pain, and I said coldly: "Your Majesty, this is the place where Zhongtian's concubines hang out. Your Majesty, you'd better go back quickly, before the time comes.
It’s no secret that I have things to do, so I won’t accompany the prince anymore.”
After saying that, I walked past him without looking back. That’s right, I don’t want to live for any man in the future. I only live for myself and the only relative I have. Sometimes, I feel selfish.
It's really good. You can let yourself ignore everything, ignore everything, and just look at yourself. In this way, no one can hurt you.