The next day, I heard the news that Jun Lin had left to go back to Xihe. In the past few days, Emperor Xuan Tian rarely came to see me. There was always news in the palace that Concubine Tian had fallen out of favor. Except for people in Chenyuan, this kind of news was very rare.
Being popular naturally spreads quickly and far, and each spread is more vivid than the other. There are many versions, so I will not describe them in detail here.
But I felt so happy that I returned to my life of drinking tea and playing chess by myself. When there was no one around, I would continue to improve my needlework. But the results were always unsatisfactory, invisible, and unattractive.
.Fortunately, I just make some underwear and socks, so I don’t need to let anyone see it.
After it got dark, even though there was a luminous pearl, it still looked a little darker. So I stopped what I was doing, put it away, and started drinking cool fruit wine. I touched my slightly raised belly, thinking that a baby was gestating here.
Life, the life that belongs to me, is satisfying in my heart.
The weather is really getting hot. I don't like to wear long nightgowns, so I cut them to my knees, which is cool and convenient. I sat on the large white jade chair in front of the window and looked at the white clouds, dragon and phoenix bracelets under the moonlight.
It was faintly shining. The dragons and non-phoenixes inside were changing, playing and chasing each other. I couldn't help but reach out and touch it. This dragon and phoenix bracelet was just like its original owner, which people could not ignore or forget. I don't know if Huang Fuzhe regretted it.
Give me such a treasure, or if one day I find a way to untie it, I will find a way to return it to him.
I also heard recently that when Prince Tianzhe was on his way back, someone used a pearl bracelet as bait to lure him into danger. The method was extremely cruel. Prince Tianzhe lost half of his troops before he was able to escape and return home. Emperor Tianlang learned of this
She was furious and said that the owner of the bracelet was not in danger of the Heavenly Wolf. She asked Prince Tianzhe to strictly abide by the ancient precepts and make Huyan Zimin his royal concubine on the fifteenth day of the next month.
When I heard this for the first time, I told myself that it was just a rumor. How could I believe the rumor? But I felt that I was sinking step by step. I smiled unconsciously, whether it was true or false, and how could it be true?
I have He Qian. All I have to take care of now is this child. In my daily diet, I can always find things that are harmful to my fetus, and I can’t prevent them. But luckily I have Ling’er, until one day I find out how to do something about it.
Later, Emperor Xuantian implicated nine tribes and killed them as a warning to others. Only then did he survive. But I know that this method of using violence to control violence still has hidden dangers. So I don’t care about the others anymore. Now this Baiyun Dragon and Phoenix Bracelet takes
If it doesn't come off, just treat it as an ornament. Or, I should consider Brother Xue's words and re-examine Emperor Xuan Tian.
"I'm thinking about him again!" A voice suddenly came from above my head.
I was startled and turned around suddenly to see the somewhat tired Emperor Xuan Tian looking at me angrily. Before I could stand up and salute, he had already sat down on the chair. He forced me to half lie down on the bench with him. I didn't want to
Yue pushed, trying to get up. He pressed me down, just like before, the force was always very strong at first, and I frowned when I saw the pain. Then he slowly relaxed. But today, after reducing the force,
But it still hurts me. I have no choice but to talk about him from different angles. What happened to him today? So I can only explain: "I'm afraid of the heat. I'll be sweating later."
"It doesn't matter if it's hot, I'll just wash it for you later." He said naturally.
I was shocked when I heard that. What was he trying to do? I instinctively pushed him away. She grabbed my waist and grabbed my hand with such force that she seemed to want to break my bones.
"If it were him, would you still hide?" he asked coldly.
I wanted to scream in pain, but when I heard him ask this, I was stunned. What happened to him recently? He always kept asking this question. He knew that this issue was the most sensitive for him and me.
"Answer me!" he demanded. His glare made me feel cold from my feet to my back, and finally the chill went straight to the top of my head.
"What's wrong? Can't you answer it? So what if you still miss him? He will become his concubine on the fifteenth day of next month. I will send an envoy to congratulate him. Why don't you go and have a look too?"
said sarcastically.
"I don't believe you. You said that Zhe is dead, but he is still alive and well. How many times have you lied to me? I won't believe any of your words anymore, I don't believe it!" I said,
The mission pulled me, trying to break free from his hand.
He seemed to be extremely angry. He turned over and pressed me down, "You don't believe me, haha? Do you believe him? Then do you want me to show you the invitation from the Sirius Kingdom?" He didn't know.
At some point I took out a piece of silk, and after tearing it open, it was written clearly that Prince Tianzhe, Huangfu Zhe and Princess Ziling suddenly extended Zimin's wedding ceremony with lotus ceremony, special invitation... and there was the Jade Seal of the Heavenly Wolf Kingdom on it. That's right.
Yes, I have sorted out documents for Zhe before and I have seen this seal. Zhe is really going to marry someone else. This time it is true, it is true!
"How about it, do you believe it? Son, this is the person you are devoted to. Take a serious look at it, is he worth it? And I treat you like this, but you actually step on it. Do you remember, you already have it?"
My child, you are my woman, mine." He threw away the silk and said coldly, his voice getting louder and louder, as if the balloon he was blowing was about to burst when it got too big. I ignored him.
He ignored the pain in his body and just thought about why he came to Zhongtian to say those words to me. But as soon as he returned, everything changed.
"Why, you are hateful, you are sad. Son, I want you to remember from now on that you are mine, your person, your heart, including your hatred, your sadness, and even
Your despair can only be mine. That Prince Tianzhe is just a person who doesn’t want you, he is not worth it..."
"Don't say it, don't say it anymore." I couldn't hide my crying anymore and stopped him from continuing to torture me. "He doesn't want me, it's all because of you, isn't it? If you weren't calculating, you wouldn't force me.
I kidnapped me here, and you didn’t take me by force. You didn’t use my pearl bracelet as bait to plot against him. How could he go back and become his wife? Why should you do this? He and I will never be able to go back...
..." I wanted to continue saying, how can I look at you again when you are like this, but before I could say anything, he snatched the words away.
"Really, but doesn't this just help you test his feelings for you? He still doesn't believe you after all, right? He also lied to you. Son, you actually blame me for him, you are such a loser
A woman with a heart.”
"My heart is gone a long time ago. Let me go." I struggled step by step. I just wanted to find a secluded place to vent, cry twice, and let out all the depression. But, I didn't want to
I showed it in front of him that I didn't want to do anything. No matter whether I accept my fate or not, I have to stay here. Emperor Xuan Tian, why do you still do this? Such a result will only make me farther and farther away from you.
"Haha~~" He was so angry that he laughed back: "Sir, do you want me to let you go? You're too naive. I tell you, don't even think about it in this life."
"You devil, you are a devil. My life is up to me and not to others. Don't think about taking possession of everything from me. You..."
He pressed down hard, blocked my lips, and moved around wantonly, the strong smell of blood filling his lips and teeth. He sucked on my wound, as if to suck out the blood inside. He tore off a piece.
He then pulled open my nightgown and threw it out. My whole body was exposed to the air. Soon he was only wearing his undershirt, and the cool night breeze blew by, raising goosebumps all over my body.
.I was so scared that I stared at Emperor Xuan Tian in front of me with my eyes wide open.
He ignored me at all. He never paid attention to my feelings. His hands moved on my body without listening, and gradually became stronger. The fear from the night before grew like a creeping weed. It spread throughout my body, and I shouted
Said: "You can't do this. I'm pregnant with a child. I can't..."
"Can't you? The imperial doctor said that at this stage, as long as you control it properly, the baby will not be hurt." As he said that, his hand had already moved along the inside of the leg.
I don't know where I got the courage, so I slapped him. He was stunned for a moment, his eyes turned cold, and he wanted to continue, so I slapped him again. He didn't seem to expect that I would be so bold.
Veins were exposed on his forehead, and his eyes were red with anger.
Suddenly, he grabbed my neck. The force was so strong that I could no longer bear it. I felt all the blood rush to my forehead. I just grabbed his arm and pinched my fingernails into his.
In my body, he still didn't react at all. I stared at this madman with wide eyes, until my vision began to blur and my hands gradually lost strength.
Ling'er seemed to have heard the movement inside, or it should be said that everyone in the morning palace heard it. But everyone has the instinct to survive, so they didn't make any noise or take any action. But let me know at this time,
Linger is good to me after all.
"Your Majesty, your Majesty, the anti-fetal medicine has been prepared." Linger hurriedly opened the door and walked in, holding a bowl of medicine.
When I thought that I might just die and be clean after death, his hand loosened suddenly. Out of instinct, as soon as I touched the fresh air, I was extremely weak and gasped and coughed continuously.
Ling'er saw the tattered clothes here, me with a pale face and bruised neck, and Emperor Xuan Tian, whose clothes were disheveled and whose face was filled with anger and shock. He immediately knelt down and said, "Kowtow to the emperor, this servant deserves to die. Please forgive me."
Emperor Xuan Tian, who had been staring blankly at his hands, reacted, grabbed the middle coat closest to him, covered me with it, and said in a cold voice: "Everyone, get out."
As if I had grasped a life-saving straw, I clutched my shirt tightly, huddled up, and trembled uncontrollably. Suddenly, I realized that even when I shouted for help, there was no one to call for help.
He touched my face gently, and I couldn't help but tremble again. He ignored it and continued with his own business, pushing aside the messy hair on my face. He kissed away the tears from the corners of my eyes like a butterfly fluttering among flowers.
. He is so gentle and completely different from the one he was a minute ago. No, it should be said that one is above the ninth level of heaven, and the other is below the eighteenth level of hell.
He got off the bench and walked up to me with the medicine left by Ling'er. He just looked at me and said nothing for a long time. I was also like a pool of stagnant water, without any reaction. My heart was so gray that I didn't want to say another word.
, the previous struggle and pain left me with no strength to take the bowl of medicine in his hand. I thought, maybe if he forced me to drink it at this time, I would drink it. In this way, he would not look at me like that later.
.But what does that matter?
Finally, he sighed and put down the bowl. He lay down on the bench and hugged me gently. But then he unconsciously tightened his grip. Then he seemed to realize something and relaxed again. I don't know where it came from.
He took out the ointment and gently rubbed it on my neck while saying: "I'm sorry, I don't want to do this, but..."
"Sir, do you know? I have never cared about someone so much, never. I love you so much, so much that I am afraid of myself. Did you know that I should have been happy when I got this news?
Yes, but I feel sorry for you, and I am also very angry. Why do you still miss him when he treats you like this? And I treat you sincerely, but you don’t look at me well..." He said, his voice a little ethereal.
Nothingness seems to be speaking to me, and it also seems to be speaking to himself.
"The first time I saw you was at the Prime Minister's Mansion. You were so young at that time, such a small little girl. I suddenly couldn't do anything, and even I didn't know why. It seemed like a long time ago
I just know you. Do you know? Under the maple tree in Qiuye Court, I had someone feed you pills. Later, I was going to march south, so I sent Leng Yue to you. I told her to keep an eye on you.
I can't let you die. I want you to live. When I come back, I will take revenge myself."
"You know, one time I came back and saw you practicing Qing Gong. You were very clumsy. You couldn't fly over a wall less than two meters away. You fell down, and you tried to keep yourself up, but you still screamed in pain. At that time, I
I couldn't help but smile when I looked at it. Do you know how long it has been since I laughed? It's been more than ten years, but I didn't expect that it was you who made me smile knowingly."
"At the flower viewing banquet, I always looked at you, always looked at you. In the flower forest, you could be as happy as Xiao Boyang. I hated you, inexplicably even more than before. On the wooden bridge, I thought about how to take revenge.
, but you found me, you said some words that I didn’t understand, and I was a little angry when I saw you getting close to others so easily. You asked me to look into your eyes. Maybe that’s when I really fell in. I have been
Everyone is watching you from behind. I know that you are not having a good life in the Prime Minister's Mansion. I was wondering if I could change my plan, but that night, I..."
He kept mumbling to himself and kept saying that he had been looking at me. Maybe it was because he was paralyzed, and I was tired too, really tired. I numbed myself and fell asleep like this.