I sat on the ground, rubbing my numb legs, and looking calmly at the morning garden that was beginning to come back to life in front of me. It seemed like nothing happened, I just sat down to rest when I was tired.
There is nothing wrong with this, and of course there is nothing good about it. But compared to before, I prefer my current life, which is self-reliance and self-sufficiency.
However, soon, this kind of life in which one person had enough to eat and the whole family was not hungry ended that day. The gate of the morning garden was opened again in the evening of that day. A new member came in - the queen. The palace maids and eunuchs brought her
He carried it to the next room and left as if no one was around.
I thought, this place has really become the second area of the Cold Palace. In the future, when Emperor Xuan Tian sends all the concubines and queens he doesn't want here, then I won't have any peace either.
I'm not a very noble person either. Now that the queen is here, I can't be sure that she killed my child, but she is definitely suspected of pushing the flow. That cannot be compared with her sister and sister. I will continue to live my life.
What she wants to do with her own life is her business and has nothing to do with me. However, if I really want to know that she is the mastermind behind this, then I will not let go of this opportunity that God has given me.
I acted like nothing was wrong and continued to drink the chain porridge comfortably. After I finished, I drank tea made from lotus pods. I did some yoga to relax my body and mind. Then I lay down to sleep. But the sound of coughing from the next door kept coming.
The coughing got worse and worse. I was thinking, when did the sound insulation effect here become so bad? The same goes for the palace maids and eunuchs, why should they be placed next to me? If they were farther away, they would be fine.
The more I thought about it, the more annoyed I became, and I really couldn't bear it anymore. I got up and lit a candle, walked to the dining room, lit a fire and cooked the lotus seeds and white fungus that I had collected so hard. I said to myself, the main thing is to cook it for myself.
She's causing me insomnia, so she can only drink the leftovers from my food. That's right, that's it.
After boiling for a long time, I saw that the lotus seeds were already ripe. I thought it was almost done, so I put them in the prepared porcelain bowl. When I put them in the food box, I felt something was wrong. Didn't I want her to eat my leftovers?
Then it was my turn to eat first. So I ran back and drank several sips before I felt decent, so I picked up the food box and walked to her room.
When I opened the door and saw the queen, I was surprised. Under the moonlight, the queen who was so beautiful in the sunset did not still have the grace and splendor of the past. Under the messy hair, her pale face was as white as white paper. There was no life at all. Her eye sockets were deep.
The blood stains that had solidified at the corners of her mouth were already dark, making her whole face look miserable. And there were still a lot of blood stains on her body. She looked even worse than me before.
She was still coughing, and when she saw me coming in, she coughed even more violently. After she regained her breath, she stared at me and said coldly: "What are you doing here? Are you looking at my joke? I'm satisfied with you."
Arrived?"
I really felt that she was tired from living. What could she do at this time? I also muttered in my heart that I didn’t want to come, but I was confused and came here anyway. I walked over and put down the food box and took out the bowl of fresh food.
Lotus and Tremella Soup. As soon as she saw it, she swept it away. I was well prepared and quickly moved back.
I pushed a step forward. I felt sorry for the hard-earned white fungus. I said, "I don't want to come here to clean anything, but you keep coughing, and the coughing gets louder and louder. It makes me unable to sleep. I am here."
I just want you to calm down. I want to sleep! Do you understand?"
She turned her head and stopped looking at me. I didn't want to pay attention to her either. I continued: "I'll put this soup here later. You can drink it yourself. If the cough bothers me again, I'll come over and wipe it with you."
The foot rags have blocked your mouth."
She seemed angry, turned her head again, and stared at me.
"Whether you like to drink it or not, I tell you, white fungus and lotus seeds are very precious here. Yes, and this porcelain bowl. If you really break it all, you'd better think about how to compensate me first."
After saying that, I saw her staring at me and not saying anything for a long time. I was also sleepy and couldn't stand her looking at me like this, so I put the bowl on her desk and walked out.
I don't know if the wind at night was particularly cold. As soon as I went out, I woke up again and thought of the blood stains on her body. The autumn night was also cold. After returning to my room, I found some ointment and some ointment again.
A quilt passed by, and I secretly scolded myself for being nosy. As soon as I entered the door, I saw the queen drinking the bowl of sweet soup. She was inexplicably pleased, but when she saw me coming in, she panicked and looked embarrassed.
"Keep eating. You have to eat when you are hungry. This fresh lotus and white fungus soup can also relieve your cough. Also, take the quilt and medicine by yourself. Don't wake me up in the middle of the night by screaming in pain.
!" I put the ointment and quilt on her bed. I also thought that she was brought in, so
I didn't mean to help her apply ointment and cover her with a quilt! It was really troublesome. Once again, I reluctantly helped her apply ointment and cover her with a quilt. She refused at first, but she angrily scolded: "If you do this again,
The candle end is about to burn out, and you have to pay me for the candle!" She then let me play with it.
After everything was over, I felt that this was not the case. Before leaving, I said to her: "Don't think too much, I'm afraid you will disturb my sleep!" After saying that, I went back to my room, thinking that I was too tired, so I fell asleep.
!A dreamless night.
The next morning, I got up early to practice yoga. After dinner, I took the hook I made yesterday to Luohe Pavilion. The door next door was always closed and there was no movement inside. I thought she wanted to sleep more.
So she put the food in a pot in the dining room to keep it warm. If she was hungry, she would naturally go there to find something to eat.
When I came back at noon, I found that the door was still closed, and the food in the nest was still lying around. I was a little bit depressed. Thinking that she was going to do this to herself, there was nothing I could do. If I didn’t eat, I would collapse.
No need to cook.
At sunrise and sunset, I ate the leftovers like an idiot for two whole days. The person next door still didn't move at all. Thinking about last night, she started coughing occasionally. I thought, I really want someone to die here.
Next door, it's not the same thing. And I haven't confirmed who is the mastermind behind it. At least I want to find out. Everyone wants to die and live.
So, this morning I got up and cooked a bowl of porridge and fresh lotus and white fungus soup, and sent them to the next door. As soon as I entered the door, I was glad that I came in the morning. If I had come at night, I would definitely scare her to death. I felt like she was
A lost female ghost. Those eyes
Shen Shen stared above blankly without blinking. Using panda eyes, her eye sockets are considered polite. As for her lips, without the gap in the middle, I can hardly find the specific location, and it just looks like a haggard shape.
So be it.
Seeing her dead look, I should have been very happy. But I didn't feel anything for no reason. I just walked over and put the porridge and sweet soup in front of her. Her eyelids moved. She opened her mouth and said dumbly.
Said: "You go away, don't come back again."
"I don't want to come here either, but if someone really starves to death next door, I'm afraid I'll have nightmares at night." I said with a stiff mouth.
"I want to die..." she said angrily.
If I hadn't seen her dying, I would have really wanted to beat her. I said angrily: "What do you mean you want to die? Do you know how precious life is? Have you seen how those suffering people want to live? What right do you have to say death?"
, have you ever thought about your parents? They gave birth to you and raised you, and you said you would die if you wanted to? An ant still lives in vain, don't tell me that you are worse than an ant!"
Hearing this, her dry eyes became a little wet, and she gnawed: "Why not? It would be better to die happily than to live like this."
He was another person seeking death. I couldn't help but sigh that there should be a planned life-sustaining measure in ancient times. I said: "What's wrong with living like this? Aren't there twelve hours in a day, three meals a day, and four sleeps a day?
For an hour. Look at the same sun, moon and stars as them, enjoy the same wind, rain, snow and dew. Any loss of favor or fame and wealth are just troubles you have found out for yourself."
"You don't understand, I'm different from you! I love the emperor, I love him! Love him!" She seemed to use her last strength to say these words hoarsely, and then said dejectedly: "In the eyes of others,
Come, I am his queen. But, I really love him. I have loved him a long time ago
At that time, he was still a boy under fifteen years old and came to the Prime Minister Zuo's house to find my father. I saw him at that time. His handsome and flawless face had a poise and wisdom that was different from his age. Then my father assisted him.
, I entered the palace, worked step by step, and finally became his only queen."
When she said this, there was a dreamy light in her dry eyes. Then it dimmed again, and the disappointment factor in her words spread, "But, I know that even if I am the queen, I am not the only one in his heart. You
I came back, and I got everything as soon as I came back. That’s everything I dreamed of! Do you know how much I envy you? Envy
I admire everything he does for you. The emperor never lets any of his concubines stay overnight, and neither do I. But he stays in your morning garden every day. The emperor never shows tenderness to any woman, but he is more than tender to you. In the ceremony of offering sacrifices to heaven, it turned out that
I should be the one accompanying him to the highest heaven-sacrifice wheel, and he even ignored the eyes of civil and military officials and walked down directly with you in his arms.
Altar. I, I'm even jealous of him losing his temper with you, because he never has a temper in front of us women. Even when he heard that I killed the little princess, he just frowned, and then everything went according to Concubine Jin's instructions.
I proposed to do it. I tried my best to stay with him. I just wanted to accompany him and take care of him. But he didn't even look at me.
.In his heart, I am worthless at all. After all, he pretends to be you, just you. So even though I am jealous of you, when I see you locked up in this morning garden, I feel a sense of joy in my heart.
Yes. In addition to coming to convey the emperor's words, I really wanted to see what kind of misery this woman who has occupied all the thoughts of the man I love is like."
When she said this, she felt a little happy, but also mixed with a little sadness. Yes, at that time she came to see my misfortune, but she did not expect that she would have the same ending. In other words, the ending would be worse than mine.
"So, you don't have to pity me, and you don't have to be so kind to me. No matter how kind you are, I won't accept it." After she said this, she closed her eyes and turned her head away from looking at me.