Emperor Xuantian holds my hand every moment, even when discussing military affairs. Their strategies are somewhat beyond my expectations, but they are reasonable. They are not planning to act like a mantis stalking a cicada or an oriole.
The oriole behind them. At least if Tianlang is defeated, they will not attack Tianlang rashly. Instead, they will take the opportunity to destroy Wu Qi and Zile. As for how to deal with Tianlang
, is to get back the previously lost city, and then cancel the gifts in old age and so on. I think Emperor Xuan Tian and others also understand the truth. When Zhongtian is fighting internally, it is a mess. Even the Sirius does not invade easily. And.
If they really want to seize this seemingly good opportunity, they may have to deal with not just the people of the Sirius Kingdom, but the people of this world.
I sat silently and listened, understanding that Huangfu Zhe's situation was really bad. As for public and private matters, Emperor Xuan Tian would naturally not help. Just as I was thinking about it, someone handed me a glass of water, but I didn't accept it.
I thought you could just put it on the case. But the person remained stubbornly stagnant. I looked up and saw that it was Lan Lin dressed in men's clothing. She blinked, and I understood, silently taking it and handing it over to her.
of water.
After they had finished discussing and everyone had retreated, he hugged me again, took off the veil, and looked at me carefully. He murmured: "Sir, my son..."
I looked directly at him and said, "My name is Mo Wan."
He was startled, took out the necklace from my neck, looked at it carefully and confirmed, "No, you are the deceased. You are."
"So, what do you want? Do you want to imprison me like before?" I looked at him and said. Looking at the pain in his eyes, I suddenly remembered what Old Man Bai said to me, thinking that he loved me.
, love hurt me. In fact, everyone was having a hard time, so I softened my tone and said, "Can you let me go? Just treat Xiao Si as dead. Just like before, pretend that Xiao Si doesn't exist.
.You should cherish the people around you now, okay?"
He hugged me, pressed my head against his heart, and said: "Now that I have recognized you, how can I let you go? Listen carefully to the voice in my heart. Your shadow is everywhere in this place.
It’s you. I can’t let go, I can’t let go!”
I think I can understand how he feels, but I should explain it clearly to him. I should have talked about it properly a long time ago, "But do you know what I think? In fact, do you know? You know that I..."
"
Before I could finish speaking, he kissed me. He took possession of me willfully, and I did not struggle, allowing him to ask for it arbitrarily. After a long time, he stopped dejectedly, with deep loss in his eyes. He slowly
Slowly sat back on the couch and said in a deep voice: "Why? Well? In Baibai
It was you who asked me to look into your eyes when we were in Hualin. It was you who came to find me in Qilixiang. I can feel that you were unusual for me at that time. Why is it like this now? Shi'er, is it possible?
Do you really have no affection for me? I don’t believe it?"
I walked over, sat in front of him, and recalled those days in Lin'an a few years ago, and said: "Maybe I still had feelings for you at that time. Because I felt strange when I came here, or maybe because I was reincarnated.
When I was young, I took a break to drink Meng Po soup, so I felt the affection from the past. However, in the dungeon and Murong Garden, these few remaining affections were completely consumed. In fact, you are a very good man...
…”
"Then why can't you accept me again? Is it because of the things I did that hurt you? That day when you had a miscarriage, you held me in tears. If I had believed that day, would you have given me another chance?
Can we start over? Si'er, since you could do it at that time, you can do it now too." At this point, I lightly clasped my shoulders and said sincerely: "Sui'er, come back with me, I swear I will
I will love you and trust you from now on, and never let you get hurt in the slightest again."
I shook my head and said, "You should understand. In my heart..."
"Don't say that, you just need to tell me, did you really mean it when you held me and cried that day? It's true. What I felt is true, right? Son, tell me, it's true.
." He is like this every time. He grabs the words before I finish. He only speaks according to his own ideas. But he insists on looking at me for an answer. I thought about the scene that day, nodded and said: "
At that time, I was in too much pain..."
"That's alright. Son, let's go together, let's go back together. You are still the unique concubine in Zhongtian. You are still my favorite..." I was about to continue, but I interrupted: "That's not the case anymore. In fact, you
I understand everything. Love is a matter between two people. If you love me, then have you asked me how I feel. I..."
He didn't let me talk anymore, and pulled me to the bed, turned over and suppressed me. While stroking my cheek, he murmured: "Sir, we have been together for so long, you have become accustomed to me.
Isn't it?" After saying that, he returned to his former domineering Emperor Xuan Tian, kissing her as usual.
He was right, we got to know each other well during that time. I knew what he wanted to do, and regardless of my lack of reaction, he kissed and unbuckled my belt as usual.
I said in a deep voice: "Your Majesty, please stop forcing me. This will only make me farther away from you."
He was startled and stopped. He buried his head in my shoulder. He said in a deep voice: "Why him? Is there anything I can't compare to him about? In terms of talent, appearance, strategy and power, how can I not compare to him? You
Say it, you say it!”
"It's not about this aspect. I like him, I just like him. Not because of how powerful he is, not because of how talented and handsome he is. Love is not a competition. If you like him, you just like him. If you love him, you love him."
"Do you love him that much? Does he love you? How much does he love you? He didn't protect you at all, did he?"
"He loves me, I know. He loves me deeply. You can imprison me because you love me, but if he loves me, he can set me free. Let me live the life I want."
He said no more, and we were just in a stalemate. Suddenly, he suddenly raised his head and looked at me, his eyes changing. I felt the danger in his eyes spreading. It was the same as that day when he took me back to Lin'an from Xihe.
At this moment, someone outside reported: "Please inform the emperor that the right minister has military information to report."
He paused, stood up suddenly, straightened his clothes, and said to me: "If you need anything to tell the people outside, you can rest here today."
After he walked out, I quickly stood up and straightened my clothes. In fact, I knew he wouldn't hurt me. But facing him like that just now, facing his desires, I was still afraid. In this situation, I just want to see Huang Fuzhe
It was difficult on both sides, but I also thought that if I really kept going like this and being taken back to Lin'an by him, it would be even more hopeless. So I made preparations.
I went out for a walk and looked for a chance to leave. As soon as I arrived at the door, I saw a person walking in carrying a teapot. I looked at it and saw that this was Lan Lin. I was about to say something, but she shushed me and silenced me.
.I looked outside, pulled her to the inner tent, and asked in a low voice: "Lan Lin, why are you here, dressed like a waiter in a shop?"
She put down the teapot in her hand, pulled me and said: "Sir, it's really you. Fortunately, you're not dead, otherwise I would have a hard time in this life. At that time, you actually lied to me. At that time, the Heavenly Wolf Kingdom
The messenger also sent a jar of ashes to the party, but we were so heartbroken."
"I'm fine, don't blame me. How come you, a queen, are here?" Actually, I wanted to ask if you were a senior official and could you help me escape. But as soon as we met,
Just saying those words, I was really afraid that she wouldn't be able to cope with it. It has to be done step by step.
She walked up to me and said playfully: "I am now the emperor's personal guard, helping him take care of all the affairs in life."
"Tsk tsk, there are all personal guards here." I said with a deliberately sideways look.
After hearing this, she blushed and said, "Stop teasing me." Then she pulled me to sit down and said, "Don't worry too much. In fact, the emperor is always pretending to be you. I just can't bear it."
Seeing that he was in so much pain, my father asked my eldest brother to arrange for me to come over. When he saw me coming, he didn't say much. He just let me pick something to do."
"You should let him know that you are not only the queen of Zhongtian, but also his wife. Someone who is willing to accompany him to the ends of the world."
"His wife..." She repeated these three words, with hope and disappointment in her eyes, "In his heart, only you are his wife."
"You always think so preconceivedly. Do you know that sometimes everyone is deceived by some appearances. You have been fighting for so long, why don't you go further. I understand that he still can't let go. But he always makes mistakes.
Something wrong happened at that time. The love has passed. Now I am not Tianfei, not Xiao Si, let alone his wife. I
It’s Mo Wan, I want to find the Mo Wan who belongs to me.” It’s the same in the past life and this life, looking at flowers in the mist, looking at the moon in the water. Those who don’t understand are just persistent, while those who understand don’t say anything. In the end, everyone is confused
We all live in the fog, but in fact, as long as you take a brave step and reach out to hold it, happiness may be right in front of you. And everything you want to cherish is by your side.
She looked at me blankly and asked, "Are you running here just to find Prince Tianzhe of Tianlang?"
I nodded and said, "Actually, the emperor also knows it, but his self-esteem and pride don't want to face it."
"But you can't go." Lan Lin pulled me to stop her. I was stunned. Emperor Xuan Tian was like that because the authorities were confused. So what happened to her now? She must have been confused as well. Then she asked: "You
You should understand, why do you still say that?”
"Sir, I finally found you safe, and I will never let you go to those places again." She held my hand stubbornly and said.
"Don't worry, as long as I see him, he will protect me. There will be no danger. Now, before the emperor finds anyone to watch me, how about you help me leave?" Didn't you say,
The soldiers are very fast, with the speed of the moonlit night and my own lightness skills. After running for such an hour and a half, Emperor Xuantian should not be able to catch up with me.
After hearing this, her eyes flashed and she didn't answer my words. She actually got up and ran to pour me tea. I followed her and asked, "Is that okay?"
"You should have a cup of tea first." She deliberately avoided saying.
I was stunned and suddenly said: "The emperor didn't send you directly to watch me, right?"
She didn't say anything for a while, just pouring tea. I thought, Emperor Xuan Tian, I'm afraid you might make a mistake one day. Lan Lin is your queen. But you forgot that she is still my sister in need, which is more important.
What's more, I am still considered her rival in love. It's not easy to make a bandit overlord change his ways, and it's not easy to make a love-first woman understand that love is selfish.
So I talked a lot. If I said something nice, I would call it rational and emotional. If I said something unpleasant, it would induce betrayal. The central idea is roughly as follows: I am leaving, I am happy, you are relieved, and he has given up on me.
, I am attracted to you again. If I don’t leave, you will suffer, I will suffer, he will suffer, and no one will get a good fruit. Under my constant arguments of three hardships and four hearts, when I saw her nodding in confusion, I
He picked her up and walked out.
Little did she know that during the time I was trying to convince her, things were changing outside.