"Jing, why did you come to see me?" Jing looked at Yao'er beside him, and Yao'er stepped back knowingly. Then Jing said, "Mengmeng, how are you doing these days?" He said softly.
He smiled and said, "It's nothing good or bad, it's not like that!"
"You look very bad!" Jing just stared at me closely, as if he couldn't hear what I said. He looked a little embarrassed, coughed unnaturally, and emphasized his tone: "Jing, what are you doing here?
What's up?"
Jing seemed to have come back to his senses just now, with a heavy expression on his face: "I'm here to take you away!" This was indeed the case. He lowered his head, sat gently on the chair, and asked softly: "Are you all ready?"
"Yes!" When I heard Jing's affirmative answer, I felt melancholy that I had never felt before, as if it had been hollowed out. Looking out the window, the sky was still hazy. How long will it take for this winter to pass? I hate this so much.
The sky is lifeless, as if my own mood has been implicated, and has dropped to the extreme along with the sky!
"You have taken these clothes. At midnight tomorrow night, you can change into these clothes and wait for me here!" After saying this, Jing put a bundle on the table. I could feel his eyes, but
Without looking at him, she just nodded lightly and sighed softly: "I'm leaving first. It's not convenient to stay here for a long time!" After saying that, he slowly left Fengxia Palace, with a lonely look on his back.
, It's not that I don't understand, it's that I can't understand. My heart is full of longing, and there is no room left. I can only owe you in this life.
Not long after Jing left, Yao'er walked in softly and said softly: "Mother, are you leaving?" There was a trace of surprise in her heart, she overheard? She didn't know how to speak for a while, Yao'er's eyes were a little red, her voice
He also became low and hoarse, choking and saying: "My queen, please go if you can! Yao'er knows that my queen will never be happy here! So, if my queen can leave, Yao'er will also be happy!"
Looking at Yao'er's crying face, she felt a pity in her heart. She hurriedly walked to Yao'er and comforted her softly: "I'm sorry, Yao'er. I promised you that I would take you out of the palace to play, but I'm afraid I have to break my promise again!"
Yao'er wiped away the tears on her face fiercely, holding back her sobs, and said: "If the queen can say that, Yao'er is very happy, but...it's just...if the queen leaves, I'm afraid I'll never see you again.
It’s time for the queen…”
As she was talking, Yao'er started crying loudly. Afraid of disturbing the guards outside the door, she gently made a silent gesture to Yao'er, and then gently hugged her shoulders, comforting her for a long time.
... Yao'er's mood finally calmed down a little. I wiped away Yao'er's tears and begged softly: "Yao'er, can you do something more for me?"
Yao'er nodded: "I am willing to do anything for you!"
Biting her lower lip tightly, she said softly: "Can you invite the emperor here tonight?"
On such a cold night, there are actually scattered stars in the sky, shining slightly...
"The Emperor has arrived!" Following Eunuch Li's announcement, a burst of footsteps came. I felt a little confused. Maybe this was the last conversation I had with him?
"Where is the empress?" Yi's voice came from outside the door, with a hint of worry. Could it be that he also guessed that I was going to say goodbye to him today?
"The empress is in the palace!" Yao'er's voice was a little unnatural, and then there was a sound of footsteps. Xu Shiyi sent them all away, right? The main hall suddenly became quiet, and there was no more sound. I held tightly
He leaned against the door, listening carefully to the sounds outside, with no intention of going out to see him.
"How long are you going to hide?" Yi's voice unexpectedly sounded by the door, and his heart couldn't help but tighten. From the other side of the door, Yi's deep voice came: "It's so weird today? Come to me, but you don't
Do you want to see me?"
I leaned against the door tightly, my heart tightening for a while, I took a few deep breaths, turned around and pressed my forehead against the door, and said softly: "Perhaps Yi and I will never meet again!"
"Nonsense! Who allowed you not to see me?" Yi's voice was a little angry, but also mixed with a little fear. I felt him push the door gently, but he didn't push it open. It was clear that it was just a short distance.
Separated by a door, it seems like we are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers...
"I...I don't want to see you anymore!" As soon as the words came out, tears slid down quietly. Maybe this is the only thing I can do now, right?
"I don't allow it! Don't even think about leaving me! You promised yourself that you won't leave!" Yi's voice was much softer, but a little hoarse. I pressed against the door and seemed to be able to feel the faint fragrance of him.
Like leaning against his warm chest.
"Since I promised you that I won't leave, then I won't leave, but I won't see you again!" I have to lie. If I say I want to leave, and if the guards are strengthened, it will be difficult to fall in love with me.
I escaped from the palace and said these words with all my heart. There was no sound outside. I could feel the sadness and helplessness on his body. Such rich sadness was given to him by me. I always thought that I could bring him
Happy, now that I think about it, apart from the hurt, have I really given him happiness? It seemed like a century had passed, and I thought time had stopped, until I finally heard him let out a low sigh.
"Is this... the answer you gave me? Do you want to hide in Fengxia Palace forever and blame yourself for the rest of your life?" Listening to Yi's sad voice, I wanted to open the door, throw myself into his arms and tell him
Him, how much do I miss him, how much do I want to share his sorrow and heal his pain? But I can't. I have hurt him so deeply that I no longer have the face to appear in front of him. I have lost all my courage.
I dare not push open a door...
"Yes!" There was another silence, but he spoke first: "This is your decision, I respect you, and I will always wait for you. When you figure it out, it's enough to feel you by my side."
The sound of heavy footsteps gradually faded away. I covered my mouth tightly, fearing that I would hear my low cry. Tears poured down my face. I slid weakly to the ground and hugged my knees tightly. If I could just do this
How nice would it be to disappear? If I could go back in time, I would rather never meet him, so that I would not bring so much harm to him and myself. And those innocent lives...
I don’t even know how I got through this day. At night, snowflakes were flying in the sky. I gently stretched my hand out of the window. The snowflakes fell on my hand and immediately dissolved into water droplets... Winter is coming so soon.
?The buds outside the window are slowly unfolding in the severe cold. Finally, there is no chance to see you blooming to your heart's content...