I returned to Fengxia Palace depressed, am I going to be taken advantage of in vain? I’m really unconvinced... Who made my wine taste so bad? I didn’t drink much. Who knew the liquor was so strong...
I was stuck in the room thinking about this problem all day long, and told Yao'er to say that I was not feeling well, and refused to see anyone... I was very confused. Should I leave the palace? Can I go back to modern times? If I go back, then what?
Doesn’t it mean that we have to say goodbye to everyone and everything here forever? I feel very sad...
But after all, I am not from this time and space, and I might suddenly go back one day... Who knows? Youyi... I am afraid that I really like him, does he like me too? Or is it just a feeling?
The momentary novelty... Maybe one day he will forget all about me... After all, he never said that he liked me...
The door was gently pushed open, and I didn't look back. It must be Yao'er. I said lightly: "Yao'er... do you think if I leave the palace one day and never come back, will anyone miss me?"
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There was no sound behind me. How could Yao'er know the answer that I didn't even know? She smiled bitterly and said, "Yao'er, do you know? I really like the outside world. Here, I feel like
A canary in a cage has beautiful wings, but cannot fly freely... Sigh..." He sighed, but there was still no sound behind him...
Never mind... I just wanted to find someone to complain to. I played with the hairpin in my hand and said casually: "Yao'er, although there is no freedom here, I am a little reluctant to let him go. I seem to like him..."
Damn Yao'er, even if he was frightened, I've said so much anyway, why don't you give me some reaction? He turned around dissatisfied...
Oh my god...how...how could it be him? Nangong Yi stood not far away from me, with a serious expression on his face...he frowned slightly and looked at me like that, with complicated eyes. I don't know what he is.
What are you thinking? It’s like I never understand him...
What did I just say? Did he hear it? Does he know that I have always wanted to have an abortion? Did I hurt him...
I sat blankly, not knowing what to say... After all, I had confessed just now... But why didn't he say a word? What did he mean? I grabbed the hem of the skirt tightly, because it was so hard that the palms of my hands hurt.
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Just when the atmosphere was tense to the extreme, he spoke softly: "Get ready, I'm going to Jiangnan tomorrow!" He turned around and prepared to go out...
What she just said made her feel inexplicable pain. Wasn't she the one who broke her wings? Should she let her go? But if she really left like this, in the days to come, she would
How to spend this lonely palace life...
Kanyi turned around and was about to leave. I couldn't do this anymore. I had to ask clearly. I felt anxious and hurriedly stood up and grabbed his hand. His back froze, but he didn't turn around...
I felt an indescribable discomfort in my heart, as if I was being pressed down by a huge boulder. It was difficult to breathe... I took a deep breath and said softly: "Yi... I like Yi, and Yi also likes... Meng'er, okay?"
Nervous, there is a layer of fine sweat on the palms of my hands... If he doesn't like me, can I leave the palace without worries?... If he likes me, can I give up the harem for my life?
I am the only concubine...
"Don't you...don't you understand my heart?" Yi spoke softly, but her voice was so low, with infinite tenderness...Does this mean she likes me? Does Yi also like me?
"But..." Just when I felt a little happy, Yi continued: "Do you really want to leave the palace that much? Are you really unwilling to stay by my side? If so... I am willing to let go.
Let's go...!" His voice was hoarse and he finished those words solemnly... The red light of the setting sun filtered in from the window... shone on him, stretching his shadow... and filled the air.
With a touch of sadness...
Wing... My Wing, what did I say? Did I hurt him? I am so stupid, I am so stupid... He is so kind to me, tolerates all my faults, and allows me to act coquettishly... This is not
Do you like me or something? Why didn't I think of this earlier...and said these words that made him sad...severe pain in my heart...unable to say a word...
"I know you don't like the palace, so go ahead and do what you like!"