"Where's that wing? What should he do if I leave?" I said blankly, as if I was asking Sweetheart, or myself. A trace of distress flashed in Sweetheart's eyes, and she straightened my hair.
Then he said: "But you are not happy here. What Yi can't give you, hope can give you!"
He sighed and did not answer sweetheart, how could I just leave like this? Or should I leave with Zhen? How much harm would that do to Yi? Yi has lived alone in this deep palace for so many years, if
I have also left him behind. Will there be another person to take my place and stay with him to prevent him from feeling lonely?
When Tianxin saw that I was silent, she also shut up. When she returned to Fengxia Palace, Yao'er hurriedly ran out and said, "Your Majesty, you are back! The emperor is waiting for you inside!" Why is he back again?
Looking at Tianxin with a puzzled face, Tianxin smiled at me and said, "Go in, I'll go back to the room first!"
He nodded, feeling a bad premonition, suppressing his uneasiness, and walked towards the house...
Yi stood alone in front of the window, looking at the crescent moon in the sky. The moonlight shone on him, coating his white clothes with a silver halo. I walked over gently, stood behind him, and cautiously
Asked: "Don't you still have something to do?"
"Where have you been?" Yi didn't look back, and seemed to have not heard what I said, so she spoke softly.
"Sweetheart and I are going to send you a message!" Thinking of just now, she felt very guilty, as if she had done something bad, and her voice became a little unnatural, but Tingyi said softly: "I saw it!"
He said he saw it? Did he see what happened just now? "Me and Jing..." I opened my mouth anxiously, wanting to explain something, but when I started to speak, I felt it was redundant. If he didn't believe me, I would say more.
It's also of no use.
Yi turned around gently, looked at me, and said, "Will you leave me and go with him?" I couldn't read Yi's eyes. Is there anger, hurt, or pain in them? I found that I was getting more and more confused.
Did I understand him, or did I never understand him from the beginning?
"Will you go with him?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Yi said word by word. His tone became much more serious and there was obvious anger. He held my chin and looked straight at me.
The eyes were sharp, as if they wanted to see through me.
"I..." For a moment, I forgot how to answer. Should I take this opportunity to explain everything to him, maybe he would let me go? While I was hesitating, Tingyi said coldly: "I
No! I won't allow you to walk away from me!" I looked at Yi in surprise, he wouldn't let me go, but why did I see a dangerous aura in his eyes? Fear spread from my body. It was the first time I was hit by him.
Looking at me with such cold and dangerous eyes, I also feel scared? Why is he looking at me like this? Does he not believe me?
"No matter who wants to take you away from me, I won't allow it!" After Yi said, he shook off the hand holding my chin. I couldn't stand upright and almost fell to the ground.
Standing firm, Wing grabbed my arm tightly again, "Did you hear that? Don't even think about escaping from me!" The pain in my arm seemed to wake me up a little, and I shook my hand hard, trying to shake it off.
He clamped down and shouted loudly: "Let me go! Let me go! Why do you say that? I can leave when I want! You can't control it!"
As soon as he finished speaking, Yi was thrown to the ground heavily. Looking at Yi's angry face, he no longer felt scared, and even felt very angry himself. He didn't believe me so much, why did he keep me by his side? I'm so dissatisfied
Is he worthy of his trust? Shouldn't I have agreed to stay with him from the beginning? I'm asking for trouble. Now I finally know what this sentence means!
I got up from the ground, not wanting to have any more unnecessary arguments with him. I pointed at the tightly closed door and said coldly: "Go away! I don't want to see you, go away!"
I pushed him down on the bed, bullied him, grabbed my hand that kept beating him, and said coldly: "You dare to drive me away?"
Is he talking about me? He has not used this word to me for a long time. Now he is using his status as emperor to suppress me? He sneered, looked at him straightly, and said: "How dare I issue an order to expel the emperor?"
What? If the emperor is dissatisfied, then my concubine’s life will not be saved..." As soon as he finished speaking, kisses like raindrops fell on his face, frantically, domineering, and highly aggressive.
Instinctively, he wanted to struggle, but his hands were tightly grasped and his body was pressed by him, unable to move at all. "You are mine! You are mine!" Yi's voice came into his ears, and what followed was
, was the sound of clothes being torn, and a strong sense of humiliation rose from my heart. How could he do this to me? How could he? As if he heard the sound of his own heartbreak, he gave up the useless struggle, closed his eyes, and said two lines
Tears streaked down my face...
Suddenly Yi stopped all his movements, and a drop of cold liquid fell on my face. I opened my eyes gently, and met Yi's red eyes. He looked straight at me with hurt eyes, and I was shocked.
, he...he cried? My heart tightened involuntarily, and I looked at him with wide eyes. Why did he cry? Is it for me?
Yi gently lowered his head, kissed the tears on my face gently, buried his head in my ear, and his hoarse voice came into my ears: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I was so stunned that I even forgot to blink.
He apologized to me, was it because of his behavior just now, or because of his distrust of me? Tears welled up again. I have been so useless recently, I can't even control my tears!
"I'm sorry, Meng'er, I'm just afraid. I'm afraid that you will leave me, Meng'er!" He raised his head gently, looked at me affectionately with his red eyes, and gently wiped away my tears with his hands, I whispered
He said, "You don't believe me!" Yi was stunned for a moment, then said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been like that! I just couldn't control it when I thought that you might leave!"
"You don't believe me!" I spoke slowly, but I still said the same thing, as if I didn't hear any explanation from him. All I could think of was the fact that he didn't believe me.
He didn't believe me, haha... all his struggle and persistence were shattered in this second. Yi stood up gently, picked me up and laid me flat on the bed, and then pulled the quilt over me to cover me.
Exposed skin. I just let him control me blankly, like a puppet without a soul...