I gently pushed Lan Aotian away and smiled: "Your Majesty, do you really want to break my wings and lock me in that dark cage?"
"I……"
With the words "Your Majesty" and "I", the distance between the two became farther and farther.
"Just lock me up! I can die once or twice. I am lucky to survive the first time. I can't guarantee that I will have that kind of luck the second time."
"Rou'er——"
"Don't force me to hurt myself, don't force me to hate you."
"I won't force you." I just want to love you well, love you, care for you and take care of you like they do, so how can I be willing to force you? "I just want to know if Rou'er is okay, I just want to hug Rou'er and feel Rou'er
So soft and warm.”
"I'm fine. Thank you for your concern." I looked at him and asked word for word: "Aotian, are you really going to lock me in again?"
"I...from the moment you died, I decided to let you go."
"Thank you!" I hugged him hard, coveting his warmth and accommodation for the last time, "Tomorrow I will leave Youjing and return to Fengyun with the chess piece."
"I……"
"Do you want to stop us? Ziqi and I have both died once, and we don't care if we die one more time."
"I just want to ask Rou'er to give me one night, just one night, okay? Maybe it will be difficult to see each other again if I leave this time. I should be content knowing that Rou'er is still alive and well, but I really can't bear to part with it...
"
"Stop talking, I'll just give you one night." Actually, I couldn't bear it, because I was too greedy.
"Rou'er——" Lan Aotian excitedly picked me up by the waist and strode out.
"elder sister--"
"Zi Qi, wait for me at the palace gate tomorrow. My sister will take you with me."
"Well!" Zi Qi's eyes shone with tears, "Zi Qi is waiting for his sister, and he will wait for her until the end of time and till the end of time."
It wasn't until he saw his beloved sister disappearing from the doorway in the arms of that man that Ziqi withdrew his nostalgic gaze and returned to the room to pack his bags.
Xiao Mingde and Concubine Qin sighed, now that the matter was over, they had no choice but to let him go.
Biyu and Xiao Dezi were taking care of the flowers and plants in the garden, when they suddenly saw the emperor striding in with a woman in his arms.
"Your Majesty? It's your Majesty, your Majesty is back!" Xiao Dezi shouted excitedly and jumped up and down.
I poked my head out of Lan Aotian's arms, smiled at him and Biyu, and extended my hand to say hello, "Biyu, Xiao Dezi, long time no see!"
"It's really the empress! It's really the empress! The empress is not dead, the empress is still alive!" Biyu was so excited that she clasped her hands together, knelt down and kowtowed to the sky with a plop, "Thank you to God for blessing, thank you to God for blessing!"
"Stand back! No one can disturb you without my orders!"
"Yes, Your Majesty." Biyu and Xiaodezi agreed, but hesitated and refused to leave.
"Aotian, I'm a little hungry. Let Biyu get me some pastries, okay?"
"What Rou'er says is whatever it is."
"Also, I'm a little tired. Let Xiao Dezi rub my shoulders."
"I'll just help Rou'er rub it."
The hope that Xiao Dezi had raised with one sentence was instantly shattered, and he had no choice but to retreat.
As soon as Biyu brought the pastries and was about to talk to me, Lan Aotian ordered her to leave. She had to sneak a look at me, bow her head and leave respectfully.
"Rou'er, I miss you so much!" As soon as Biyu left, Lan Aotian buried his head in my hair and said softly.
"Aotian——" I kissed him lightly on the lips.
Actually, I miss you too!
"Rou'er—" His voice was a little low and hoarse, and the expression on his face was painful, as if he was desperately suppressing something.
"Aotian," I reached out to touch his face, but he blocked it, "don't touch me!"
"Aotian, what's wrong with you?" I wanted to lean over, but he pushed me away and strode out without looking back.
The moment he pushed me away, my hand accidentally touched a protrusion as hard as iron. That's it!
After he left, I asked Biyu and Xiao Dezi to come in and talk.
"Empress, Biyu misses you so much!"
"Xiao Dezi misses my empress so much!" Biyu and Xiao Dezi were so happy and excited that they almost shed tears again.
"Okay, stop saying those sensational words. By the way, why are there so few people in Nianrou Palace? Where are the others?"
"The emperor thought that the empress was gone, so he dismissed the people in Nianrou Palace. Those who wanted to leave the palace were released, and those who wanted to serve other empresses were transferred to serve other empresses. Only Biyu and Xiao Dezi were left to guard Nianrou Palace.
Thinking that there had been so much joy and laughter here, Biyu was reluctant to leave."
"By the way, I've been gone for more than half a year, and there are a lot more empresses in the palace, right? There are also more little princes and princesses, right?" I asked pretending to be casual. In fact, I did mind it, but I didn't want to admit it.
"After the empress left, the harem seemed to be in vain. I didn't hear that the emperor had visited any of the empresses, and I didn't hear that any of the empresses were happy. Just because of this matter, the Queen Mother did not know how angry she was, but the emperor still went his own way, every day
After finishing the political affairs that day, I returned to Nianrou Palace and listened to Biyu and Xiao Dezi telling some stories about the empress during her time. I rested on the empress’ big pear wood bed every night. The next morning, I got up early to go to court.
, It’s like this every day, the wind and rain remain unchanged.”
Hearing this, I couldn't help but feel ecstatic, but I still said calmly: "I didn't expect Lan Aotian's temper to be as stubborn as a cow."
"Your Majesty, how can you say that to the Emperor?" Biyu looked at me angrily, "The Emperor's deep affection for the Emperor is all seen by Biyu. It is rare to find such an infatuated man in the world. It's okay if the Emperor doesn't appreciate it.
,How can you ridicule him?"
"I...where am I? Who is your master? You are protecting others so quickly!"
"Biyu is helping the bride and not the bride! Anyway, the emperor has not felt sorry for the empress, but the empress has been missing for so long without any reason, which has made the emperor sad for so long."
"Is he really sad?"
"Of course, in the first few days, I couldn't eat or sleep. I locked myself in the empress' room every day, ignoring the government affairs and the harem. Every night late at night, Biyu could hear the emperor's suppressed cries of grief.
The maids and eunuchs cried so much that they felt so sad. Later, the emperor came out and took charge of the government again, but he was lost every day and looked haggard. He looked less like a king who looked down upon the world than like an infatuated man who had lost his beloved."
Lan Aotian, I'm sorry!
Just as he was talking, he came in. Biyu and Xiaodezi hurriedly bowed and left.
"Aotian -" I called his name softly, and my soft body nestled softly in his arms. His face was a little wet, cold and wet, and his hands were also cold.
Soak in cold water and get angry?
I hooked my arms around his neck, kissed his eyebrows, his eyes, his cheeks deeply and lightly, and finally stopped on his lips.
…
The gentleness and nobility of the wind, the charming charm of the devil, the strength of the charm, the shyness and timidity of the chess piece, and the strength and might of the proud man, all the beauties in the world, all kinds of styles and tastes are all taken care of, even if you call me tomorrow
Just die, I am willing.
After the passion, my whole body was sore and limp, and I lay contentedly in his broad and warm arms, my long and white fingers carelessly sliding across his strong chest.
"Rou'er, why would you rather take your fledgling piece of chess away than stay with me? Am I not even as good as a weakling?" Lan Aotian kissed him with a touch of light.
The fragrant three thousand green hair asked puzzledly the little woman curled up in her arms like a cat.
I didn't answer, I just caressed his strong chest muscles.
"Why doesn't Rou'er speak?" Lan Aotian turned over and took me into his arms. I gently rested my head on his chest, slowly closed my eyes, breathed in his breath, and listened to him.
A strong heartbeat.
"What are you thinking about?" Lan Aotian kissed my hair lovingly, his tone was gentle and charming.
"Aotian, do you love me?" I raised my head from his arms, looked into his eyes, and asked softly.
"I love Rou'er."
"Really?" I lowered my head and pressed my cheek against his hot chest. My tone was hesitant and weak, "The beauty of the country...if you can only choose one, Aotian...who would you choose?"
The air seemed to be stagnant, and my chest felt like it was being pressed by a stone, making me breathless. His heartbeat was still strong. I turned around and turned my back to him, my voice choked with sobs: "Rou'er just asked casually, Your Majesty."
Don’t take it seriously.”
Before he finished speaking, big tears fell quietly. What he loved was the country after all. Wasn't one night enough? Why should I be so greedy? Even though I knew his answer, I still felt heartbroken and sad when faced with the truth.
Your Majesty? Your Majesty! He is just an emperor! He is not a man I can afford.
Lan Aotian gently pulled the trembling and delicate body over, raised her beautiful little face full of tears, and kissed her tears heartbreakingly, salty, astringent, and bitter, making his
Feeling so distressed that I felt like I was suffocating, I hugged the woman in my arms tightly, warming her cold body and cold heart, like a vow, like a confession, lingering with endless love and affection: "I choose beauty, I choose Rou'er!"
"Aotian——" After just one word, he choked up and couldn't speak.
"Without a country, I don't lack anything. Without Rou'er, I don't even have a heart. I live like a zombie. I rely on bits and pieces of memories about Rou'er to survive every day. I rely on Rou'er's legacy.
I can only fall asleep with the breath of Jiangshan and Rou'er, if I can only choose one, I will choose to follow Rou'er..."
"Stop talking, I won't be able to leave anymore." I gently covered his lips, leaned my head gently on his hot chest, greedily smelled the intoxicating breath on his body, and said in a low voice: "
It would be great if Aotian was not the emperor."
"Rou'er——"
"If Aotian were not the emperor, Rou'er would really like to take Aotian as her concubine and occupy Aotian without letting go for a moment."
"Rou'er, if Rou'er is willing, what if I don't want this country? Rou'er -"
The exhausted woman in his arms had fallen into a deep sleep, her brows furrowed slightly. Lan Aotian soothed her tangled brows distressedly, lovingly kissed her smooth and jade-like forehead, condensing all her inner strength to warm her body.
, her heart, her dream, I only hope that she has him in her dream.
The carriage rattled towards the outside of the city, and the little chess bird snuggled next to me, with a happy and contented smile on his face. I kissed him gently on his delicate red lips, and he felt shy.
She blushed, called my sister softly, and buried her head in my arms.
"Miss, you two are not the only ones in this carriage, why don't you take into consideration the feelings of Xiao Dezi and I?" Biyu glared at me and said angrily.
"I haven't seen anything, please, ma'am, no, miss, please continue." Xiao Dezi smiled and covered his eyes.
"Where are your eyes? You insist on not seeing something that is clearly in front of you!" Biyu knocked Xiao Dezi's forehead rudely, making Xiao Dezi beg for mercy.
"Sister--" Ziqi raised his head and called me softly.
"Are you tired, Ziqi?"
"I'm not tired. As long as I have my sister by my side, Zi Qi won't be tired no matter what I do."
"It's still far from the next town. Ziqi, please take a nap first, and my sister will wake you up later."
"Yeah." Ziqi obediently fell asleep with his pillow on my thigh.
I looked out the window at the scenery passing by, and my thoughts drifted to the morning.
As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning, it was still warm around me, but Aotian was no longer around. After dressing up and having breakfast, I waited for Aotian. After waiting for a long time, I didn't see Aotian, but I waited for Eunuch Deng to come.
"The emperor has said that he is afraid of not being able to part with her, so he will not see her off. He will ask Biyu and Xiao Dezi to leave the palace with Miss Su and serve her personally."
In fact, I am the one who is reluctant to let go, right? Human beings are not grass and trees, how can we be ruthless? Hey, how can we let go?
If you were not an emperor, we would be able to depend on each other for a long time. But if you are an emperor, we can only become farther and farther apart. Alas!
Turning around and leaving, I could only say goodbye softly, but can we see you again? Aotian.