Dongmei was sobbing and crying, her eyes misty with tears, "Dongmei never expected that the young master is so sincere to Dongmei. Dongmei's death is enough."
What are you talking about? I have one head and two heads.
"Dongmei comes from a humble background and knows her status is low. How can she hope to climb a high tree? She is not even qualified to be the master's maid. As long as the master comes to Wenxiang Courtyard and is willing to be served by Dongmei, Dongmei will be satisfied.
"
That’s it! If I had told you earlier, I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat. It seems that I am too kind. The clients who come to the brothel only know how to play with them. Who would treat these poor women sincerely?
Thinking of this, I can't help but sympathize with and rejoice at the same time. I sympathize with these poor women who force their faces to smile, just like what is sung in "Women in the Red Dust": The young master casually gives away three thousand gold, does he know that my heart is broken?
Fortunately, I didn't fall into a brothel when I traveled through time. Otherwise, I don't know if I could have escaped from this charming brothel built with the blood and tears of many women.
If I could go back to my own time, I would definitely tell everyone, be careful when traveling, don’t fall into a bad place, it’s best to wear a good family, not only will you be rich and wealthy, but you can also meet handsome guys, like me,
hey-hey.
Thinking of my happy life now, I couldn't help but giggle again. When I came back to my senses, I saw everyone looking at me in surprise, their jaws almost dropped to the floor. When they saw me looking at them, they put away my eyes and pretended to be talking to the girl next to me.
Laughing, as if nothing happened before.
What a show! Still pretending! I smiled, ignored them, stretched out my arms to hold Dongmei in my arms, and opened my mouth to drink the wine she put to my lips.
"Today the Fourth Young Master came to see Sister Wenxiang again. Sister Wenxiang is really lucky to be so favored by the Fourth Young Master." As soon as Chunlan opened her mouth, my expression changed. Feng? What does it mean to come to see Wenxiang again? What does it mean to be so favored?
"That's right, the Fourth Young Master comes to see Sister Wen Xiang every once in a while. He doesn't want anyone. As long as Sister Wen Xiang serves, if the Fourth Young Master can have me for one night, I will be willing to die." Xia Zhu looked yearning.
The hands placed under the table were clenched into fists.
"Hey, stop dreaming. How can the Fourth Young Master like you? The Fourth Young Master only has Wenxiang in his eyes. I heard that the Wenxiang Courtyard was built for her. This is called the golden house hiding the beauty." Chunlan chuckled.
.
My anger burned above my head.
"Sister Wenxiang is so lucky. With the care of the Fourth Young Master, none of those dandy boys dare to have any ideas about her. She doesn't have to pick up guests if she doesn't want to. She can just come out and dance every few days." Xia Zhu said enviously.
"Which Fourth Young Master is that?" I held back my anger and asked word by word.
"Who else is the fourth prince? He is the fourth prince. But now he cannot be called the fourth prince. He must be called Prince Jie." As soon as these words came out, Li Yunjie and Ling'er both changed their expressions.
"Isn't Prince Jie planning to establish a concubine? How come..." Li Yunjie glanced at me and asked cautiously.
"So what? Our sister Wenxiang has been with Prince Jie for several years. Although she cannot be a princess because of her noble background, Prince Jie loves her so much. I don't think sister Wenxiang can be a concubine." Chunlan said, not knowing my identity.
Gotta get up.
My whole body burst into flames and I stood up angrily, Damn! You dare to cuckold me and want to take a concubine, let's see how I deal with you!
I clenched my fists and grabbed Dongmei like a murderer, "Take me to Wen Xiang's room!"
Dongmei looked confused, but still nodded obediently.
The soft and charming laughter came from the room, which made me even more angry.
I pushed Dongmei aside without mercy. Dongmei hit the wall and frowned in pain.
"You go down!" Ling'er quickly waved her hand to Dongmei to retreat. Although Dongmei was reluctant to leave, she saw that my face was livid, so she had to bow her head and retreat obediently.
"Your Majesty, come and have a glass of wine." A soft and ambiguous voice sounded. I kicked the door open with anger and rushed in like a murderer.
Seeing someone rushing in, Chu Fengyang was about to get angry, but when he saw the person in front of him clearly, his expression immediately changed.
"How dare you disturb the prince, please come and drag them down." Wen Xiang's soft body was still hanging on Chu Fengyang's body, with a charming smile on her beautiful face, and her voice was sweet but sharp.
"You shameless vixen!" Ling'er rushed up and slapped Wen Xiang so hard that half of Wen Xiang's face was swollen.
"You dare to hit me? My lord, you have to make the decision for Wen Xiang." Wen Xiang leaned close to Chu Fengyang tenderly, with tears on her beautiful face, like pear blossoms with rain. As long as any man sees it, he will feel sad
pity.
"Shut up!" Chu Fengyang pushed the woman on him away, looking a little unnatural, "Rou'er, I just... things are not what you think. You listen to my explanation, I..."
I just looked at him, all the anger in his voice dissipated in his soft voice, all the courage disappeared, leaving only sadness and grievance.
I looked at him, and big tears rolled down my face. I was not allowed to cry! I wiped away my tears. How could I be so useless? Why cry? Crying is useless!
I warned myself not to cry, I had to face it with strength, I had to face it with pride, I couldn't let this adulterer and adulterous couple look down upon me, but the tears still flowed out unsatisfactorily, and I scrambled to get there and refused to stop no matter what.
"Don't explain, I understand everything!" I wiped away my constant tears, my voice choked and stubborn. I hated myself for being so useless. I could only cry. I should have rushed up and slapped the woman twice.
She was looking for teeth all over the ground, and then chopped this ruthless man who betrayed me into meat paste, made meat buns and sold them on the street, but I did nothing but cry. After seeing him, I knew that I
I can't bring myself to do it, I know I'm useless, but I still can't bear to do it.
"You understand? Rou'er, you understand?" Chu Fengyang didn't believe it.
I nodded firmly, of course I understand, no man in this era has three wives or four concubines, especially if he has such a noble status, talent, wealth, appearance and status, and is so excellent and perfect in all aspects, all the women in the world are.
How can I fall in love with him as I wish, when I only have one wife?
Mei is gone and can only appear in dreams. I still blame myself for being greedy. When I have the wind, I still think about Mei. I am indeed greedy. How can I ask this noble man to be the only one?
My heart becomes sadder and I miss Mei even more. If Mei falls in love with me, maybe he will only want me, and maybe he won't hurt my heart like he did.
I wiped away my tears and looked at the extraordinary handsome man in front of me. I once vowed to marry this most handsome man in the world. Now he is still handsome, but my heart has been scarred by him. I was too greedy.
"Rou'er, since you understand, I won't explain any more." Chu Fengyang walked over with a smile on his face.
I just hate his conceited smile, as if all the women in the world must marry him. I swear I will be that exception, I don't want such a sentimental and unlucky man.
I avoided his hand that wanted to hold me in his arms, looked at him coldly, and said in a cold and firm voice, "Prince Jie, our engagement is over!"
Chu Fengyang was shocked, "Rou'er, you..."
After thinking about it, he suddenly understood and hurriedly explained: "Rou'er, listen to me, I just..."
"Aren't you just kidding?" I interrupted him coldly, with a contemptuous smile on my face. I hated his self-righteousness the most, playing with women in his hands, "I don't want such a sentimental and unlucky man! You can't do this except for me.
Why should a woman agree to my conditions and give me hope in the first place, but now she treats me like this!"
"Rou'er, I..." Chu Fengyang explained hurriedly.
"You don't need to be so secretive. Don't take it seriously! What kind of man are you?" I interrupted him coldly, "Let me tell you, Chu Fengyang, other women treat you as a treasure, and I, Su Piaorou, don't care!"
I said the last sentence coldly, turned around and left, tears bursting out at the moment I turned around. I hated myself the most for being so useless, why were I crying?
Ling'er glared at Wen Xiang and Chu Fengyang fiercely, snorted contemptuously, and followed me with her head held high.
"Since you don't cherish her, why did you ask the emperor for marriage in the first place? If you don't love her, don't hinder her happiness." Li Yunjie said coldly.
"This is my king's family matter, it's not your turn to take care of it!" Chu Fengyang said harshly.
"I only know that I love her more than you. If she is willing to marry me, I will never let her down!" Li Yunjie looked at Chu Fengyang stubbornly, the weakness of the scholar in the past was completely gone.
"Don't even think about it! I will never let anyone take her away!" Chu Fengyang said coldly and chased out.
Damn it! Why did she see this scene? How should she explain it now?
I wandered on the street blankly, my anger dissipated, leaving only the desolation and sadness in my heart. From traveling to this completely unfamiliar time and space, I tried hard to adapt, tried to make myself happy, and tried to forget the relatives and friends of that era. I also know
In this era, my parents and brothers love me very much, but after all, I live with the identity of Su Liorou. If they knew that the woman next to them was not their daughter or sister, would they still accept, care and love me?
Feng, does he love Su Piaorou, or me, or Su Xiaonuo? Maybe neither, maybe he loves both, including Wen Xiang, who is as passionate as him. How should I deal with myself? I have to accept the three wives and four concubines of this era.
Or insist on looking for the one and only? How easy is it to be monogamous in this era?
Because I couldn't let go of Mei, he didn't become my everything. Is it God's punishment for my greed, so I couldn't be his only one?
"Rou'er, don't be sad, let's go back, okay?" Looking at my confused face, Ling'er asked carefully.
I forced a smile. I thought it would be uglier to laugh than to cry, but I smiled anyway because I didn’t want everyone to worry. “You should go back first. I want to be alone for a while.”
"But Rou'er..."
"Go back. I will go back later. Don't worry. What are you worried about? Nothing will happen to me. I have figured it out by myself. Nothing will happen to me. I am just a man. There is not only one person in the world.
Chu Fengyang."
"Rou'er, are you really okay on your own?" Ling'er was still a little worried.
"Okay, sister-in-law, you are so long-winded and not like you usually are. You should go back first. My brother may be waiting for you at home." I said with a smile.
"But Rou'er..."
"Let's go back first. I'm wandering around alone. There's only so much space in the capital and the public security is good. Are you still worried about me getting lost?" I smiled.
Ling'er still hesitated.
"Okay, let's go back first. I'll go back later. Let's go!" Ling'er couldn't resist my persistence after all, so she had to go back first. She looked back worriedly from time to time. I smiled and waved to her. What happened?
It's like parting between life and death.
As soon as Ling'er left, my smile immediately fell down. It's really not that difficult to force a smile.
I wandered aimlessly on the street. People were coming and going around me. It was so lively, but my heart felt like it was abandoned on a deserted island. I couldn't find any warmth and beauty I wanted. Only the ruthless crows flew above my head.
From time to time, he made wanton ridicule, only accompanied by withered grass all over the field, lifeless, indescribable loneliness and desolation, and the vicissitudes of life.
The love I want, the only love I want, in this time and space, is nothing but the moon in the flowers and water in the mirror, ethereal, looking at beauty, thinking about beauty, but in the end it is just a dream.
As I thought about it, tears flowed out again. What's there to cry about? At least I still have charm. Thinking of charm, I laughed again.
Everyone around looked at the young master Pian Pianjia who was crying and laughing in surprise, thinking that he must have suffered a serious blow and his brain was not working well. He was dressed in gorgeous and elegant clothes, and he could tell at a glance that he was a young master from a noble family, and he was born with such a good reputation.
It is a pity that she is so handsome and contracted such an abnormal disease at such a young age.
If I knew at this moment that people around me regarded me as a lunatic, I would definitely not be able to laugh.
"But such a woman is crazy, has no manners, and has nothing but a pretty face. I don't know what you like about her?" The beautiful man in red robe said intentionally or unintentionally, with a beautiful and feminine look on his face.
Her smile and the red mole between her eyebrows add to her dangerous charm.
"I don't know what you are talking about?" The cold and handsome face of the black-robed man was emotionless, and the scar on his eyebrow exuded murderous intent. But when he looked at Mr. Pian Pianjia, who was wandering alone downstairs, the worry and distress in his eyes betrayed him.
He also made the beautiful man around him even more jealous.
"I know it's her. You don't have to hide it from me, and you can't hide it from me." The beautiful man said softly, and his seductive eyes glanced at the man in black robe from time to time.
The man in black robe was silent and said no more words.
"That day you went to the Prime Minister's Mansion and the courtyard where she lived. She is the Prime Minister's daughter, right?" The beautiful man said calmly, admiring his slender white fingers as if no one else was watching.
"Are you following me?" The man in black robe squinted his eyes with a dangerous light, his tone became colder and his big hand clenched the hilt of the sword.
"So what if I'm following you? Is it possible that you still want to kill me?" The beautiful man looked at him softly. He just remained silent, his tall body stiff, and the air became colder and more oppressive.