Hogwarts: The Gray Wizard Volume 1 The Dark Wizard's Apprentice 1101 Bella and Destiny Bella's state is particularly strange. She seems to be a baby newly born in the world. She has an inexplicable curiosity about everything she comes into contact with. She also seems to
He is so familiar with everything and does not show any ignorance.
That feeling...
It was like the kind of 'rebirth' that Anton had seen in his previous life.
"Do you remember what happened after your death?" Anton asked her curiously.
Bella just shook her head slowly, "I feel like I've been walking in a light for a long time, but I don't remember what I saw."
Anton looked at each other thoughtfully, and the resurrected Bella seemed very quiet. Although this description may not be accurate, it does have the feeling of "you will still be a young man after reading a thousand sails", and there is an inexplicable purity.
The magic he studied to collect the existence of life has only been used on two people so far.
One is himself and the other is Bella.
But he understood his original intention early and created a ray of sunshine magic to protect his soul. No matter how many times he was resurrected, he was still the same person.
But Bella seems so different.
For Anton, the most interesting thing is that there is no spiritual change between the Bella in front of him and the Bella in the past. The only thing that has an impact is thinking.
People's thinking will change. They experience different things, feel different emotions, have certain ambitions in their hearts, etc. Everything will cause distortions in thinking.
But the Bella in front of her seemed to be 'restored to factory settings'. Her mind only had the distorted influence brought by her bloodline, but had no influence at all from the black magic of the past.
Anton did not expect that this method would have such a huge impact on Bella.
You know, when he stripped off the obscurus-like things produced by the black magic in Lao Si's heart, he didn't see much influence on Lao Si.
There are so many differences between people.
Anton looked thoughtfully at Bella, "How do you feel now?"
Bella just pursed her lips and shook her head. Seeing that Anton was still asking, she just said softly, "I feel like I have had a dream, a long dream. I know that I have done many things wrong.
I want to make up for it, but I don’t know how to face everything in the past..."
"I just feel empty in my heart and don't know what to do next."
understood!
Anton raised his eyebrows. Lao Si did things with no regrets. He knew what was right and what was wrong, and he did it even though he knew it was wrong. He had obviously already figured it out.
The Bella in front of her had never thought about this. Due to her heavy use of black magic, too many decisions in her life were driven by distorted thinking and extreme emotions.
Interpreted from a magical perspective, Professor Snape's actions follow his true heart and are driven by his spiritual self, while many of Bella's actions are driven by thoughts and emotions.
Lao Si lost the influence of black magic, and his spiritual self became clearer.
Bella lost her thoughts and emotions, and everything she did began to conflict with her identity.
Human nature is not good or evil, it is inherently chaotic.
When Bella entered the current state similar to the awakening of spiritual self, thinking about everything in the past, she began to be unable to accept it.
Anton's previous calculation was not wrong. If she was allowed to continue like this without the guidance of knowledgeable people, she would eventually fall into a stage of self-isolation in her mind.
Similar to the aftereffects of the Cruciatus Curse.
Forget those unacceptable memories from the past.
This is human nature.
Everything seems to be so consistent with the legendary prophecy, even if Anton intervenes, it still continues to evolve in that direction.
But Anton doesn't like this.
What makes a person human is not that he or she has a spiritual self.
Animals also have spirituality, plants also have spirituality, and even stones have spirituality. Yes, it’s the ‘Item Activating Elf Spell’ thing that Anton researched.
A wizard's robe and a helicopter, coupled with the wizard's magic and will, will also burst out with spirituality.
But spirituality only represents the existence of life, but not the meaning of life. The meaning of life comes from our souls, our memories, emotions, will...
"The meaning of life lies in movement." Anton told Bella carefully, "It's not sports like running, but all meaningful and meaningless activities."
"My suggestion is, don't let yourself get caught up in unnecessary thoughts and keep yourself busy."
"In the movement of life, find the meaning of your life."
Anton said with a smile, "At that time, you will know the meaning of your existence."
"The meaning of existence?" Bella glanced at Anton, lowered her head and murmured.
Anton shrugged, "Yes, when you find the meaning of existence, you will know what you have to do, such as making up for past mistakes as you just said."
Bella thought for a while, then raised her head and looked at Anton hesitantly.
Anton asked curiously, "Whatever you want to say, you can just say it."
Bella pointed to the giant egg in the middle of the lunar station, "I feel that it makes me very friendly, but it looks very weak and has no strength to get out of the egg."
Anton was stunned for a moment, "You want to help it?"
Bella shook her head, walked slowly to the dome, gently stroked the eggshell, with a gentle smile on her face, "It just requires some courage. I don't know why I know this, but I can
I can feel that it is a little scared, as long as you give it more encouragement, it can come out."
Her face was full of maternal glory, she patted the dome gently and hummed a nursery rhyme.
"It's like a little baby~"
Bella turned back and smiled, "It would be great if I also had a child."
"!!!" Anton raised his eyebrows, one eye suddenly turned blue, and the hand in the sleeve of the wizard's robe gently grasped the wand, quietly invading Bella's memory.
It is clear.
Her memory has not been completely restored.
It seemed that because she could not accept everything in the past, her soul automatically buried the information that had the greatest impact on her - she had a child with Tom!
Anton thought for a while and finally decided not to expose this matter. Bella's mind is now in an extremely fragile state. This instinct and deliberate forgetfulness may destroy her mind in an instant.
Bella gently hummed a song to the dome, gently telling it the beauty and wonder of the outside world, and encouraging it to come into this world.
Looking at this scene, Anton sighed slightly.
So, fate has punished it, right?
A female devil who was hated by countless people, although she survived, she began to suffer and regret everything in the past. She left her faith and the people she loved deeply, and even forgot about the child she considered the most important in her life, leaving behind her mother's love.
An egg?
But fate is so wonderful.
It is not a judge, giving people a verdict, it just makes arrangements. Whether you can get away with everything still depends on people's behavior.
The game between soul and destiny has always been like this.
Everything is not over yet.
Everything depends on man-made factors, and fate cannot determine everything. Anton has understood this truth very early.
"Since you want to do this, then stay at the moon station to help." Anton looked at Bella deeply and walked towards the outside of the moon station.
The navigators of the Forerunner organization were not involved in the conflict between the 'International Confederation of Wizards' and the 'Magical Congress of the United States'. They carried out the things Anton wanted to achieve very well.
For example, the lunar version of the real-life war chess game "The Wizarding World" planned in conjunction with the experiment of "human collective consciousness converges on the moon" has already sold a large number of dolls.
There are already many people discussing in the "Wizard World" forum and looking forward to the launch date of the "Moon Expansion Pack".
To this end, Anton needs to place the possessed dolls made by the navigators on the moon, and also configure a ritual magic altar for Wizard Adams, the 'game god' of "The Wizarding World", to help cast spells.