Du Ruoxin looked at Ye Fan with some surprise, feeling that Ye Fan was obviously a bit more fierce than before. "You are different from before." She murmured, "Compared with before, you are different."
, it’s really a bit more mean. When you tried to persuade me before, you were not so mean. Although you also tried to dissuade me from giving up Brother Xichen’s words, it didn’t sound so unpleasant to me at that time.”
Ye Fan looked at Du Ruoxin and said calmly: "When I look at you now, I feel a little mean in my heart, so I can naturally hear the meanness. As long as I see you, I will think of the scene when you teamed up to play with me.
How can I talk to you calmly? The feeling of depression in my chest is still blocked in my heart and cannot be dissipated. Why do you bother to provoke me again? Sima Xichen has gone to the front now. You are not in front to talk to him.
, but came here to observe me secretly, what do you think I should do to you?"
Du Ruoxin looked at Ye Fan blankly for a long time before saying: "Ye Fan, you don't really love brother Xichen, you just want revenge, to avenge him for deceiving you back then."
"What I do is my business, you don't have to guess." Ye Fan said coldly, "It's been four years now and he can't let me go. He wants me to be his queen. It has nothing to do with whether I love him or not.
Relationship, but if I become the queen, no other woman will appear in this palace, and this naturally includes you."
Du Ruoxin stared at Ye Fan blankly, saying nothing for a long time. There was no wave on Ye Fan's calm and white face, not even a trace of frown on his brows, and his eyes were as pure as water.
There is no trace of scheming. Will such a woman take advantage of Sima Xichen's feelings for her for revenge? Will she become the first queen of the Daxing Dynasty and monopolize Sima Xichen?
"What do you want?" Du Ruoxin asked blankly.
"I don't want to do anything." Ye Fan smiled slightly and said helplessly, "I just want a stable life. Sima Xichen must find me. Unfortunately, I was met by him and taken away by him.
Come back, what do you think I can do? Forget it, don’t argue with me about right and wrong. Now it’s like this. Do you really think that I, Ye Fan, like to stay in this enclosed palace? I would rather be here
There is life in the world outside this palace."
"Okay, as you said, how you live is your business, but the premise is that you can't hurt brother Xichen. He really likes you. In the past four years, he has never forgotten you.
, Otherwise, how can I still not be able to marry him?" Du Ruoxin calmed down her mind, softened her tone, and said, "Whether I can marry him or not is just a choice for me, even if I can't marry
I want to be his wife, but I can still love him well. He is still the only one in my heart. Therefore, it doesn’t matter whether I can be his wife or not. If I can’t be his wife, I can be free.
Go in and out of this palace, because I will be his sister, and he will have the care for me that only a sister can have."
Ye Fan didn't speak. He looked at the parasol trees in the courtyard and the sunlight dancing among the leaves. Thinking about the past four years, he felt a little foolish. What happened to Sima Xichen in the past four years was unfolding before her eyes.
In the past four years, have I really forgotten Sima Xichen? If I have forgotten, how can I let him find me? But do I really want to love him? Why is my heart so unwilling to love?
For a man who has deliberately hurt himself, isn't it something not worth trying?
"Don't you think there are many things here that you are familiar with?" Du Ruoxin said quietly, with indescribable pain in her voice, "I heard He Ming say that there are actually many things in this palace.
They are all related to you. Even the rockery stone that you hid when we first met is now in the garden. I remember the word "栞cui" on that stone, so Brother Xichen built a place.
Congcuiyuan, I came here specifically to commemorate your first encounter. When we started planning, indeed, when I heard Brother Xichen tell me about your encounter, I felt somewhat gloating, because everything was planned by us in advance.
However, what you don’t know is that your first encounter was not in our plan. At the beginning, we just thought that you were a girl from Prince Ye’s Mansion. Although the people who were following Brother Xichen had secretly seen you beforehand,
The three of you sisters did not recognize you. It was also because your clothes were too simple at that time, not even as gorgeous as a girl. But such a completely unexpected meeting made Brother Xichen actually marry you for you.
Give up the plan."
"If you want Sima Xichen to forget me, don't think of these old things again." Ye Fan said lightly, "It took me four years to forget all of this, because, to me, all of this
There are traces of deception in everything. I would rather not remember it, because I can’t feel any sincerity.”
Du Ruoxin lowered her head, turned and left Zhengyang Palace.
In front, I happened to meet Sima Xichen who was talking to He Ming. Under the sun, Sima Xichen looked in good spirits, and there was a joy that could not be concealed in his expression. This joy must be because of Ye Fan.
It's something that doesn't need to be doubted.
"Brother Xichen." Du Ruoxin put away her somewhat sad mood and walked over with a gentle and beautiful smile on her face.
Seeing Du Ruoxin, Sima Xichen said in a good mood: "It's Ruoxin. I heard from He Ming that he has taken you around the palace for a while. Just now you said you wanted to look around by yourself. Why are you still wandering around?"
Do you have to be happy?"
Du Ruoxin nodded gently, looking at the happy expression on Sima Xichen's face, her heart ached. This smile was definitely not because of her, but just for the cold, unpredictable Ye Fan. But, even if it was
In this way, being able to talk to Sima Xichen at such a close distance is actually a blessing for me who has been suffering from lovesickness for the past four years.
"I just saw Miss Ye." Du Ruoxin said softly, "She looks almost the same as before. Except that it seems even more difficult to guess her thoughts, everything else is still the same as before. It's just that, about
It’s because she still remembers the incident when we teamed up to take advantage of her in the past, and her words are a little harsh. Brother Xichen, do you think Miss Ye will always hold a grudge against me for the rest of her life? If we want to get along in the future, will she ignore it?
its me?"
Seeing the innocent expression on Du Ruoxin's face and the pitiful look in her eyes, Sima Xichen smiled softly and said: "Fan'er is not a petty person, and she will not hold grudges against you. In fact,
She has always hoped that you could be happy. You must have thought too much. I didn’t see any complaints when she mentioned you. In fact, the blame for everything lies with me. If I hadn’t taken advantage of her at that time,