"Che, Quan is your brother, and his father is your father. You can't do that. They are your only relatives in this world, and your mother would not want you to do this!"
"The only relative? Do they regard me as a relative? They have never looked for me. Maybe they don't know my existence at all. When my mother passed away, they were happily eating and chatting as a family.
God, who would know my pain? Since they don't care about my existence at all, why should I care about them? I want them to try the same pain as me, let them become nothing, I want them to be as lonely as me,
I want them..." Such a strange Toru is not the one I know. I don't want him to become so cold, I don't want him to become so ruthless, I don't want him to regret... So I rushed over and hugged him tightly, using
The power in my hand tells him————
"You won't be lonely, you still have me, and I... I will always be by your side to help you get rid of all loneliness. You will not be alone in the future, I will accompany you, okay?
good?"
"You...what did you say?" Yes, what was I talking about? I actually said such things, but...at this moment, I can't let him go. I don't want him to face all this alone.
, because I know the pain, the pain of a loved one leaving, so I can't let Che face the same pain as me. Strengthening my determination, I raised my head, looked into his blank and deep eyes and said
:
"Che... let me be with you. You said, you said you would make me the happiest person in the world, but if you are not happy, how can I be happy? You promised my father,
You won’t regret it, right?”
"I...I'm afraid I don't have the qualifications!"
"Who said that? I'm just afraid that I will become a burden to you!"
"Nonsense, I have never felt that you are a burden to me!" He rubbed my hair lovingly, then hugged me gently and said:
"I know who you love, so I have never dared to express my feelings. I was afraid that you would get farther and farther away from me. But now...you want to stay by my side, isn't it because of sympathy?"
"Sympathy?? Do you need it?"
"unnecessary!"
"So why should I give you sympathy? If it can make you happy, I am willing to stay by your side! I don't want you to regret what you have done. Although I don't know why Quan's father did that, but if
Your mother doesn't hate him, why do you hate him so much? I can't compensate for the pain he caused you in the past, but... from now on, leave your happiness to me, and I will stay with you and work for you.
Mother, protect you for Niya, okay?"
"Why are you doing this? Are you willing to leave Jiu Yequan?" Toru's words stung the pain in my heart. Yes, am I willing to leave him? Am I willing to leave him? Maybe before, I would never want to die with him.
He separated, but... after experiencing these things, I know that I am not qualified to stay by his side. As long as I stay by his side, it will become his fatal weakness. He could escape the first time, and he can escape again.
Can I survive the second time? If I am around him and he will be in danger at any time, I would rather leave him and stay far away from him. As long as I see him everything is fine, then I will be satisfied!!