"Jiu Yexun, do you remember Alice?" Godfather looked at Jiu Yexun and asked with a straight face.
"Alice? Who is she?" It's over, she doesn't remember Tohru's mother? Tohru saw that Isao Juno didn't even remember his mother's name. His fists were clenched tightly and his eyes were filled with emotion.
Jiu Yexun glared at him with strong hatred. What should he do? It would be terrible for the gentle Tetsu to get angry. I don’t want to see their father and son killing each other!
"Yes, you probably don't remember that silly girl, but... that silly girl fell in love with you the first time they met, and... gave birth to a child for you!" Jiu Ye was shocked by the godfather's words.
Xun and Quan's mother looked at him in surprise at the same time, obviously not understanding what he meant!
"Sir...what are you talking about?"
"Haven't you remembered yet? Have you forgotten that during a mission, you were drugged and then rescued?" Hearing this, Juno Xun's expression changed from surprise to shock. He was so happy
Xiang remembered something, and the disbelief and excitement in his eyes made him lose his mind. He rushed to his godfather and forced himself to look at him calmly and said - -
"You said... that time... the girl who saved me... she gave birth to a child for me?? Is it true? Where is she? Take me to see her quickly!!"
"You remember? Why don't you doubt my words?"
"No one but her will know what happened that day, but... when I got up the next day, she had disappeared. I couldn't find her at all... She disappeared like air.
Ying Wu Zong, no matter how hard I look, I can’t find it!”
"Why are you looking for her?"
"She is my savior, of course I want to repay her kindness!"
"So...what if I told you that she has left this world?"
"What..." Hearing this, Jiu Yexun's face showed shock and guilt, but...why what the godfather said was so different from what I understood? Che told me that his father didn't want him,
But Isao Kuno looked like he didn’t know Toru’s existence at all. Also, why did Toru’s mother leave without saying a word?
"She passed away more than 10 years ago, but... the child she gave birth to for you is still there, that is... Che..." the godfather looked at Che and said with heartache.
"Godfather, stop talking. He abandoned me and my mother early on. Why did you tell him about my existence?" Che looked at his godfather in pain, his face full of confusion and hatred, and
Jiuye Xun and my mother were obviously shocked, but we were all confused about what happened. We could only wait for our godfather to tell us the truth of the matter, and the godfather slowly took it out of the bag on his chest.
He took out an old and thick diary, handed it to Che and said:
"I got this from the director of the orphanage where your mother used to stay a few days ago. She told me that this was a relic that your mother gave to her before she died. She promised your mother to keep it safe for her, but because she
I can’t support it anymore, so I gave this diary to me. It contains all the answers you want to know. You will understand after reading it——” This diary… is actually from Che.
Mother's... relic... Why has Cheru's mother never let everyone know? And here... does it contain all the answers to our questions? What is it?
February 10 sunny
I'm so happy. Brother Michalin agreed to take me to China. I've wanted to come to this country for a long time, but Brother Michalin didn't allow me to come alone. That's right. I have no relatives and no direction.
He would be worried about me getting lost. Originally I was just an ordinary girl, but after meeting my brother, I got a lot of pleasure that I had never tried before. He was like a big brother who protected me.
Me, love and protect me, I really like him as a big brother, and he is really nice. He knows that I want to come to China, and he is willing to bring me here even when he is on a mission, then I will promise him to listen obediently.
His words are not nonsense!
But Brother Michalin wanted to talk about things as soon as he arrived, so he left me in the hotel. It shouldn’t be a problem for me to wander around the hotel, hehe... It would be too wasteful to just stay in the hotel for this rare trip.
!
But... I'm so unlucky. Not far from the hotel, I met a group of gangsters. What did they want? Oh my god, Brother Michalin, where are you? Iris knows she's wrong. I should listen.
Brother Mishalin told me not to run around, but what should I do now? They wouldn't let me go at all! At this moment...a prince appeared in front of me...it was really a prince, he was very tall.
He is beautiful, but his body exudes a coldness that makes people approach him, but his deep eyes reveal a hint of warmth. He is a good person! Although I only saw him for the first time, I believe that he is a good person, because
He is a prince! He is really powerful and defeated all the bad guys quickly, but he left without even looking at me. I stopped him and lied to him that I was lost, because
I wanted him to leave so quickly. Although he had a dissatisfied expression on his face, he still didn't leave me behind.
But I know he regretted taking me with him, because I dragged him to accompany me to eat, go shopping, and play in the park. His brows were frowned all the time, but he was not angry. And when we came to a beautiful
When I was in front of the wishing fountain, when I saw his shadow and the image of the wishing fountain integrated into one, I couldn't help but take a photo and silently made a wish in my heart - I hope he can fall in love with me, because
...I found that I fell in love with him...this prince whom I met for the first time!
February 14 sunny
From that day on, I never saw that prince again. I didn’t even know his name because he didn’t talk to me at all. That day, Brother Michalin found out that I was not in the hotel and he called me worriedly.
When I came to find me, I knew I couldn't lie anymore, so I had to tell him that a relative was coming to pick me up, and he turned around and left without a trace of nostalgia. Will he... remember me?
Today is Valentine's Day, and Brother Michalin also took me to a beautiful restaurant for dinner. Although there were flowers and wine, I was not happy at all because... I missed him so much. Where did he go? I was about to
I'm leaving here, can't I see him one last time before I leave? God, please let me see him again!
When I went to the bathroom and came out, I passed the back door of the restaurant. Suddenly I seemed to see something moving outside. Although I was scared, I still sneaked out to take a look. As a result, I saw that the motionless person was actually
Yes...it's him! I'm very happy, but also very worried, because he looks so painful. I don't dare to tell Brother Michalin, because he doesn't like boys approaching me, so I have to hide this from him.
The boy needs to be taken to a safe place. When I carried him to a nearby hotel with difficulty, I found that his whole body was feverish and his face was getting redder and redder. Is he sick? What should I do to make him sick?
Isn’t it that painful? When I put my cold hand on his forehead, he suddenly pulled me towards him and pressed me under him. His sensitive area told me that he wanted me. Could it be that...he
He was drugged, God, what should I do at this time? Should I push him away? But... I can't do it. Seeing his pain makes me heartbroken. At this time... if I can relieve his pain
, I was willing to do anything, so...I didn't push him away, and lingered with him all night, but when I was so tired and lying in his arms, I heard a voice that broke my heart——Poetry
Shi... is a girl's name, it must be someone he likes very much, because when he kissed me and loved me, he always called her by her name. It turns out... he already has someone he likes, and I don't want him.
Being someone else's third party, I don't want to destroy his happiness, but... I don't regret giving myself to him, yes, I don't regret it at all, because... I fell in love with him!
I pressed a reluctant kiss on his forehead. I knew it was time for me to leave. I couldn't let him know me. I just let this unused memory stay in my memory. I just hope he can always be like this.
Just stay happy!
I found his ID card in his pocket. I finally know the name of my prince. I am really happy to have a wonderful night with you...
Goodbye, Jiuye Xun, I wish you happiness————
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March 20
My menstruation came late, and I have been having a bad appetite recently and felt like vomiting. I secretly bought a pregnancy test and took a look - Oh my God, I am pregnant with his child! This... this is true.
? I feel happy but sad at the same time. I am happy because I can give birth to the crystallization of love with him, but sad... this child has no father as soon as he is born. How should I tell him this? Still
Yes...how should I tell Brother Mishalin about this? Will he be angry? He will definitely be. I can't tell him who the father of the child is, and...I must give birth to the child, no matter how bad the future is.
Even if there are difficulties, I will not abandon him, because I can't let him be the second me. A child without a parent who loves him is very pitiful. I will give him 100% love and make up for my father's share, so
...My child, you must stay in my arms and listen to your mother, do you understand?
April 2
I still couldn't hide my pregnancy because I often vomited and felt uncomfortable. Finally, I let Brother Mishalin know that I was pregnant. He was really angry. It was the first time I saw him so angry. He was so angry that he destroyed the house.
Everything I owned was broken, and my hands were cut and bloody, but they didn’t scold me or hit me. They just wanted me to tell the child’s father, but I couldn’t, I’m sorry... I really couldn’t.
Say it! I can't let others disturb his life. He is innocent, but I fell in love with him...
I know Brother Michalin loves me very much, but I still can't tell him. I'm sorry, sorry... please forgive me for being willful, but this time, I really want to be willful, for the person I love, for
The baby in the belly...
April 10
Brother Mishalin hasn't come to see me for several days. Is he angry? Aren't you going to forgive me yet? When I walked into the house sadly, I found the smell of vegetables in the house, and... Brother Mishalin
Yes, he doesn't like to smile, but his smile is very warm. Could it be that... he is not angry anymore? Yes, he is not angry anymore, and he hopes to take good care of the children with me. I am very happy,
But I didn’t expect that this meal was to propose to me...Why, isn’t Brother Michalin my brother? How can a brother marry his sister? And...and I already have someone else’s child, how can he still marry me?
Do you want to propose to me? I know he loves me very much, but I can't treat him like this! But I didn't expect that Brother Michalin's kindness to me all this time... is all love, the love between lovers,
But I thought it was the love of my relatives, but what should I do? I am no longer qualified to accept his love, because... I fell in love with someone else, and I really can't accept him. I'm sorry... Brother Michalin...
I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you, so... I can't accept your proposal, because you deserve to be left to a better person, not me, I'm sorry...
May 1
The size of my stomach is not obvious yet, so I continue to go to school. Although I will feel very uncomfortable, I hope to stop schooling after finishing this semester. After that proposal, I haven’t seen Brother Michalin for a long time.
I'm angry, right? He doesn't care about me anymore, right? At this time, no one is around me to support me. I'm really sad. It turns out... in the end, I'm still the only one, the baby in my belly, my mother.
I'm really looking forward to your appearance, because you will be the driving force for my survival. You have to work hard with your mother, you know?
But just when I thought Brother Michalin would never pay attention to me again, he appeared, and...he told me that he would take care of me for the rest of his life, and whether I agreed to marry him or not, he would love and protect me for the rest of his life.
Keep me... God, thank you. Although you left me without a father and mother, you allowed such a good man to stay by my side, so that I can have the motivation to persevere. I will definitely cherish the happiness you have given me.
, Baby, have you seen it? You have a mother and a godfather, so you will not be lonely, and we will all love you very much!
December 1
Today is the most important day in my life, because the baby was born. Although it was painful to give birth to him, I was also very happy because he is very beautiful and looks exactly like his father, especially those eyes.
, seeing his eyes made me feel... Xun is by my side. I changed his name to Che, which means thorough, because I really love his father, very thorough love, but
...I'm sorry baby, I can't give you a complete home, but mom promises you that you will be as happy as other children, so you have to work hard with mom!
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April 5
The baby is 5 years old and has already gone to kindergarten, but today he came back crying, holding my legs and asking for daddy. I remember that the baby was very good and never cried for daddy, but today... why is this happening? It turns out that the baby is very good and never cries for daddy.
, he said that the children in the kindergarten teased him for not having a father, so he cried. For the first time, I felt helpless because I couldn't give him the father he wanted. I felt that I was very selfish and made others happy, but
I can’t give my child the most basic father’s love, but what should I do? I really don’t want Xun to be in trouble! Fortunately, brother Michalin helped me coax the baby back. He told the baby that the godfather is the father. If someone bullies
He, the godfather, fought desperately with him. At that moment, I couldn't help crying. Without Brother Michalin by my side, would I be able to survive until now? Brother Michalin said that I saved him, and gave him
I gave him happiness and love, but...he didn't give me happiness and love. Without him, maybe I would no longer be in this world. I am happy, right, I have a lovely child, and
I am really satisfied to have a brother who is very good to me!
December 2
It turns out that my happy days have come to an end. I have always had the habit of getting headaches. I thought it was just a habit, but I didn't expect that there was a tumor in my head, and it was in an advanced stage. The doctor said that although the chance of survival was low, it could be removed.
But I might lose part of my memory. Because of this, I gave up the opportunity for treatment because I was afraid that when I woke up, I would forget Xun and the memories with him. I was also afraid that I would forget the memories of my child growing up.
I was afraid of forgetting Brother Michalin. I didn’t want to forget all of them. They were all the beautiful memories of my life. I couldn’t live without them, so I refused the treatment and hid it from Brother Michalin and Xiao Che. Although they knew
They will be very sad in the end, but I would rather let them be sad in the end than make them sad for me now. I will live every day well and make up for the love I can no longer give Xiaoche in the future. He is still so young...
If I leave, what will he do? Will he hate me as a mother? I'm sorry, Che...
January 1
My headaches have become more and more frequent recently. I know I can no longer hide it, so before I leave this world, I want to give this diary to my dearest mother, the dean. I don’t want Che and Brother Mi to let go.
I know who his father is, because I'm afraid that he will disturb their lives. I just want to live quietly like this. I'm sorry, Che...forgive my mother's selfishness. I'm sorry, Brother Michalin...please
Forgive me for being willful, but...I want to tell you that I really love you, love you very much...love you very much...
February 10
I didn't expect that today would be the first time I met him, but it would also be the last time I would think of him. Today... I feel very energetic, maybe this is the breath before death, Xiao Che and Brother Michalin already know
I refused to receive treatment even though I was terminally ill. Xiaoche kept crying and crying, which made my heart hurt. He didn’t want me to leave, but why did I want to leave? But... I knew that my time had come.
In the end, I don't resent God, but I'm worried that no one will take care of him in the future. Will he become very lonely and unhappy? I promised to give him a happy childhood, but I can't do it now.
Brother Mishalin... I know that everyone can help me except him. I am really selfish. I did not accept his love, but kept taking advantage of his love for me. But... this is the last time I will do this.
You are willful. I will never forget how you comforted me when I was sad, and how you supported me step by step when I was crying. But I really hope you can help me take care of you.
Xiaoche, let him grow up happily and normally. I know that a child without a father and mother is lonely, but I know you will help me, right! Thank you, Brother Michalin, I am the greatest luck in this life.
I just met you!
Xun... Maybe you won't know who I am in the end, but I still want to introduce it to you one last time. Although you will never see it in your life, at least I can tell myself that we have known each other before -
——Hello, Xun, my name is Alice, I am an orphan, but a happy orphan, because God is very good to me. Although he deprived me of my father's love and mother's love, he allowed me to appear in my life.
There are three most important people, one is Brother Mishalin, one is Xiao Che, and the other... is you————
Goodbye, Xun, if possible, can you let me be your princess in the next life? I am not greedy, I just hope to see you again in the next life - I really love you!