My name is Jiang Shujing and I am 15 years old this year. However, other girls at this age can still act unscrupulously in their parents' arms, but I... must find a small corner of my own in the sinister entertainment industry.
, because of the divorce of my parents, I had to grow up quickly. My parents would only give me and my brother the next living expenses every month and no longer care about us. However, my brother Jiang Ziming is uneducated and only spends every day.
I know how to eat, drink, have fun, make trouble, and don't care about my life or death at all, so I can only rely on my own efforts to survive. But luckily I was spotted by a talent scout and started my career as a graphic model. Although it was just
Starting from the most humble corner, I will still try my best to persevere. In the eyes of others, I may have an enviable appearance, excellent grades, and a large group of countless suitors, but they know
How much have I put in behind the scenes? They don't understand the feeling of working and studying hard at the same time, and worrying about whether my brother will go out and cause trouble.
But working in this circle is not easy, because my beautiful appearance makes people jealous, but because I am a newcomer, I am always bullied by them at work, which makes me have to grow up and protect myself better, so I
I treat everything indifferently. It doesn't matter if they say I am noble or exclude me. I believe that as long as I work hard, I will get ahead one day. Although it is hard and lonely, I will not give up...
But...the god of luck always couldn't see me, but bad luck befell me. The boss of the modeling agency took a fancy to me. He threatened that if I didn't become his mistress, he would not renew my contract. I suddenly
Angrily, I threw water on his face and turned around to leave. I knew the consequences of doing so, but I couldn't accept such an insult, because even though I was poor, I still had dignity, and my dignity didn't allow it.
He trampled me like this. But the long-suppressed pain in my heart finally burst out at this moment. I ran into a bar and got drunk. I had never tried to relax myself like this, but this was the only way to make me forget the current situation.
Myself, such a cowardly and incompetent self————
But I never thought that because of such venting, I met the person who made my life shine again——Kuno Quan. I never thought that because I was drunk and vomited on him, we were created.
The first time we met, his frown, his anger, and his care all became beautiful moments in my life. I once asked him why he liked me, but he just stroked my long hair and smiled.
Said: Because it was the first time I saw a girl acting so cute when she was drunk! Hearing his words, I laughed. This man fell in love with me when I was most vulnerable, and because he knew
My fragile place, so it can easily enter my heart.
The days I spent with him were happy, not because of his identity, but because by his side I could act like a 15-year-old girl and act like a spoiled brat. He was cold and ruthless in the eyes of others, but in my eyes
But he is the gentlest and gentlest prince in his heart. He knows my family, he understands my life, but he never interferes. Instead, he silently gives everything for me behind my back, because he accidentally took the photo for me.
The photos attracted the attention of the advertising agency, so I could start working as a model again, and my brother, who had always been in trouble, also became good-behaved under his 'education'. Although I don't know the reason, I know
This is all due to him. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to work easily, study quietly, let alone enjoy a life like a couple with him sweetly. From that time on, Jiang Shujing is no longer lonely, nor is she alone.
She will hide in a corner and cry alone, because she has Jiu Yequan's love, his gentleness, and his meticulous care, so she can smile so happily, and I will never live such a happy life in my life.
forget.
But... that man appeared, Fang Youjian... He is the devil in my life, because of him... I lost everything!! In order to defeat Quan, he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to tempt me to join their entertainment company.
I know that I can become famous overnight, but... he underestimates the role of power in my life. I can live an ordinary life, but I can't live without power. But... this devil actually bribed my brother and let him
He betrayed me, sacrificed my innocence, and made me no longer pure. That night... that terrible night, I will never forget the shame and shame of being trampled on by him, and my brother...
That ruthless man was filming all this... Suddenly, my world went dark, and all my dreams were ruined because of this night. But I couldn't call the police, because even if my brother was ruthless to me, I could
He left him alone, and I couldn't tell Quan all this, so... he would go crazy, and he would destroy Fang Youjian at all costs, and then what? Will he continue to keep me by his side because he sympathizes with me? No, I
I couldn't bear his sympathetic look, it was more uncomfortable than death, so... I had no choice but to give up our love, and chose to stay with Fang Youjian, because he had that CD in his hand, and I couldn't let Quan know this unbearable thing.
Everything must not be allowed to be seen by him. Therefore, all I can face is Quan's hatred, but I would rather he hate me than sympathize with me because of guilt, which would make me feel even more uncomfortable.
And I broke up with Quan according to Fang Youjian's order. When I saw the pain hidden in his red eyes, my heart almost broke. How I wanted to hold him and tell him the truth.
How much I want to tell him all my grievances, but... I can't. If I do this, it will only bring more pain. I don't want us to continue to suffer like this, so I can only leave him, because
I don't deserve to be with him. After that happened, I no longer deserve to be the woman next to him. He should deserve someone better to pursue. Just pretend that I, Jiang Shujing, don't have the blessing to enjoy his tenderness.
, God, if you are fair, please make him happy and don't make him suffer anymore.
One year passed quickly. During this year, I worked hard to collect evidence that Fang Youjian did bad things. Similarly... I also paid attention to Quan's every move every day, and I also knew that he was in love. I should have been happy, but I didn't expect that.
It actually hurt. When he told me how much he hated me with that sarcastic kiss, the cruel look in his eyes made it hard for me to breathe. But... my vulnerability was seen by that girl, yes, he
My girlfriend, Tian Siyu! This girl is very innocent, so innocent that it makes people feel bad, and people can’t bear to hurt her. But I still hurt her. When I fell into the sea and was rescued, I saw Quan yelling at her.
For a moment, I was both happy and guilty, because I was very happy that Quan still cared about me so much, but...I hurt that kind girl, but...she didn't blame me, she was so kind, but I knew
Fang Youjian will never let go of any opportunity to attack Quan, so I can only guard them silently behind them. Fang Youjian, a villain, wants to take advantage of my self-esteem to attack Quan, but finds that this method can no longer affect him
Well, Quan's love for Xiao Yu was so obvious that he wanted to use that cruel method again to make Xiao Yu surrender to him, but he thought too highly of himself and underestimated the girl's heart, so he failed
Oh! I didn’t expect Fang Youjian to want to use that method to treat Quan’s woman again. He went too far. I definitely can’t let them destroy Quan’s happiness this time, but I overestimated my ability and couldn’t save her.
, but fell into their hands, but we were still lucky because that man saved us.
But when I saw the way he held Tian Siyu in his arms distressedly, I stood there in surprise. I knew that it was the look of love for someone, so did he... fall in love with Tian Siyu?
What kind of mood is buried under his gentle appearance? For the sake of protecting the happiness of the right, after I arrived at his house, I talked to him, but I didn’t expect that he was not surprised at my guess, and
He told me frankly how he felt about Xiaoyu, and also handed the CD to me. This CD is my weakness. I have recorded the most humiliating side of myself, and having it means that I can get rid of Fang Youjian's control.
Yes, I thought he had a request, but he didn’t. He just said with that gentle smile: Because this is the result Xiaoyu wants to see most. At that moment, I seemed to be able to feel her love for Xiaoyu.
, because we are in the same situation, and we can only watch the people we love in silence being happy!
I thought I could leave this place with such unbearable memories, but I didn’t expect Xiaoyu to tell Quan everything. I was afraid that he would sympathize with me, that he would pity me, so I wanted to run away, and I was afraid of seeing his pity for me in his eyes.
, I don’t want to... But he caught me and held me tightly in his arms. Such a familiar embrace and that familiar smell are something I will never forget in my life. It made me forget my struggle and sink.
But... we still missed it. When we talked about everything in the past calmly, everything had become memories, and the girl who stayed in his life was no longer me, because the way he looked at me was no longer
No matter how much love there is, only when I think of Xiaoyu, his face will light up with happiness. I know that if I miss it, I should miss it. I feel very happy to be able to bring our love to an end in the end.
Then... just bless them with the best mood. Only in this way can I leave peacefully. Although I missed the most important person in my life, as long as he is happy and he is happy, then I will be satisfied.
.
But...an uneasy thing still happened. That day when I received a call from Xiaoyu with a hoarse and sobbing voice, begging me to come back and live with Quan again, no matter how I asked her, she was unwilling to tell me the reason.
, after that... I called her again, but because of worry, I still came back. When I saw the man who was even more painful and heart-wrenching than a year ago, my heart broke again.
It hurt. No one knew why Xiao Yu left him so cruelly. What was left after Xiao Yu left was the roaring and broken sounds that appeared every day in the ward. No one could make Quan calm down. He could only give him a sedative.
It can temporarily soothe his nerves. He makes everyone of us feel worried. I can't stand it anymore. I can only use my own strength to find the whereabouts of Xiaoyu, but I can't find anything.
It was heartbreaking to watch Quan continue to torture himself. But after a month of his crazy venting, he... finally calmed down, no longer tortured himself, no longer smashed things, but became more indifferent and quieter,
He spends almost all his time creating the new kingdom of Jiuye Group. I know that he just wants to use work to numb himself and use time to forget that girl. Then... I will stay with him until he is well.
Until I get up, whether he can see me or not, I will never leave him alone, because... I really love him.
In the past 6 years, I have rarely seen him really smile. Even if he is willing to accompany me to participate in various events, or at our engagement party, his smile is just a formulaic smile. I know that I still have to leave.
I didn’t want to enter his life, but I still agreed to his proposal and became his fiancée, because this was the only way I could stay by his side, even if... he no longer loves me. In this 6
Over the years, the place he visits most often is the cemetery. I know that he has never forgotten Xiao Yu, not even for a moment, so he has never felt less guilty about Xiao Yu's parents. Every time he goes to the cemetery, he always
He would stay for several hours without saying anything, just quietly looking at the flowers and plants in front of the grave. Maybe he was waiting... waiting for the real owner of the cemetery to appear, but... he was always disappointed every time.
's departure.
But this time... I didn't expect that the owner of the cemetery really came back. The moment I saw Xiao Yu's back, the excitement, fear and conflict in my heart were not as strong as the force holding my shoulders. I knew
He was filled with different emotions just like me, and his heart was probably more chaotic than mine. But when they met, the first words they said still hurt each other. He... obviously missed her a lot, didn't he?
When I saw Quan's back as he watched Xiao Yu leave, there were looming tears in his eyes, but I pretended not to see it and did not expose his cowardice.
I... still hope he is happy. In order for him to have a good talk with Xiaoyu, I answered an advertisement and left here, but I didn't expect that when I came back, I would be kidnapped and saw Xiaoyu also appear there.
When I walked into the dilapidated warehouse, I knew that a lot of things must have happened to them these days, so can we get through it all safely?
But what happened behind all this was Quan's amnesia. When I saw Quan forgetting the past, my heart actually selfishly wanted to keep him by my side. I didn't want to see him in pain anymore. If Xiaoyu
If she is willing to give Quan happiness, then I will bless them. If not, then I will take her place and stay with Quan. I gave her a choice, but...she still has to give up Quan. After hearing her
I breathed a sigh of relief, I thought... I am still selfish, I still want to keep the right by my side. Since he has forgotten everything now, let me fill in the blank memories for him.
Remember, this time, I must protect him well.
Quan who has lost his memory has become gentle and considerate, but... I always feel that there is still something missing between us, a little feeling. There is no warmth in his smile, no infatuation in his eyes, everything about him
Everything seems to be just formulaic actions, so I can't feel his love. I don't know why, but I still stubbornly believe that time can change everything.
But on the day when the wedding photos were taken, I saw that the person who saved me was not Quan, but Kim Hyun-cheol, and when I saw the fear and nervousness on Quan’s face holding Xiaoyu in his arms, I finally realized that what was missing between us was
What————love! There is no love between us. What I love for him is love, but what about him? He doesn’t love me. Even if he has lost his memory, he will still fall in love as soon as Xiaoyu encounters danger.
He rushed down to save her, because the person he loved was Xiaoyu, not me. Feelings cannot be deceived. No matter how hard he tried to hide it, he could not hide the love in his eyes.
But that night when I heard the conversation between Jin Xianche and Quan, I was surprised to find out... It turned out that Quan did not have amnesia. All he did was just to fulfill Quan Che and Xiao Yu. What kind of power could make him so great?
How about letting the person he loves the most out? This... is real love. And at this moment, I also made a decision in my heart, because I know that no matter how hard I try, I still can't replace Xiao Yu in Quan's heart.
position, since Jin Xianche can reluctantly give up her love, then what reason do I have to occupy the power by my side? So... I decided that they are two people who truly love each other, and I... should quit!
On the plane to France, the romantic city, I once again looked at the sky with nostalgia and smiled lightly. This time, I really gave up, so Quan and Xiaoyu, you must be happy.
Oh, in this way, I can be happy. But fate is often elusive. I didn’t expect that people who are also lovelorn would meet on the plane and sit next to each other. Yes, I didn’t expect that the person sitting next to me would meet.
The person is actually——Jin Xiancheol. It seems that I will not be alone on this journey to find happiness. The lucky rope on my hand was disconnected silently. It seems that the wings of happiness have finally flown towards me.