"Huangfu You, don't be sad. Grandma is watching from the sky. She must also hope that you will be happy." I put my hand on his shoulder and gave him a sincere smile.
He looked up at the stars in the sky. After a long time, he turned his head and locked my eyes tightly. He suddenly pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly. I was stunned for a moment, but frightened.
Later, I found that his shoulders were shaking, and he... cried.
The tears that I was holding back finally fell. I patted his back gently like an elder and comforted him carefully:
"Cry if you want to. After crying, live every day with a smile, so that grandma can leave with peace of mind. Cry well..."
In the corner that no one noticed, a sad song was intertwined, welcoming a new life with the sadness of longing.
When Huangfu You calmed down, he regained his stern expression, looked at the stars in the sky quietly and said calmly:
"You told me your story, it's time for me to tell you mine!"
When I heard this, I shook my head and said, "No need. You don't have to force anything you don't want to mention. I'm not telling you just to hear your story."
"No, I want to say it. Maybe if I say it, my heart will be at ease. I want to put aside everything in the past. I don't want to suffer that kind of torture anymore, and I don't want to worry grandma anymore." Hearing what he said, I was quiet.
I sat next to him and listened to his story.
"Grandma... I have no blood relationship with me. When I was 7 years old, the woman who gave birth to me placed me with her, then left without looking back and never came back. So 10
Years have passed, and my initial longing has turned into hatred. I hate how she could leave me so cruelly, and I hate myself even more for why I have been thinking about when she will come back to me for so many years.
She told me when I was born that I don’t have a father, but she will love me forever with my father’s love. But she lied, she couldn’t do it at all, and abandoned me for 10 years. If she didn’t
Me, why did you give birth to me in the first place! How can such an irresponsible woman deserve to be my mother? She is not worthy at all..."
His story shocked me a little. I thought... grandma and he were related by flesh and blood, but I didn't know that they were just strangers, but grandma was willing to take care of a stranger for 10 years. There must be something hidden in it.
Secrets we don't know, but that's not my question.
"Bang..." Suddenly he punched the thick tree next to him, and the blood on the back of his hand slowly flowed down the trunk. I was shocked, and I immediately grabbed his hand and scolded:
"What are you doing? How can you hurt yourself like this? No matter how much resentment you have, you must cherish your body." I quickly took out a handkerchief from my bag and quickly wrapped it for him.
But he said sadly:
"I have never wanted to cherish my life. Even if I die now, no one will feel sorry for me..."
These words shocked my ears. Yes, when has he ever cherished it? In every race, he didn’t sacrifice his life for it. Even when he was besieged by dozens of people, he didn’t change his expression. That’s because he was not afraid of death at all.
He even wanted to die. This idiot, life is so precious, how could he treat it with such contempt?